whats wrong

(bey)
its been a month ever since what happened. i gave birth a month early to a beautiful Brooklyn Giselle carter 

weighing 6lbz and 7oz . i got to take her home yesterday and last night was the first night she slept in her room and she slept all through the night thank god. im still kinda sore so i've been staying home and relaxing in bed. blue has been a good sister and jj is kinda jealous  because he dosent get all the attention no more. but hey i got a new born baby to take car of . anyways she is 4 days old and she dont cry that much as blue and jj did and thats good . right now its just me and Brooklyn and the house . jay is on tour or a whole month and blue and jj is visiting lexii and julez in LA. so imma be alone . well kelly and solange visited me today . but they left .i sat pillows on the side of brooklyn so she wont fall of the bed and i went and got a bottle for her. when i came back i can tell she was about to start crying. i picked her up and fed her . she drank almost half the bottle then i burped her . i put the rest of the bottle on the dresser then i layed her on the bed and took her onesies off  her and she was smiling i tickled her and she laughed i smiled then i picked her up and ran her a bath . when i took her dipper of it was soaked i cleaned her off then i picked her naked self up and look in the drawer for something for her to wear i grabbed a blue onesies . then i gave her a bath. after i got her out i wrapped her in a towel 

after i got her dressed i picked her up and we went down stairs so i can make me something to eat and feed the dog . after i fed the dog i layed brook on a blanket on the floor while i make me something to eat . i was almost done with what i was making and brook started crying i turned the stove off and went to cater to her . i could tell she was sleepy because she didnt have a nap today. i picked layed her back down on the blanket and then went to get my food and i sat it on the table. then i picked her back up and rocked her to sleep . when she fell asleep i put her in her crib then went downstairs to call jay
bey-hey baby
jay-hey, how you and baby girl doing
bey-we good i just put her down for a nap
jay-oh ok
bey-what are you doing
jay-walking back to the hotel 
bey-oh did you have a good show today
jay-yes
bey-oh well thats good
jay-yea you talked to blue and jj
bey-no imma call them after we get done talking 
jay-ok, are you good being there by yourself with babygirl
bey-yea, kelly and solange came over and they said they would come over when ever i need them 
jay-ok 
bey-papi im going to call you back because someone st the door
jay-ok love you beautiful 
bey-love you too
(bey)
when i got off the phone i went to open the door and it was ty loud ass and that was the last thing i needed was for him to wake up my new born baby and his ass no its hard to put a new born baby to sleep. he came in loud as ever 
tyty-wasssssssuuuuuuuuuuuuppppp 
bey-can you lower your voice my baby is sleeping
tyty-oh well .. anyways i like how im pose to be your quote on quote brother but you dont even let me meet my niece 
bey-you wasnt at the hospital ?
tyty-no i was in mexico
bey-nigga stop lyin jay called yo ass and you said you was coming
tyty-oh shit i did hell i must have just didnt want to come
bey-mmhhmm but she sleep right now
tyty-wake her ass up
bey-umm no she havent slept all day today
tyty-mmhhmm imma go wake her ass up
(bey)
ty ass went upstairs i tried to stop him but by the time i got up there he had already woke her up . she was crying but when she saw me she calmed down and let ty hold her. i got her and we went downstairs. we sat on the couch and i gave her back to ty. and i called and checked on blue and jj and they were fine. after that me and ty watched tv and talked.
tyty-damn she is beautiful 
bey-just like her mommy
tyty-sike more like her uncle 
bey-hmmmm. if you say so
tyty-bitch i know so
bey-why are you here anyways 
tyty-because i wanted to me here *brook starts crying* here taker her i dont do the crying
bey-*grabs brook* you are so trifflin 
tyty-i guess so ...oh yeah i meant to tell you about angie ass
bey-oh lord hold on let me go make her a bottle so she can stop crying
tyty-yes you do that 
bey-*makes a bottle and feed it to brook*ok go head
tyty-you know i like dick right?
bey-yes
tyty-ok coo' so last night me and angie went to the club and we got drunk then we went to my house and smoked .. and then that bitch tried to fuck me
bey-*bust of laughing and brook starts crying* you cant be serious *rocking brook*
tyty-but i am 
bey-wow angie can not handle her liquor 
tyty-i know *looks at his watch*oh damn i gotta go bye
bey-bye
(bey)
im really thinking about retiring from the industry and being a stay at home mom while jay works . dont get me work i love my job and my fans its just that i have 3 kids to take care of now so i think its the right time and besides i've been doing this for more then 10 years. anywho i put brook down for a nap this time a real one with out no one waking her up . i hoped in the shower when she fell asleep . after i got out i put a towel around me and went to check on brook and she was still sleep. i changed into some black leggings and and black t-shirt and some flats im not ready to start wearing my heels yet . i went downstairs and cleaned up the living room because kelly was coming to stay the night . after i got done i layed on the couch and i was about to go to sleep untill brook started crying .i got up and went to get her and then went back downstairs and saw kelly sitting on the couch .
bey-wtf..!! how did you get in
kelly-you gave me a key duh 
bey-oh yeah
kelly-anywho lemme see my niece 
bey-you gonna change her
kelly-sure 
bey-kiara 
kelly-with trey..
bey-oh
(kelly)
i changed her and i swear she shit like a damn 45 year old man . anywho after i got done changing her i went back downstairs with bey and her ass was sleep . so i decided to go to the store because i wanted something that i know her ass did not have. i wrapped brook up and put her in the car seat in the car i locked the doors to the house and left. when i cam back bey was crying so hard..

to be continued 



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got her back

(bey)
i have been sitting here waiting for solange for maybe about 30 minutes and she havent came back i tried calling her phone but it was going straight to voice mail. i went to the bathroom to see if she was in there but she wasnt i looked all around and i couldnt find her. i looked in the parking lot and the car was still there so she have to be some where around here. i decided to wait in the car to see how long it would take for her to come back. i must sat there for a hour or so and she still isnt back im starting to get really worried because she would of called or something by now.
(solange)
i knew something was wrong with that officer dude ugh i wanna beat his ass how in the hell he gone kidnap me . im kinda scared because i dont know what he is capable of. i know bey is worried sick about me she been calling but i cant answer i decided to text her
text to bey-OMG! BEY HELP ME 
text from bey-where are you whats going on ?
text to bey-he got me bey please 
text from bey-who got you 
text to bey-that officer
text from bey-where are yall
text to bey-idk im in the trunk 
text from bey-ok imma try everything i can to find you
text to bey-ok thanks i love you 
text from bey- i love you too
(bey)
what the hell oh no... what can i do i dont know what to do . i sat in the car and cried then i went to the police station because im GOING to find my little sister even if thats the last thing i do im going to find her and im going to find her alive . when i got to the police station i hurried in . i got to the desk and i told them everything that happened 
officer-ok ma'am calm down what did the officer look like
bey-he was kinda Mexican looking he had drak brown eyes and he had a scar on the left side of his cheek and it think the name tag said hun or han i dont know
officer-wait you are talking about james han we fired him last week
bey-what!!? omg i really dont care i just need to find my sister can you all please help 
officer-we will do the best we can and we will give you all call if we find something
bey-thank you
(bey)
he aint even a real officer this is something scary movie type shit oh god if my mom find out about this shit no if my dad finds out all hell is gonna break lose .i went back to the hotel that me and solange was staying in and i called jay i was crying so hard he couldnt understand what i was saying
jay-babe calm down and talk 
bey-somebody kidnapped solange 
jay-WHAT!
bey-i know and i cant find her jay im so worried and scared what if he hurts her jay 
jay-bey its gonna be ok im going to have angie watch the kids then im going to fly down there on the jet ok
bey-*sniffs*ok 
jay-bey please stop crying you making me feel sad its gonna be ok . now where are yall in Raleigh right
bey-yes. im in the crab tree hotel by the mall
jay-ok stay there till i get there ok
bey-yes 
jay-i love you and everything is gonna be fine she is going to be fine
bey-i love you too and ok
jay-ok bye
bey-bye
(solange)
we stopped at this old building that looked beat up and ran down . he grabbed my arm like he was crazy and i yelled what the fuck and he said not to talk or someone would find us . inside the building was a mattress and a couch like someone lived there or something. he let me gi and told me to sit on the couch and i did then he asked was i hungry and i didnt say nothing . then he sat by me and i moved over then he grabbed me and i slapped the shit out of him and he was holding his face then he looked at me with a crazy ass look on his face
solange-hit me i want you to please do it so i can kill yo ass
james-what the hell is worng with you im trying to be nice
solange-by kidnapping me 
james-just shut the hell up or i kill you 
solange-kill me then 
james-not just yet
(solange)
when he said that i knew he was gonna rape me im scared now at first i wasnt really worried . he tied my arms to this chair so i cant hit me again then he went and started to make something and even the smell of it seemed like it was gonna be disgusting . i hope bey can find me and come get me. my phone started vibrating but i couldnt get it because it was in my pocket and my hands are tied up . i never been in any situation like this before
(bey)
i've been texting solange to let her know that jay was coming but she havent been texting back and that made me really worried i hope she is not dead or hurt oh god why me.. i layed in bed and cried hard this is not good for me or Brooklyn . i cried for hours until i heard a knock on the door i knew it was jay and when i opened the door and saw him standing there i hugged him and i cried even harder .he picked me up and carried me on the couch . he let me go then grabbed my chin and wipped my eyes and kissed me then he held my hands and we talked about all the things that me could do to find her 
jay-dont yall both got that tracking thing on each others phone
bey-yea
jay-then use that
bey- i forgot all about that 
jay-use it
bey-ok
(bey)
i turned on the tracking thing and it said that she was on 34 south avenue and im not from here so i dont know where that is. me and jay called a taxi to take us there.the taxi arrived about 10 minutes later. when we got there we had to pay 20 dollars. i called the cops and told them were to meet us and they did . i was feeling mixed emotions i was happy because she might be in the and i was worried and sad because she might not be in there or she might be dead who know 
(solange)
he been trying to feed me this nasty smelling shit but im not eating it i guess that made him mad because he got up and threw it at the wall i started giggling then he came over there and grabbed my face and said 'you think this is funny' i spit in his face and he let me go i started laughing then there was a knock on the door . when he opened it about 10 cops came in i was so happy when i saw them . then bey ran over to me i can tell she had been crying she untied me and we hugged each other . then i talked to the officer then they put the bastard in the car and they drove off. i was so happy and excited and mad because that bitch messed up my plans i had to spend with my sister  . we just decided to go back to new york and dont tell anyone about this. when we got back to new york i decided to stay with bey tonight jay went to go get blue and jj from angie house . while he was gone me and bey spent time together.angie stay like a hour from be so we had time to chill. me and bey decided not to talk about what happened. we ate ice cream and talked about old times and how i used to get her in trouble and we also talked about our funny moments we had with are uncle he is dead now but when he was alive he had a good time. i miss him alot he died when i was 12 and bey was 17 . after that jay was here but me and bey didnt want to stop talking so he went up stairs . me and bey decided to call kelly to come over and she did and we had a fun time until we feel asleep

to be continued 


im sorry if this is short im watching that diva show and i just saw kelly perform and she killed it i love her and bey but comment

until next time :*

THEY GOT HER

(bey)
me and solange are at the store right now we stopped here to get gas because its gonna be along ride i didnt go in the store because i dont want people to be coming up to me and all in my face and Julius isnt around either. im excited to be going to north Carolina i mean i've been to north Carolina but i never been to fayetteville , solange came back and pumped 50 dollars worth of gas  with was about 30 gallons and hse had 4 bags full of snacks and i had a big ass smile on my face when i saw the candy and cookies and sodas and everything i know im pose to east healthy because of the baby but i can take a break every now and then and here is my chance.its about 3 in the afternoon and we are on the road im surprise jay havent called yet. welp spoke to soon thats him now..
bey-hey babe
jay-hey, where you at?
bey-with solange we are going somewhere
jay-where?
bey-ummmm.you dont wanna know
jay-i do wanna knoe
bey- we are going to fayetteville but this was all solange idea
jay-what! and you didnt tell me .where are yall right now
bey-close to the bridge
jay-turn around
bey-no jay
jay-you know what...bye *hangs up*
(bey)
after i got off the phone with jay i just put it in my purse and grabbed a bag of chips . i know he mad but hey i need a break sometimes . i hope he remembered to get blue from school. i called him back and asked him if he picked her up and he said yea . after that solange took my phone she said i need to talk to her instead of being on the phone so i did .
bey-you know for you to be younger then me you act like you older then me
solange-oh well
bey-what mad you wanna leave anyways
solange-Daniel been calling  me    about julez
bey-aint julez 18
solange-mmhhmm
bey-mmm i dont know what to tell you but what made you want to go to fayetteville we could have went to Paris or Houston or something
solange-i know its just the first place that came to mind
bey-ohh.. well this trip should be interesting 
solange-jay aint tripping
bey-girl yes you know he is
solange-he loves you
bey-i know thats why we bout to have 3 kids
solange-mmm  my favorite is blue jj act like a little bitch
bey-did you just call my son a bitch
solange-noo you need to have him around jay so he can stop crying and shit
bey-you prolly right and you only like blue because she is just like yo ass ...oh yeah and i dont like the way you and ty be talking to and in front of her
solange-* innocent voice*what.? what are you talking about
bey-dont play stupid
solange-*bust of laughing* your daughter is something eles whew
bey-mmhhmm whatever 
(solange)
i have something planned for bey boring ass she bout to learn how to be adventurous  .. oh shit i forgot her ass is 7 months pregnant ughhh, i guess i have to wait till she pop that baby out . so anyWHORE we've been driving for 3 hours and im tried ass hell so we got a hotel for the night . and when we got inside i flopped right on the bed i didnt got to sleep instantly i got layed down . i missed bey and its gonna be fun to spend some time with her but i know her ass i gonna be worrying about them damn kids

jay side:
(jay)
i cant believe bey really left with no warning or nothing just up and leave. she better not drink or anything while she pregnant with my child . when she with solange anything could happened and im not there to prevent it from happening so she might take advantage of that . jj and blue is here and we are at the house . im cooking while they are watching tv. im surprise they havent asked about bey especially jj . blue has been good today she wasnt giving me no problems or nothing but she do that sometime. sometimes she want to be bad then she wants to be good she is unpredictable . after i got done cooking and we ate i gave them a bath . then we went into the living room and started watching tv.
blue-i miss mommy and her belly where is mommy daddy?
jay-vacation
jj-why we didnt go daddy
jay-because only her and aunty solo went 
blue- i love aunty solo when she coming back
jay-i dont know
blue- i wanna call her 
jay-ok
(bey)
solange ass ended up falling to sleep on me so i just changed into these pajamas me and solange bought . after that i went to sit on the couch and watch this movie that was coming on life-time then my commercial for my new perfume "pulse" came on . i did amazing if i do say so myself . while i was watching the movie my phone started ringing by the way i got it from solange   because she took it . but when it started ringing i looked to see who it was and it was jay and i was kinda happy and nervous.
bey-hello
blue-MOMMY!!!
bey-hey baby
blue-why did you and aunty solo go on a vacation with out me
bey-im sorry baby i didnt know we were going 
blue-oh well mommy i miss you :(
bey-aww i miss you too 
blue-jj wants to talk
bey-ok 
jj-hey ma!
bey-ma? when did you start saying that
jj-i dont know shawty
bey-shawty? what the hell jj are you out of your mind put your daddy on the phone
jj-ok
jay-*laughing* wassup babe?
bey-what happened to my son
jay-what you talking about
bey-he calling me ma and shawty i know he got it from you and kanye
jay-ha i dont know 
bey-mmhhmm anyways i miss you papi
jay-mm i love when you say that 
bey-i know you do
jay-yip but are yall in NC yet?
bey-no we stopped we at  a hotel for tonight
jay-oh . well baby imma call you back im about to put YOUR kids to sleep
bey-my kids? lol ok i love you
jay-i love you more
(jay)
when i got off the phone with bey jj and blue was sleep so i carried them both up stairs and layed them in their bed. i took a shower and put my boxers and shorts on and got in the bed and started watching the football game. then my phone started ringing i thought it was bey  so i answered with out looking to see who it was . when i heard the voice my whole mood changed.
ciara-hey baby
jay-*sighs*what do you want
ciara-i wan us to work out 
jay-no happening 
ciara-ok ok calm down i really wanted to tell you that im in new york and brianna wanted to see her daddy
jay-you know i would love seeing my daughter but why didnt you call early its almost 12 at night
ciara-because i wanted to is that a problem
jay-just bring her and leave
ciara-but i wanna talk to you boo
jay-no bring my daughter and leave bye
(jay)
ciara brung brianna over here wearing some damn minnie mouse shit and i was like what the fuck 

i took that stuff of her and put some of blue pajams on her then we went into the livingroom and i gave her some food and we sat on the couch and talked . i havent seen her in a while ever since her and ciara moved to Atlanta she is still my daughter and i still missed her so we talked
jay-you missed me?
bri-mmhhmm . where is bey bey?
jay-she not here
bri-she did she go?
jay-vacation
bri-oh guess what daddy
jay-what?
bri-i helped mommy cook last night
jay-oh really 
bri-yea and i did good
jay-thats good baby girl . so are you gonna be nice to jj and blue 
bri-yea i am nice im a good girl
jay-sure you are
bri-i am iam
jay-i hear you baby but go layed down with blue its late ok 
bri-ok
(jay)
when brianna went in the room i called bey because it was late and i wanted to talk to her. she didnt answer so i facetime her and she answered and she looked so beautiful. we talked for a while then before we got done talking she blew me a kiss

 the next morning:bey and solange
(bey)
i woke up this morning laying next to my sister it brought me back to the times when we were younger and she used to sleep with me .im proud of solange im proud of what she have become of herself . when i woke up i was still bored so i decided to look through solange phone and i knew she was gonna have some inappropriate messages and they were hilarious i couldnt stop laughing solange is soo nasty .anyways i got up and showered . then she woke up later and showered up and everything then we got back out on the road again . we was singing almost every song on the radio then we pulled out the throw back CD'S and started off with TLC's ohhhhhhhhhhhh on the tlc tip album then destiny child of course then jodeci then last but most defiantly not least    the wonderful ms. Aaliyah Houghton. we were so into the music that we didnt notice how fast we were going until we saw the red and blue light . we turned the music down and pulled over to the side."act natural" solange said while the officer was walking to the calm. i was nervous my leg was shaking uncontrollably i knew this was gonna be all over the news.
solange-good morning officers 
officer-licence and registration please
solange-* reaches into the glove compartment* here you go
officer-*looking at her id* wait you solange *looks inside the car*and your beyonce omg my daughter love you guys
bey-aww thats nice
officer-so where yall headed too
solange-fayetteville
officer-oh well you go on about yall business and we well leave this alone just dont drive yo past see you soon
solange-yea mmhhmm 
(solange)
the fuck he mean see you soon ch... he aint gone see shit soo . anyways me and bey made it to north carolina but her are in Raleigh so we decided to look around Raleigh and go to the mall. 

(bey)
the crab tree mall in Raleigh is pretty cool i had a good time i bought alot of stuff for me and jay and the kids speaking of jay i havent spoke to him today. i could of sworn i saw that officer maybe 2 or 3 times i dont know .after me and solange got done shopping we look around the city and its actually nice i called jay while me and solo went to eat at this restaurant
bey-hey baby what are you doing
jay-oh nothing just gave the girls a bath
bey-girls?
jay-yea ciara dropped brianna off last night
bey- i thought she was in Atlanta
jay-me too
bey-oh well me and Brooklyn are fine 
jay-ok i cant wait to see you when you coming back?
bey-i dont know , where in Raleigh now 
jay-oh ok 
bey-yea but imma  call you back i love you papi
jay- i love you too*hangs up*
solo-did you really say papi?
bey-dont go there i saw it and thats all imma say
solo-you didnt..?
bey-i did
solo-bey! why did you go through my messages 
bey-because i was bored
solo-whatever i gotta go to the bathroom
bey-go head
(solange)
bey is childish as hell but anywho i had to go to the batroom so bad that i ran while i was running i swear i saw that officer looking at me but i didnt really pay attention because i had to go bad. after i went to the bathroom and washed my hands i walked out of the bathroom and someone grabbed me from behind and covered my mouth and put me in a trunk of a car

TO BE CONTINUED

SHORT POST I KNOW BUT HEY THE NEXT WILL BETTER

on the way to the hospital i wasn't nervous or anything i mean this is like my 3rd time around so there is no need in being nervous or scared. jay on the other hand was acting like this was our first time . i kept calm and i called kelly to ask her if she would pick blue up from school today

kelly-of course but whats going on?

bey-brook brook may be coming

kelly-WHAT! bey your only 7months

bey-no shit kelly i never noticed

kelly-bitch dont be giving me no attitude before i leave your daughter at that school house

bey-i dare you hoe

kelly-ok ok miss im about to have 3 kids

bey-whatever just make sure you get my baby 

kelly-mmhhmm ill think about it

bey-stop fucking with me kelly

kelly-ok bye crabby pants

bey- -__- dont say that bye *hangs up*

after i got off the phone with kelly the pain in my stomach got bad i held my stomach as i squeezed my eyes tight. me and jay arrived at the hospital and they put me in a wheelchair for no reason but hey im not complaining at least im not walking . our usual doctor came and took us into the room and began looking through his tablet and all the other shit he does

doctor-so what the problem?

bey-i think my water broke i dont know or i could have peed on myself

doctor -ok lets cheek

the doctor put on some gloves and stuck his hand inside of me i gasped because i was not ready for that i glanced over at jay and i could tell he did not like the way the doctor called himself checking on things i glanced back at me and i looked away . after the doctor was finished he  told us that she wasnt ready i was happy to hear that because i wasnt ready for her to come . i asked for a ultra-sound and he gave me one

after the ultra-sound i just looked at the picture then i put it in my purse i told kelly that she didnt have to pick blue up because brooklyn  wasnt ready. kelly said ok. i called my mama to check on jj.
bey-hey mama
tina-hey baby
bey-how is my baby doing
tina-he sleep
bey-what a surprise 
tina-oh hush
bey-did he eat?
tina-of course he did 
bey-oh yeah knowing you
tina-anyways why did you call you know he is in good hands
bey-i missed him oh yeah and i called because i had a false alarm this morning
tina-really?
bey-yup , but the doctor said she aint ready yet so...
tina-oh ok well imma call you back i have company
bey-company?
tina-yes
bey-is it daddy?
tina-no fuck him
bey-mm ok mama i will let you tend to your business
tina-i love you
bey-i love you too mommy
tina-aww you said mommy i havent heard you say that ever since i used to call you my little bumble bee.
bey-yup i just felt like saying it
tina-oh ok but child i gotta go the dude bout to wake jj up and i dont need that
bey-yea ok bye *hangs up*
when me and jay got home i went to take a shower then i put on this long orange dress it was still early in the day . i wanted to do something today with my sister because me and solange havent really spent that much time together and i miss her ass. i called her and she aint answer i waited about 10 minutes and she called me back.
solange-what!
bey-no is the any way to speak to your OLDER SISTER
solange-oh shut the hell up im not in the mood for your shit
bey-lord who pissed in your cornflakes
solange-bye
bey-nooooo im sorry 
solange-beyonce giselle what the hell do you want
bey- iwanna spend some time with you
solange-really? spend time with me haha thats a good one
bey- i do i miss my little sister 
solange-what do you want to do then.
bey- oh i dont know i just want to be with you
solange-mmhhmm you want me to watch them bad ass kids of yours dont you
bey-ummm no and they are not bad boo 
solange-ch.. girl please
bey-blue gets it from you
solange-shit she probably doo
bey-lol so um can i come over
solange-ugh sure bey bring yo fat ass on
bey-im not fat im pregnant boo its a different
solange-mmhhmm bring you ass on
after i got off the phone with solange i went upstaris and told jay i was gonna go chill with solagne and he didnt want me too but im not about to be stuck up under him all the time i miss my sister so imma see her . on my way to solange house i stopped by kelly house first and she came to the door with a robe on
bey-umm where your clothes
kelly-in my room
bey-where kiara 
kelly- in her room
bey-KIARA!!!
kiara-*running in the living room* aunty bb!
bey-*hugs kiara*hey aunty baby how you been have you been having fun with your no good daddy
kelly-*eyes get big*BEY! dont say that
kiara-daddy is in mommy room right
bey-wait kelly i know you not fucking with him no more
kelly-*sighs*i just needed a quickie he getting dressed right now to leave
bey-well im staying here till he leave *crosses her arms*
kelly-anyways why you come here anyways
bey- to see kiara 
trey-*walks out the room*hey bey
bey-thats my que to leave bye kelly and kiara 
kelly-bye
i left kelly house omg i gotta tell solange about this shit kelly is just ch.. i dont even know what to say. when i got to solange house she looked horrible
bey-damn what the hell you got in a cat fight or some shit
solange-bey dont get kicked out
bey-you wouldnt
solange-try me
bey-anywho guess what 
solange-wassup bey bey
bey-kelly had trey ass in her house talking about they were having a quickie
solange-you lying
bey-if im lying may i give birth right now
solanfge-may you dont eww but smh kelly need to get it together 
bey-right
solange-mmmm so you wanna go out somewhere because i dont want to stay in this house all day
bey-i cant be walking 
solange-me dont have to walk thats why they made cars slowonce
bey-whatever where we going
solange-on a vaction
bey-VACATION? on such short notice 
solange-yup now lets go
bey-but i dont have no clothes
solange-do you not realize your B-E-Y-O-N-C-E you make millions we can buy some when we get to where we going
bey-umm ok
solange-we keeping our phone and electronics here
bey-what oh hell no
solange-ugh fine your right but we only taking outr phones now lets go
bey-ughh ok where we going
solange-north Carolina
bey-its ghetto down there 
solange-we going to fayetteville they aint ready for us bey
bey-your right 
solange-come the hell on
me and solange got in the car and headed out towards fayettvile im nervous because i know jay is going to freak out when he finds out but hey its im a risk taker

TO BE CONTINUED

IS IT TIME ?!

(bey)
i sat up in the bed with my arms crossed and waited to see how long it would take jay to get her to stop crying.she ran in my room about 10 minutes later still crying

bey-come here baby whats wrong 

blue-me and . and daddy *sniffs* and jj was jumping on the the couch and i fell 

bey-awww its ok come lay down 

blue-ok

blue got in the bed with me and im mad as hell what the fuck is jay old ass doing jumping on my couch is her out of his every lasting mind ch...i decided to text him because i didnt feel like hearing his mouth or anything and i didnt want to argue because im still sleepy

(sender)what the hell you doing jumping on my couch are you crazy 

(receiver)we were playing

(sender)i dont care jay you too old for that i hope you planned on buying me a new one

(receiver)bey its not that serious

(sender)it is she could have gotten hurt jay and she is only 5 1/2 and jj is only 3 they are not teenagers calm down 

(receiver)fine i was wrong your right

(sender)i know now tell my son to come up here

(receiver)we bout to have father and son time

(sender)you know he is a mama boy

(receiver)and im about to end that shit 

(sender)lol whatever

(jay)
me and jj was going to go out to kanye house and chill so he can be around so dudes and not stuck up under bey all the time. and besides blue needs to be around bey more because she turning into a little thug at only 5 years old.so i got jj dressed and he looked nice if i say so myself my son is going to have the hoes calling him 24/7 . bey anit gone let that happene lol . before we went to kanye house i took him to get a hair cut i didnt care whether he liked it or not . when he was getting it he was calm . when we got to kanye house jj was acting like he was a thug or something i took a picture of him with his haircut and sent it to bey . 

she called me right after she got the picture

bey-omg jay you took him to get a haircut?

jay-yup

bey-did he cry

jay-naw he was calm

bey-what really

jay-yea he was pretty cool he actually like it he acting like he a thug or something

bey-jay you know i dont like him acting like that you already got blue like that i dont need him like that either

jay-lol i know he keep looking in the mirror at his self

bey-because he is fine he get it from his mama

jay-whatever but i gotta go 

bey-ok bye 

jay-i love you

bey-i love you too

(bey)

i was happy that me and blue had the chance to hang together i decided to go somewhere with her . i got up and i got and took a shower then got dressed . after that i went downstairs and made me and blue some lunch well a sandwich and some chips . after that i went to go wake her up because she fell asleep .she dont like being woken up from her sleep im the same way but she got up anyways then i gave her a bath and did her hair and got her dressed. then we ate some lunch and we walked instead of driving we both head on some white shades  and she thought she was cute i thought it was funny and cute the way she was acting was to funny . she think she a superstar lol

she looked so cute though with her mean self and i told yall she had that creole good good type hair thank god. we went to the store and i bought her some clothes she tried on this one outfit so i could make sure it fit

she is so silly i tried to get her to stop being silly but she wouldnt. i got her the outfit with the shoe and everything then we went to the toy store and we played around it felt good to be able to spend mother and daughter time with blue i mean i like hanging around my son but this is my little girl and we have this connection that me and my mom have when we are together anyways . me and blue played with the toys inside the toy store then i bought her a few barbie dolls and some other toys she wanted. then we went to get our nails done we were talking while they were doing are nails.

bey-are you having fun baby?

blue-yes mommy this tickles *laughs*

bey-*giggles*i know what color do you want

blue-blue of course

bey-what color should i get 

blue-blue

bey-ok.this is only our thing ok we cant tell daddy or jj about this you wanna know why

blue-yes why?

bey-they will get jealous *laughs*

blue-oh ok my lips or zipped i think thats how you say it

bey-*laughs*no its my lips are sealed 

blue-oh well that too

nail lady-beyonce your daughter is very beautiful

bey-thank you

nail lady-she get it from you huh?

bey-of course

nail lady-*giggles* you seem like a wonderful mother if you ever need a babysitter ill hook you up*hands her a card*

bey-ok ill have that in mind

blue-mommy what are we doing next

bey-what do you wanna do

blue-i dont know. um we can play in my room with the barbie dolls 

bey-ok baby

(bey)

the whole time me and blue was spending time together the paparazzi was taking pictures but me and blue just ignored then and acted like they didnt exist . 10 minutes past and they were finally done blue had blue nails with designs  

mine was plan blue 









me and blue went to get something eles to eat because i was hungry again . after we ate we went home and jay and jj was their .blue grabbed my hand and we went to her room .i sat on the bed while she got everything to play she pulled put her barbie house . she wanted me to get on the floor but i told her i couldnt. so we played on the bed . i was blue's barbie doll friend and she was telling me everything that was gonna happen.

blue-ok mommy so me and you are firends like how you and aunty kelly are and we are about lexi age and we dont have a boyfriend because ummmm. we just dont right now we have to get dressed so we can act like we are going to the club

bey-what whoa whoa whoa we are not going to a club

blue-fine we will go to the mall and you dont have a car i do 

bey-why dont i have one

blue-because you are broke

bey-wow ok so if im broke how am i going to get somethin (knock knock knock jj walked in )

jj-mommy i missed you

blue-jj get out im playing with mommy

bey-yea baby im spending time with blue ok so you have to go

jj-i dont want to 

blue-jj get out now!

jj-leave me alone

bey-go play with daddy ok

jj-ok *leaves*

bey-now like i was saying how am i going to get something from the mall then 

blue-imma pay for you

bey-aw thanks baby

(blue)

mommy is really fun i think i like her more then daddy now my mommy is the best and im happy she spent time together . me and mommy played barbies for a long time then we went into the livingroom and daddy and my stupid brother was playing their x-box so me and mommy went into the kitchen and got some snacks  then went in her and daddy room and watched movies and ate the snacks . later mommy gave me a bath then me and her layed in the bed and i fell asleep

(bey)

blue fell asleep on me so i decided to go downstairs with jay and jj was sleep on the couch and jay was sitting watching a tv show i went over and sat on his lap and kissed him 

bey- i missed you

jay- i missed you too 

bey-oh really *sexy voice*

jay-yes 

bey-aww papi i missed you more

jay-your Spanish now

bey-you like when i say papi so hush

jay-yes i do *kisses her*

bey-*kisses him longer the breaks the kiss* baby im so horny i want you know

jay - not in here jj is right here on the couch lets go in the room

blue-*whines* blue is in there

jay-guestroom

bey-yessss!

(jay)

i carried bey into the guestroom and i was surprise i could left her up because she was preagnant anyways i layed her on the bed and kissed and sucked her neck. then i took her clothes of and didnt waste no time i went in but not too hard because she is 7 months she wanted more but i couldnt give her more because of her belly we went ate it for maybe a hour then we washed up and i layed blue in her room then me and bey got in bed and went to sleep.

\(bey)

blue goes to a different school now that we live in Brooklyn then alarm went off at 7 am and i got up and woke blue up she started whining because she didnt want to get up let alone got to school . i gave her a bath and did our morning routine then i woke jj up he was in his pajamas i put him in the car because he was going to my mom house for today she was gonna drop him off in the morning . blue ate some breakfast then we    left and dropped jj of first . then when we got to her school i could tell something was wrong

bey.*bending down to blue size*whats wrong baby

blue- i dont wanna go

bey-but you have to 

blue- i wanna stay with you *hugs bey*

bey-*hugging her back*i know baby but you have to look i promise when you get home we will get ice cream ok

blue-*rubbing her eyes*you promise?

bey-yes now lets go

(bey)

i walked blue to her class room and i hugged and kissed her then i went home when i got home i layed in the bed with jay jj was still sleep . i was really bored because i wasnt sleepy anymore i decided to text kelly and we talked about nothing like always then tyty texted me about his trip to vegas and i could care less because he went with Michelle he said it was horrible and he almost committed suicide that made me laugh . but after i got dont texting it was only about 9 and i knew jay wasnt waking up anytime soon so i got up and i watched something then i went downstairs  and made me some cereal in a bigggggggg bowl.i went to get back in the bed and my phone started going off it was a text from gwen telling me she had a gift for me because she couldnt make it to the baby shower i replied with a smiley face.jay turned over my way and wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me closer in by him and i almost dropped my cereal . i said goodmorning baby he just smiled and closed his eyes for about a minute then he opened them again 

jay-good morning beautiful

bey-good morning

jay-*talking to her stomach* good morning Brooklyn

bey-*smiles*

jay-*to bey* how she been this morning 

bey-well when i went to take blue to school she was going at it a little but she is calm right now

jay-oh ok well imma take a shower

bey-ok imma take this into the kitchen and feed the dog 

jay-ok

(jay)

bey got up out of the bed and i searched for me something to wear then i turned the shower on so it could warm up after about 10 minutes i got in . i was just standing there for a while then i heard bey yell jay i turned the water off so i can hear what she was saying. i said "yea" "i think its time"she yelled back. i quickly got out the shower and dried off and out my clothes on then i grabbed the bag bey packed for the hospital and i helped her to the car . even though this is the 3rd time im still scared and nervous and bey seemed calm.

TO BE CONTINUED  .......   :) COMMENT PLEASE THANK YOU

WHAT HAPPENED

(bey)
it's been a month ever since we have been living in this house in Brooklyn im loving it i've spent most of my time in the house while jay been working or something like that . today im having a baby shower i mean i dont need one i just want one  . everyone is going to be there so i cant wait they better have gifts lol but it should be fun i didnt invite my dad because i wanted this to be drama free . im 7 months now and im big . the party started at 4 and its now 5:45 and i still got to get my hair done anyways i decided to wear this blue and black dress and i actually looked cute of course the paparazzi was around to get pictures of me

i got to the baby shower around 6 and everyone was there waiting on me. i walked in and the first person i saw was ty he was standing there with a few other dudes i guess they were waiting for me

tyty-what took so long 

bey-um beauty takes time 

tyty-ok so where is the beauty

bey-you tryna be funny

tyty-not trying boo 

bey-whatever anyways where my babydaddy

tyty-ooop no bitch dont say that 

bey-*laughs*lol hush but where is jay 

tyty-in my bed i forgot to wake him up

bey-haha shut up but are you gone introduce me to your friends 

tyty-girl this is um wayne*the one in the black* and the other to i forgot

bey-you forgot what the hell aint they your friends

tyty- girl i was only with them until you came but now your here so lets go

bey-*laughs*where we going

tyty-to play games

bey-but i wanna see jay *whines*

tyty-you saw him enough thats why yo ass pregnant AGAIN

bey-oh whatever 

me and ty walked around and we played around alittle we danced together and he of course was saying stupid shit making me laugh so hard . one of the dudes that he was with i think his name was wayne he grabbed tyty and they went somewhere the baby shower was fun blue and jj is not here because they are with my mom she watching them because she said she didnt feel like partying i was happy she was watching them anyways i wondered around until i saw kelly and just from the look on here face i knew she was looking for me too

kelly-where have you been i was looking for you

bey- i was getting ready

kelly-it really took you that long ..mmmm shaking my head

bey-oh shut up kelly because it takes you forever to get dressed as well

kelly-not as long as you

bey-anyways where is my niece

kelly-*sighs*with trey for the weekend

bey-what!

kelly-yea i know but the court system said that , that is still his daughter so he have the right to see her

bey-oh

kelly-yea but how are you and lil miss Brooklyn *rubs bey belly*

bey-she been pretty calm today im surprise

kelly-she is that bad *laughing*

bey-ch.. girl dont get me started 

kelly- i understand kiara was the same

while me and kelly was talking i just so happened to turn my head and when i did i saw rihanna and some other people and jay . jay havent even came up to me to speak not once and i dont like that they were standing there smiling and looking our way 

i turned back to face kelly and we talked some more then i got on this little stage type thing and said

"i wanna thank everyone for coming out and supporting me and jay on our third child who is a girl obviously her name is brooklyn and she should be here within the next 2 months im sorry i really dont like make public speeches because im originally shy haha but yea um please enjoy yourself and once again i wanna say thank you and i wanna say jay i love you more then you would ever know baby" after i got done everyone clapped and now jay wants to talk finally . me and jay talked then we went and enjoyed the rest of the party the next day we got up early for what reason i dont know but me him and kanye went out shopping some place 

i was really just sipping on some water while they were talking i really dont understand why i have to be here when im not getting nothing they over her buying thing for their next concert that in what 5 months like what in the hell they DRAGGED me out of my nice warm bed just to be here. after they got done getting what they were getting like 3 hours later we went to kanye's house to have dinner 

i changed clothes first and my hair. but anyways me and jay was talking alot and kanye look pretty bored so he started talking about kim hoedashian opps i mean kardashian and how he really likes her and blah blah blah . i wanted to just yell shut the hell up we dont care about her ass but i didnt 

jay-you really like that girl huh?

kanye-yea man she cool bey yall probably would be good friends

bey-*chocks on her drink*i think....not i am not a hoe

kanye-ok so

bey-god your so dumb just forget it 

kanye-um ok 

bey- i need to go to the bathroom excuse me

i went to the bathroom and i called kelly and told her to call me in about 5 minutes and act like its was something serious so i could leave and go over there. 10 minutes later she called and i told jay i was going to see him at home he said ok and to tell me if anything bad happened i said ok and rushed out. when i got to kelly house she wasnt in the living room so i went to her bedroom and she was in the laying down with her head on her hand and she smiled and looked at me

i layed down beside her and we got under the blanket cuddle up she is like the big sister i never had she is like 2 or 3 years older then me i sat up in the bed and she rubbed my belly

kelly-awww bb i remember when you \were first pregnant with blue and now this is your 3rd one and hopefully last

bey-yes brook brook is the last one i cant take going into labor and delivering again after her im done im getting my tubes tied

kelly-you need to hell

bey-whateves

kelly-what the hell is whateves 

bey-its whatever 

kelly-well say that next time.but AYWHORE you staying the night

bey-no

kelly-bey please we havent had time together in years we need to catch up you know go back to the old days when we used to hang out 

bey-ugh fine let me call jay

i called jay and he didnt want me to stay but he dont run shit so i stayed anyways .. me and kelly had a girls night it was very fun and relaxing we watched movies ate pop corn and everything we even took it as ffar as prank calling people i know its childish but hey.. at the end of the day i wanted my husband i tried to stay with kelly she feel asleep and brooklyn was kicking me and i needed jay so i had to go home. i left kelly house around 4am and went home i layed in bed and started crying witch woke jay up he turned on the light and asked what was wrong

jay-whats wrong baby

bey-jay it hurt *sniffs*

jay-what hurts

bey-her kicking she been going at it for a while and she does it so hard

jay-awww it ok come here

i came closer to jay and he lifted up my shirt and rubbed my stomach and talked to brooklyn he always know how to calm her down because she stopped and i was happy . me and jay feel alseep .around 7 something i ran to the bathroom and threw up after that i just sat by the toilet and held my stomach until i could get up and when i did i just sat on the edge of the bed. then i layed down in the bed and started watching tv. then my mom called me saying she was bringing the kids and all i can think is great i cant deal with them right now jay better get his ass up and take care of his kids . a few minutes later they came home and of course jj just had to come running to me and hit my stomach i told him he had to be more careful he said he was sorry then he showed me this picture that he made for me  i told him i loved it and then i sat it on my dresser blue came in and gave me a hug then my mom rubbed my stomach and hugged and kissed me and the kids then left. i woke jay up so he can take care of them . he woke up with a little stank attitude and i blew it off and got under the covers and fell asleep . they went downstaris and everything was nice and quiet until i heard a big BOOM and blue started crying ..

TO BE CONTINUED ..