Saturday, March 2, 2013

the end

hey loves,
this is my last post on this blog i have posted 51 times on this one so imma started updating the other one alot more now that im ending this one i wanna say thank you to everyone that read this blog from beginning to the end yall gave me alot of support and made this blog fun to do because i always looked forword to the reactions  :) 

a few years past now...
beyonce is 37
jay is 47 
kelly is 36
solange is 35
lexi is 21
julez- 22 
blue- 10
jayshawn- 7
brooklyn- 5
dj (lexi and julez) -6 
kiara (kelly and trey) - 7
trey- 34
tyty-35
angie-34 

through out the years kelly and trey has got married again because trey really changed kelly is also pregnant again with a baby boy, bey and jay has been good just like everyone else 

right now bey and blue and brooklyn are in houston with mama tina 

bey-mama you talked today yet because he has been calling me about that son of his 
tina-no i havent talked to him and im not planning on it either 
bey-*sighs* ok 
blue-mommy  we have to start on my project for school 
bey-yes your right what do you have to do again 
blue- i have to make a poster board on any famous person and i wanna do aunty kelly
bey-really you dont wanna do mommy or daddy 
blue-noo i wanna do kelly rowland 
bey-ok well lets go to the store and get what ever you need
blue-ok 

(bey) 
im getting old now im 37!! me and jay retired but i still go into the studio sometimes  . i stopped messing with usher now because i hooked him up with solange and they are cute together actually , me and trey are cool now and everybody in the family is cool with him and kelly being married Again and kiara loves it because she loved when they were together but anyways  jay is in new york with jj because they didnt want to come to houston but we are flying back to new york anyways today so it dont matter but me and blue went to the store to buy the things she needed to do her project we had to bring julius with us so nobody will come running up to us blue dosent like that 
a few hours went buy and we are back in new york we have been in houston for 3 three weeks and i miss my men 
when we open the door it was quiet 

brooklyn-mommy where daddy and brother 
bey-i dont know baby girl go look for them 
brooklyn-ok *runs upstairs*
blue-imma go look too mommy
bey-ok baby 
blue-*runs up the stairs*
bey-**drops their bags and sits on the couch*
jay-*sneaks up behind her and scares her* BOOO!!
bey-*jumps* damn it jay! *hits jay and starts laughing* why would you do that 
jay-because i thought it would be funny *kisses her* 
bey-mhm where my son at 
jay-he sleep... that make it just enough time to taste something *kisses her neck*
bey-*moans slightly* noo jay the girls are upstaris*bits her lip* 
jay-well let them go down the street to kelly and trey house and let them play with kiara 
bey-ok let me call her *calls kelly*
kelly-hello 
bey-hey you home?
kelly-yea why 
bey-can the girls come over 
kelly-yea of course 
bey-ok bye thanks boo *hangs up*
bey-*yells* BLUE AND BROOK BROOK !
blue and brook- *running down the staris* yes
bey-stop running but do yall wanna go to aunty kelly house 
both girls-YES
bey-ok well go get some stuff to stay the night 
blue-ok mommy do you want me to pack brook clothes too 
bey-yes baby thats your little sister 
blue-ok 

(bey)
after blue got her and brook clothes packed i walked them down to kelly house i thanked her again then i went back home . when i walked in the house jay wasnt on the couch anymore so i want upstaris too our room and jay grabbed me and threw me on the bed 

jay-*climbing on top of bey* took you long enough 
bey-*giggles* jay why are you on me ?
jay-*kisses her neck* 
bey-*moans* jayy mmmm ... i missed them lips boy
jay-*unbuttoning her pants* can daddy taste *kisses her lips* 
bey-*bites his bottom lip softly* yes daddy can taste all he like 

jay took bey pants and panties off and bey spreaded her lips for jay . jay wanted to tease her so he went downstairs and got some ice then came back and held the ice over her kitty and let the water from the ice dripped on to her kitty bey was biting her lip she was telling jay to stop teasing her but he kept doing it then her rub the ice all over her kitty to get it cold then he put his big warm tongue on it and that made bey squirm then she started rubbing on jay head

bey-ahhh.... yess jaay dont stop baby *grinding into his face slowly* 
jay-*sticks his tongue in deep* 
bey-*squrims around* jaayyy ... imm . bouttaaa. cumm!!
jay-*holds her legs down and eats her out fast* 
bey-jjjj. jayyyyeeeeee!! ahhhhhh.. fuck *cums* 
jay-*swallows* mmm you taste good baby 
bey-i wanna taste myself *tongues him down* mmm your right *winks* i wanna taste daddy 
jay-*jay lays on the bed with his dick at full attention* go head baby 
bey-*rubs on jays dick and starts teasing him*
jay-stop teasing me beyonce 
bey-now you see how i felt *starts sucking the tip*
jay-mmmmmmm baby *runs his fingers through her hair*
bey-*going farther down on his dick*
jay-*biting his lip*mmmm 
bey*starts deep throating fast*
jay-ooohh ...damn.. beyonce...shit *nuts in her mouth and she swallows*
bey-*kisses his lips* jayy..im super wet *kisses his lip and strokes his dick* and horny 
jay-*turns bey over on the bed and slow inserts hisself in her* mmm damn bey i missed you 
bey-*moaning* i missed you too baby ahhh 
jay-*kissing on her neck and he tries to put all of his dick in her* baby you got tighter 
bey-just take your time baby 

jay keeps trying and he finally got it all in him and bey had sex for maybe 2 hours then jj came and knocked on the door bey and jay cleaned each other off then bey put on her robe and jay put on his boxers and they let jj in 

jj-*hugs bey* ma! your back i missed ya 
bey-*giggles* i missed you too
jj-where my sisters at 
bey-aunty kelly house 
jj-oh wait ma i just remembered uncle ty is here
bey-oh ok *goes downstaris* 
ty-*observing her* let me guess.....fucking 
bey-shut up its been three weeks damn it 
ty-yea right anyway imma bout to go down to ms. preggo house but i want yo ass to come
bey- blue and brook is over there 
ty-well i have something planned for me you and preggy rowland 
bey-*laughs* where the hell do you get theses dumb ass names from 
ty-ya mama 
bey-ooop let me call her right quick and tell her 
ty-im just kidding now go get ya ass dressed hoe 
bey-ok daddy *winks* 
ty-*disgusted* ewww bitch 

(bey) 
i love doing things like that to ty lol i went up stairs and started getting dressed jay asked where i was going and i told him ty wanted to take me and kelly somewhere and he said he would hang out with trey and they would watch the kids i thought that was perfect . i got dressed and then me and ty started walking to kelly house 

ty knocked on the door like the damn police then kelly opened up and ty saw she was already dressed so her just pulled her out the house and we started walking somewhere 

kelly-do you not see like pregnant 
ty-of course i do 
kelly-you cant be pulling me like that
ty-oh shut the hell up anywho so beyonce how do yo ass feel about yo sister and yo fuck buddy being together 
bey-usher was not my fuck buddy 
kelly-oh really then what was he then 
bey-my friend
ty-that you used to fuck 
bey-just shut the helll up and where we going 
ty-i just didnt have nothing else to do so i came to get yalll 
kelly- i cant be walking im fucking 6 months pregnant what the hell ty!
ty-didnt i say shut the hell up 
kelly-ooop who the hell he think he is 
bey-tyrone hunter 
ty-damn right ..wait wait i know what we could do !
bey-what?
ty-follow me 

(kelly) 
me and bey followed ty to solange house and him and bey looked through her bed room window then i did too and her and usher was going at it like cats and dogs we walked away and ty was laughing hard and bey was using her fake laugh i pulled bey to the side because i knew something wasnt right 

kelly-whats wrong bey
bey-nothing :/
kelly-damn it beyonce im not stupid whats wrong is it about solo and usher fucking?
bey-yea 
kelly-why you th one who hooked them up 
bey- i know its just that i kinda got feelings for usher but i guess i gotta get over them huh?
kelly-yea and besides you got jay and i personally think jay is better then usher 
bey-yes your right lets go
ty-*talking on the phone then hangs up* ok yall hoes ready 
kelly-you always calling someone a hoe but yea
ty-k lets go eat i know you hungry preggy rowland 
kelly-shut up damn it 
bey-*smiles* 
ty-*whispering to kelly* look she smiling cus i said food 
kelly-*laughs*
bey-stop talking about me tyrone 

they all ate then they didnt get back to the neighbor hood till around ten bey kids and kiara was sleep ate kelly house so kelly said she would keep them . bey went home to jay that was high and ty went home . when bey got home she instantly knew he was high so bey took a shower and got into some comfortable clothes and then went downstaris and sat by jay on the couch 

bey-i want some of what you flying on jay *looks at him* 
jay-*hands her the blunt* here 
bey-*starts smoking* 

2 HOURS PAST AND BEY AND JAY ARE BOTH HIGH AND THEY WANT TO DO SOMETHING 

bey-lets go swimming 
jay-ok 

bey and jay went to get in their pool and started swimming 

jay-*pushes bey against the corner of the pool and fingers her* 
bey-mmm daddy yess
jay-*sticks his finger deep*
bey-ddd daddy make me cum 
jay-*fingers her faster*
bey-*cums in the pool* *breathing heavy* im tried baby lets go to bed 

jay carried bey into the house and they showered and bey put on jay shirt and then he put on just some boxers then they got into the bed and jay held bey tight as bey cuddled up under him and they feel alseep right after say their i love you's to each other

THE END!



Sunday, February 17, 2013

A real change ?

(Bey)
I never jumped so quick in my life what the hell was I doing to be fucking another dude with my kids in my house.
I rushed usher out the house fast as hell and I put some cloths on then I went into Jj room
Jj-mommy that was not daddy
Bey-I know baby
Jj-I thought you only did that with daddy
Bey-I do but..
Jj-but they wasn't daddy
Bey-I know baby listen *sits on the bed* what just happen was stupid mommy wasn't thinking straight so that's why that happened but I want you to not tell your daddy about this ok this is only between us two ok because that will never happen again
Jj-ok mommy
Bey-you have to promise to not tell daddy ok
Jj-ok I promise
Bey-that's my baby give mommy a hug
Jj-*hugs her*
(Bey)
After I talked to Jj about what happened I felt a little better but I still feel guilty because I always tell at jay about being honest and faithful but look at me doing the opposite ..
I went to get Brooklyn because she was crying I went downstairs and made her a bottle and she calmed down she is getting big fast
While I was giving brook her bottle I was watching blue do her homework .. She is getting better she haven't been cussing that much and she been doing good in school and everything
Seeing my life now and looking at all I have made me want to start a documentary I think this will be good for not only me but the fans also I think this will be like therapy for me because I'm editing the whole thing and doing it on my own so I get to see my life as other people will see it and I can see how much I would want to reveal and to show my fans I'm battling with how much I want to reveal about myself and how I stay relavent and current but also how do I stay soulful and humble . I've been in the industry for many year and I think my fans only saw who I am through my music and I feel it's time for them to see the real me
Tonight is the night if Grammys and I'm excited jay went out and got him something to wear for tonight that's why he is not here but Kelly will be at the Grammys then her birthday is tomorrow so we will be celebrating all night
Jay came back about a hour later with a black and white suit to go with my outfit I liked it to be honest
Blue-*running to jay* daddy!! I missed you
Jay-I missed you too baby Girl
Blue-yay!! I did homework and I wanted to know if I could go to aunty solo house
Jay-did you ask mommy?
Blue-not yet
Jay-well ask her first
Blue-ok *running to bey* mommy!
Bey-*rocking brook* yes baby
Blue-can I go to aunty solo house because I did my homework
Bey-lets call first ok
Blue-k
Bey*calls solange*
Solo-hello
Bey-are you busy
Solo-no why
Bey-*gives brook to jay and walk out the room* blue want to go over there
Solo-oh that's fine
Bey-ok cool can you come get her
Solo- yea
Bey-ok
Solo-ight bye
Bey-bye
(Bey)
A few hours has past and me and jay are getting ready to walk the red carpet for some odd reason I'm kinda nervous I don't know why I just am .
When we pulled up to the Grammys we walked the red carpet and I met up with Kelly then we all went inside
At the end of the night I came home with one Grammy and jay had three me Kelly jay and tutu went back home and yes Ty was here we went back to my house and we changed into something comfortable mind you my kids brook and Jj are with my mother and blue is with solange but anywho we changed into something comfortable because we was gonna be up all night for Kelly birthday and to celebrate the night we were having our own after party
Kelly- damn I'm getting old
Bey-not as old as you know who *looks at jay*
Kelly-*laughs hard*hell yeah
Jay-was I old when I was daddy?
Kelly- damn he put you on the spot
Bey-jay I don't know what you talking bout
Jay- do you want me to remind you
Bey-ummm no I'm good
Tyty- what the hell!!!!
Kelly-what ?
Tyty- that bitch just turned down some dick for the first time
Bey-*giggling* Ty shut yo ass up
Kelly-damn it's true tho
Bey-you know what I'm going to bed y'all not bout to talk about me all night
Jay-awww calm down we only playing with yo cry baby ass
Bey-I'm not a cry baby
Kelly-noo of course your not
Bey-*giggles*
Tyty- can we get some shoots going now ?
Kelly-yea I'm thirsty
Bey-*laughs* your thirsty
Kelly-yes I need some alcohol
Bey-*grabs 3 bottles* this is all we drink tonight
Kelly-that's all yo ass drinking tonight cause I know you gone get drunk then jay gone talk yo ass into fucking
Bey-*blushing* that's not true
Kelly-we will see * makes everyone a drink*
Bey-I guess we will*drinks her drink*
Jay-*turns some music on* oh hell no bey why yo cd in here
Bey-me and brook was listening to it last night
Kelly-you better take that shit out And play real nigga shit
Bey-ughhh fine *plays fucking problem*
Kelly-ayee this my shit
Tyty-*dancing to the music*
Jay-*whispers to bey* come with me to the bathroom
Kelly-*in her own world with ty*
Bey-your a grown man why do I have
Jay-just come on
Bey-ok gosh
(Bey)
M and jay went to the bathroom and he shut and locked the door then he pushed me up against the counter and started to kiss my neck I was getting into it the. I stopped him
Bey-mmm jayyy mm baby stop
Jay-*keeps kissing her neck*
Bey*pushes him of her* jay not now please
Jay-why they not paying attention
Bey-because I'm just not ready and I got something planned
Jay-mmm okay
(Kelly)
That bitch thought she was slick she gone try to sneak out like I ain't see her now she wanna walk back acting like she innocent
Kelly-*turns the music off* where y'all asses been
Bey-we went to check on the kids
Kelly-mmhhmm but let's do something eles
Bey-like what ?
Kelly-lets tell our cheating story because I know you cheated on jay and he did the same and so did me and tyty
Bey-I know if I'm comfortable with that
Kelly-It's the past it already happened so no one can get mad
Bey-I don't know jay what do you think
Jay-I'm cool with it
Bey-well I guess I'll do it
Tyty-I wanna go first
Kelly-go head I'm last
Tyty- well y'all remember that dude ummm Ronny well me him and his friend went out somewhere and got FUCKED up and his friend took me to the car and we fucked for about 2 hours he has my ass hurting
Bey-eww that's disgusting
Tyty-now you know how I feel about you and jay
Bey-oh whatever jay you go next
Jay-I was pissed off at bey about something so I went to a strip club and this hoe I think they called her blac chyna or something she was bouncing her ass on me so I took her to the bathroom and we fucked
Bey-*rolls her eyes*
Kelly-*looks at bey* someone getting mad
Bey-Naaa I'm not but I guess it's my turn well jay was going then my friend came over and we talked about a few things and he started kissing on me and it turned me on and lord what we did was unforgettable
Jay-and what Friend was this
Bey- is that important
Jay-yes
Bey- fine it was usher
Jay-mmm go figure
Kelly-anywaysss my turn back when me and trey was together me and Chris fucked and y'all know I love me some Chris brown its two reason I fucked him one because I don't like hat Xbox shaped headed bitch Rihanna
Bey-you ain't the only one
Kelly-two I always wanted to fuck him and there was my chance
Bey-wow I wouldn't mind trying Chris my damn self
Jay-what!!
Bey-*giggles* calm down I'm only joking
Jay-yea you better
Tyty-I want to go out to a club
Kelly-i do too
Bey-I don't
Jay- me either
Kelly-of course y'all two don't but bey I need to borrow one of your freakum dresses
Bey-Ok come on
(Bey)
I gave Kelly the orange dress I wore in the video and her and Ty left I looked at this moment as the right time to give jay what I had planned
I told him to stay in the Living room while I went up to the room and changed into this sexy outfit that I want jay to take off and handle his business
I changed into the outfit and then called him upstairs when we came up their i said daddy you know what's up the I pushed him on the bed and I got my chair set up and my music ready and started playing dance for you while I did the whole routine I keep looking at jay and he was biting his lips the whole I was happy because I had him right where I wanted him
I bent over and he tried to grab my ass but I smacked his hand away and finished the dance after it was over I walked over and told him to undress me. He was acting scarred but of course he did it being the man that he is.
Bey-ok now I can't you to be completely naked by the time I get back got it ?
Jay-*shakes his head yes*
(Bey)
I went downstairs and got some of jay favorite sweets like strawberries and wine and all the of stuff he likes to eat when I went back upstairs he was just the way I told him to be then I went and walked over him very sexy
Bey-now we have a verity of things to choose from .we have star berries , wine , chocolate syrup and whip cream now choose one and choose wisely
Jay-can I pick two
Bey-if you want to your daddy remember
Jay-ok well I choose whip cream and chocolate syrup
Bey-*smiles* great choice *lays on the bed and opens her legs* have it your way baby
Jay-*puts some chocolate syrup on her navel and licks it off*
Bey-mmmm baby go lower
Jay- *puts whip cream in her kitty and tops it with chocolate syrup and licks every bit off*
Bey-ahhh mmm damn jayyy *bites her lip softly*
Jay-you know what fuck this foreplay shit sticks his dick deep inside her*
Bey-*screams* damn jay you could have gave me a fucking warning
Jay-too late now *goes slow*
Bey-I want it rough tonight jay go faster *moans*
Jay-*goes fast* mmm damn bey
Bey-aahhhh shit Papi deeper I want you to hit my spot hard
Jay-*goes deeper and hard*
Bey-*jumps* right there jay that's my spot daddy
Jay-*starts hitting her spot hard*
Bey-ughhh fuckk!!! Jayyyy *legs shaking*. Jay slow down alittle you are gonna make *moan* me cum early
Jay-*keeps going fast* no I want you to cum
Bey-*bites her lip hard* it's right here ahhhHHHhhh damn *cums*
Jay-*puts her on all fours and go back in* mmmmm *grunts*
Bey-*puts her face into the pillow*
Jay-*smacks her ass* throw that ass back bey and make me nut
Bey-*starts throwing her ass back* yess Papi I want you to cum inside me
Jay-there you go keep it like that ......FUCK !!!
Bey-*does her thing faster*
Jay- here it comes....got damn baby*nuts*
Bey-*collapse on the bed trying to catch her breath* damn daddy
Jay-*lays next to her*
Bey- come take a shower with me
Jay-ok
Bey-baby can you carry me I don't think I can walk
Jay-*pick her up and takes her to the bathroom*
(Bey)
What the hell was I thinking I have to be at Kelly party tomorrow and my ass had some rough sex now my legs gone be hurting I'm so damn stupid
But anyways me and jay took a shower the. We layed in bed and I was cuddled under him we started watching some movie until I feel asleep
(Jay)
Of course her ass went to sleep but I decided to just let her sleep then a few minutes later Kelly came back by herself she was really really drunk so I helped her out like I helped her change into some of beys pajamas and stuff I just basically got her situated then she tried to kiss me I stopped her because I knew she was drunk and she would do anything like that if she was sober
I went back in the bed and I was holding bey until I feel asleep
(Kelly)
The next morning I woke up with a horrible headache
I snuck into bey room and looked around to see if she had some pills for a headache and she did so I took then then I went back into the guest room and started watching tv then I got a text from trey

Trey:Kelly can we talk
Kelly: trey I'm not feeling well what do you want?
Trey: I want to apologize for all the things I put you through while we were together
Kelly:trey you put your damn hands on me like wtf!! Are you crazy
Trey:I know baby I'm truly sorry I have been going to see someone that showed me what I wanted in life which was you. I look at our daughter every time I have her and I see you I want to start over Kelly I really changed and I just want to love you the way you need to be love
Kelly:I don't know, because I'm still hurt trey I loved you so much that I even had YOUR child, but you put your hands on me so obviously you didn't love me the way I loved you
Trey:what can I do to show you I'm a changed man?
Kelly: meet me at my house in an hour
Trey: ok
Kelly:k
(Bey)
I woke up this morning to Kelly in my closet looking for something . I didn't say nothing I just went in the bathroom and brushed my teeth and then went downstairs and started watching tv until I saw Kelly come down where one of my favorite outfits
Bey-where yo ass going
Kelly-I gotta meet someone somewhere right quick
Bey-why you gotta wear my favorite outfit tho?
Kelly-because I gotta look cute
Bey-mmhhmm you betta bring my shit back
Kelly-I will
(Kelly)
I arrived at my house and unlocked the door and left it unlock and then. I sat I the couch to wait for trey about 10 minutes later trey came and sat by me and kissed my cheek
Kelly-soo what made you to all these things?.... You know what just kiss me
Trey-*kisses her*
(Kelly)
When trey kissed me I felt so much love and passion it made be think about when we had our first kiss and it made me think about all of our good times we had could it be that he really did change?

To be continued

Friday, January 25, 2013

That's not daddy

(Jay)
What the hell did I do now I don't know I was good while I was gone so what the hell is she mad about like god I just got back I need to talk to her . I went downstairs to where her and blue was talking then I asked blue if I could talk to bey alone and blue said yea and went upstairs bey sat there playing on her phone and laughing at something
Jay-can we talk?
Bey-go check your phone
Jay-ummm ok
(Bey)
Jay so damn gullible I'm not even mad at his ass I was joking I sent him a message that said got cha punk and he sent me a message that said imma get my revenge I just giggled then I went to he brook because she started crying . Jj is starting to like being a older bother because he thinks he can tell brook whatever he want to like blue does to him it's cute but in a few more weeks will be blue's 6th birthday I still can't believe she is turning 6 but hey my baby growing up but me and jay has been talking about the party I asked blue what she wanted to do for her birthday and she was having all theses crazy Ideas so I'm just going to keep the party planning to me and my mom speaking of my mom she is coming over today so we can look at the dresses for the Grammies that's in a few days I'm excited because I know imma win something and that is going to be another Grammy to add to the collection . My mom could have made me a dress but she said it wouldn't be ready in time so that's why we are going to buy one . I already have everything eles planned out like me and Ty talked about my hair style and I have a baby sitter and everything so yea I'm happy to spend time with my mom because I miss her she is my 1st best friend so we need to catch up and I wanna now who this "guy" is that she being talking about because its not daddy and from how she be talking it seems she really like this man ..
Me and my mom met up at this store in New York that sales the most beautiful dresses ever I wanted something that was not too standing out ... Oh yeah I forgot to mention Kelly is going to be there and then the next day after the grammy's is her birthday so this weekend is going to be excited but anyways me and m mom looked at a couple of dresses
MamaT.-I like this one right there *points to a green dress*
Bey-ewww no mama you know I hate green
MamaT-well how about this one *points to a pink dress*
Bey-*shakes her head no* I like this *points to the white and black jumpsuit thing she wore at the grammy's*
MamaT-yea it's cute are you gonna buy it
Bey- yea I love it
MamaT.-ok well hurry child I don't have all day
Bey- ok
(Mama Tina)
After bey bought her outfit we went and got some lunch then we went back to my place in New York so she can me Andrew . Andrew is a white guy who is about 2 years older then me be is a lawyer so he makes good money he is from Washington but I think bey will like him it's just solange I'm worried about its hard for me to get her to get to know my friends and in this case my next husband hopefully
Me and bey got to my house and Andrew was there watching tv me and bey walked inside
(Bey)
I meet the dude and Andrew and he is actually a really cool dude

A FEW DAYS LATER
Bey- I need it now baby
Ush-*enters her slowly*
Bey-fuck ush did you get bigger
Ush- no *goes deep*
Bey-damn that's my spot
Ush-*goes fast*
Bey-*screams*damn it usher imma cum
Ush-*goes deeper and harder*
Bey-yesss it's cumminggggggg ahhhhhhh
Ush*keeps goings stroking deep inside her*
Bey-ahhhhhhhhh *cums*
Ush-*lays on the bed* ride me baby
Bey-*outta breath* ok *slides in his dick* fuckkkk!!!!
Ush*hold her hips*
Bey*grinding on his dick* mmmmmm why couldn't you be my husband *moans*
Ush-make me cum bey
Bey-*bounces on his dick* ohhh ahhhhh usher errr yesss daddyy
Ush-there you go I feel keep it like that bey

BOOM

"Mommy what are you doing that's not daddy"

TO BE CONTINUED

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

whats wrong

(bey)
its been a month ever since what happened. i gave birth a month early to a beautiful Brooklyn Giselle carter 
weighing 6lbz and 7oz . i got to take her home yesterday and last night was the first night she slept in her room and she slept all through the night thank god. im still kinda sore so i've been staying home and relaxing in bed. blue has been a good sister and jj is kinda jealous  because he dosent get all the attention no more. but hey i got a new born baby to take car of . anyways she is 4 days old and she dont cry that much as blue and jj did and thats good . right now its just me and Brooklyn and the house . jay is on tour or a whole month and blue and jj is visiting lexii and julez in LA. so imma be alone . well kelly and solange visited me today . but they left .i sat pillows on the side of brooklyn so she wont fall of the bed and i went and got a bottle for her. when i came back i can tell she was about to start crying. i picked her up and fed her . she drank almost half the bottle then i burped her . i put the rest of the bottle on the dresser then i layed her on the bed and took her onesies off  her and she was smiling i tickled her and she laughed i smiled then i picked her up and ran her a bath . when i took her dipper of it was soaked i cleaned her off then i picked her naked self up and look in the drawer for something for her to wear i grabbed a blue onesies . then i gave her a bath. after i got her out i wrapped her in a towel 
after i got her dressed i picked her up and we went down stairs so i can make me something to eat and feed the dog . after i fed the dog i layed brook on a blanket on the floor while i make me something to eat . i was almost done with what i was making and brook started crying i turned the stove off and went to cater to her . i could tell she was sleepy because she didnt have a nap today. i picked layed her back down on the blanket and then went to get my food and i sat it on the table. then i picked her back up and rocked her to sleep . when she fell asleep i put her in her crib then went downstairs to call jay
bey-hey baby
jay-hey, how you and baby girl doing
bey-we good i just put her down for a nap
jay-oh ok
bey-what are you doing
jay-walking back to the hotel 
bey-oh did you have a good show today
jay-yes
bey-oh well thats good
jay-yea you talked to blue and jj
bey-no imma call them after we get done talking 
jay-ok, are you good being there by yourself with babygirl
bey-yea, kelly and solange came over and they said they would come over when ever i need them 
jay-ok 
bey-papi im going to call you back because someone st the door
jay-ok love you beautiful 
bey-love you too
(bey)
when i got off the phone i went to open the door and it was ty loud ass and that was the last thing i needed was for him to wake up my new born baby and his ass no its hard to put a new born baby to sleep. he came in loud as ever 
tyty-wasssssssuuuuuuuuuuuuppppp 
bey-can you lower your voice my baby is sleeping
tyty-oh well .. anyways i like how im pose to be your quote on quote brother but you dont even let me meet my niece 
bey-you wasnt at the hospital ?
tyty-no i was in mexico
bey-nigga stop lyin jay called yo ass and you said you was coming
tyty-oh shit i did hell i must have just didnt want to come
bey-mmhhmm but she sleep right now
tyty-wake her ass up
bey-umm no she havent slept all day today
tyty-mmhhmm imma go wake her ass up
(bey)
ty ass went upstairs i tried to stop him but by the time i got up there he had already woke her up . she was crying but when she saw me she calmed down and let ty hold her. i got her and we went downstairs. we sat on the couch and i gave her back to ty. and i called and checked on blue and jj and they were fine. after that me and ty watched tv and talked.
tyty-damn she is beautiful 
bey-just like her mommy
tyty-sike more like her uncle 
bey-hmmmm. if you say so
tyty-bitch i know so
bey-why are you here anyways 
tyty-because i wanted to me here *brook starts crying* here taker her i dont do the crying
bey-*grabs brook* you are so trifflin 
tyty-i guess so ...oh yeah i meant to tell you about angie ass
bey-oh lord hold on let me go make her a bottle so she can stop crying
tyty-yes you do that 
bey-*makes a bottle and feed it to brook*ok go head
tyty-you know i like dick right?
bey-yes
tyty-ok coo' so last night me and angie went to the club and we got drunk then we went to my house and smoked .. and then that bitch tried to fuck me
bey-*bust of laughing and brook starts crying* you cant be serious *rocking brook*
tyty-but i am 
bey-wow angie can not handle her liquor 
tyty-i know *looks at his watch*oh damn i gotta go bye
bey-bye
(bey)
im really thinking about retiring from the industry and being a stay at home mom while jay works . dont get me work i love my job and my fans its just that i have 3 kids to take care of now so i think its the right time and besides i've been doing this for more then 10 years. anywho i put brook down for a nap this time a real one with out no one waking her up . i hoped in the shower when she fell asleep . after i got out i put a towel around me and went to check on brook and she was still sleep. i changed into some black leggings and and black t-shirt and some flats im not ready to start wearing my heels yet . i went downstairs and cleaned up the living room because kelly was coming to stay the night . after i got done i layed on the couch and i was about to go to sleep untill brook started crying .i got up and went to get her and then went back downstairs and saw kelly sitting on the couch .
bey-wtf..!! how did you get in
kelly-you gave me a key duh 
bey-oh yeah
kelly-anywho lemme see my niece 
bey-you gonna change her
kelly-sure 
bey-kiara 
kelly-with trey..
bey-oh
(kelly)
i changed her and i swear she shit like a damn 45 year old man . anywho after i got done changing her i went back downstairs with bey and her ass was sleep . so i decided to go to the store because i wanted something that i know her ass did not have. i wrapped brook up and put her in the car seat in the car i locked the doors to the house and left. when i cam back bey was crying so hard..

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