(Bey)
I never jumped so quick in my life what the hell was I doing to be fucking another dude with my kids in my house.
I rushed usher out the house fast as hell and I put some cloths on then I went into Jj room
Jj-mommy that was not daddy
Bey-I know baby
Jj-I thought you only did that with daddy
Bey-I do but..
Jj-but they wasn't daddy
Bey-I know baby listen *sits on the bed* what just happen was stupid mommy wasn't thinking straight so that's why that happened but I want you to not tell your daddy about this ok this is only between us two ok because that will never happen again
Jj-ok mommy
Bey-you have to promise to not tell daddy ok
Jj-ok I promise
Bey-that's my baby give mommy a hug
Jj-*hugs her*
(Bey)
After I talked to Jj about what happened I felt a little better but I still feel guilty because I always tell at jay about being honest and faithful but look at me doing the opposite ..
I went to get Brooklyn because she was crying I went downstairs and made her a bottle and she calmed down she is getting big fast
While I was giving brook her bottle I was watching blue do her homework .. She is getting better she haven't been cussing that much and she been doing good in school and everything
Seeing my life now and looking at all I have made me want to start a documentary I think this will be good for not only me but the fans also I think this will be like therapy for me because I'm editing the whole thing and doing it on my own so I get to see my life as other people will see it and I can see how much I would want to reveal and to show my fans I'm battling with how much I want to reveal about myself and how I stay relavent and current but also how do I stay soulful and humble . I've been in the industry for many year and I think my fans only saw who I am through my music and I feel it's time for them to see the real me
Tonight is the night if Grammys and I'm excited jay went out and got him something to wear for tonight that's why he is not here but Kelly will be at the Grammys then her birthday is tomorrow so we will be celebrating all night
Jay came back about a hour later with a black and white suit to go with my outfit I liked it to be honest
Blue-*running to jay* daddy!! I missed you
Jay-I missed you too baby Girl
Blue-yay!! I did homework and I wanted to know if I could go to aunty solo house
Jay-did you ask mommy?
Blue-not yet
Jay-well ask her first
Blue-ok *running to bey* mommy!
Bey-*rocking brook* yes baby
Blue-can I go to aunty solo house because I did my homework
Bey-lets call first ok
Blue-k
Bey*calls solange*
Solo-hello
Bey-are you busy
Solo-no why
Bey-*gives brook to jay and walk out the room* blue want to go over there
Solo-oh that's fine
Bey-ok cool can you come get her
Solo- yea
Bey-ok
Solo-ight bye
Bey-bye
(Bey)
A few hours has past and me and jay are getting ready to walk the red carpet for some odd reason I'm kinda nervous I don't know why I just am .
When we pulled up to the Grammys we walked the red carpet and I met up with Kelly then we all went inside
At the end of the night I came home with one Grammy and jay had three me Kelly jay and tutu went back home and yes Ty was here we went back to my house and we changed into something comfortable mind you my kids brook and Jj are with my mother and blue is with solange but anywho we changed into something comfortable because we was gonna be up all night for Kelly birthday and to celebrate the night we were having our own after party
Kelly- damn I'm getting old
Bey-not as old as you know who *looks at jay*
Kelly-*laughs hard*hell yeah
Jay-was I old when I was daddy?
Kelly- damn he put you on the spot
Bey-jay I don't know what you talking bout
Jay- do you want me to remind you
Bey-ummm no I'm good
Tyty- what the hell!!!!
Kelly-what ?
Tyty- that bitch just turned down some dick for the first time
Bey-*giggling* Ty shut yo ass up
Kelly-damn it's true tho
Bey-you know what I'm going to bed y'all not bout to talk about me all night
Jay-awww calm down we only playing with yo cry baby ass
Bey-I'm not a cry baby
Kelly-noo of course your not
Bey-*giggles*
Tyty- can we get some shoots going now ?
Kelly-yea I'm thirsty
Bey-*laughs* your thirsty
Kelly-yes I need some alcohol
Bey-*grabs 3 bottles* this is all we drink tonight
Kelly-that's all yo ass drinking tonight cause I know you gone get drunk then jay gone talk yo ass into fucking
Bey-*blushing* that's not true
Kelly-we will see * makes everyone a drink*
Bey-I guess we will*drinks her drink*
Jay-*turns some music on* oh hell no bey why yo cd in here
Bey-me and brook was listening to it last night
Kelly-you better take that shit out And play real nigga shit
Bey-ughhh fine *plays fucking problem*
Kelly-ayee this my shit
Tyty-*dancing to the music*
Jay-*whispers to bey* come with me to the bathroom
Kelly-*in her own world with ty*
Bey-your a grown man why do I have
Jay-just come on
Bey-ok gosh
(Bey)
M and jay went to the bathroom and he shut and locked the door then he pushed me up against the counter and started to kiss my neck I was getting into it the. I stopped him
Bey-mmm jayyy mm baby stop
Jay-*keeps kissing her neck*
Bey*pushes him of her* jay not now please
Jay-why they not paying attention
Bey-because I'm just not ready and I got something planned
Jay-mmm okay
(Kelly)
That bitch thought she was slick she gone try to sneak out like I ain't see her now she wanna walk back acting like she innocent
Kelly-*turns the music off* where y'all asses been
Bey-we went to check on the kids
Kelly-mmhhmm but let's do something eles
Bey-like what ?
Kelly-lets tell our cheating story because I know you cheated on jay and he did the same and so did me and tyty
Bey-I know if I'm comfortable with that
Kelly-It's the past it already happened so no one can get mad
Bey-I don't know jay what do you think
Jay-I'm cool with it
Bey-well I guess I'll do it
Tyty-I wanna go first
Kelly-go head I'm last
Tyty- well y'all remember that dude ummm Ronny well me him and his friend went out somewhere and got FUCKED up and his friend took me to the car and we fucked for about 2 hours he has my ass hurting
Bey-eww that's disgusting
Tyty-now you know how I feel about you and jay
Bey-oh whatever jay you go next
Jay-I was pissed off at bey about something so I went to a strip club and this hoe I think they called her blac chyna or something she was bouncing her ass on me so I took her to the bathroom and we fucked
Bey-*rolls her eyes*
Kelly-*looks at bey* someone getting mad
Bey-Naaa I'm not but I guess it's my turn well jay was going then my friend came over and we talked about a few things and he started kissing on me and it turned me on and lord what we did was unforgettable
Jay-and what Friend was this
Bey- is that important
Jay-yes
Bey- fine it was usher
Jay-mmm go figure
Kelly-anywaysss my turn back when me and trey was together me and Chris fucked and y'all know I love me some Chris brown its two reason I fucked him one because I don't like hat Xbox shaped headed bitch Rihanna
Bey-you ain't the only one
Kelly-two I always wanted to fuck him and there was my chance
Bey-wow I wouldn't mind trying Chris my damn self
Jay-what!!
Bey-*giggles* calm down I'm only joking
Jay-yea you better
Tyty-I want to go out to a club
Kelly-i do too
Bey-I don't
Jay- me either
Kelly-of course y'all two don't but bey I need to borrow one of your freakum dresses
Bey-Ok come on
(Bey)
I gave Kelly the orange dress I wore in the video and her and Ty left I looked at this moment as the right time to give jay what I had planned
I told him to stay in the Living room while I went up to the room and changed into this sexy outfit that I want jay to take off and handle his business
I changed into the outfit and then called him upstairs when we came up their i said daddy you know what's up the I pushed him on the bed and I got my chair set up and my music ready and started playing dance for you while I did the whole routine I keep looking at jay and he was biting his lips the whole I was happy because I had him right where I wanted him
I bent over and he tried to grab my ass but I smacked his hand away and finished the dance after it was over I walked over and told him to undress me. He was acting scarred but of course he did it being the man that he is.
Bey-ok now I can't you to be completely naked by the time I get back got it ?
Jay-*shakes his head yes*
(Bey)
I went downstairs and got some of jay favorite sweets like strawberries and wine and all the of stuff he likes to eat when I went back upstairs he was just the way I told him to be then I went and walked over him very sexy
Bey-now we have a verity of things to choose from .we have star berries , wine , chocolate syrup and whip cream now choose one and choose wisely
Jay-can I pick two
Bey-if you want to your daddy remember
Jay-ok well I choose whip cream and chocolate syrup
Bey-*smiles* great choice *lays on the bed and opens her legs* have it your way baby
Jay-*puts some chocolate syrup on her navel and licks it off*
Bey-mmmm baby go lower
Jay- *puts whip cream in her kitty and tops it with chocolate syrup and licks every bit off*
Bey-ahhh mmm damn jayyy *bites her lip softly*
Jay-you know what fuck this foreplay shit sticks his dick deep inside her*
Bey-*screams* damn jay you could have gave me a fucking warning
Jay-too late now *goes slow*
Bey-I want it rough tonight jay go faster *moans*
Jay-*goes fast* mmm damn bey
Bey-aahhhh shit Papi deeper I want you to hit my spot hard
Jay-*goes deeper and hard*
Bey-*jumps* right there jay that's my spot daddy
Jay-*starts hitting her spot hard*
Bey-ughhh fuckk!!! Jayyyy *legs shaking*. Jay slow down alittle you are gonna make *moan* me cum early
Jay-*keeps going fast* no I want you to cum
Bey-*bites her lip hard* it's right here ahhhHHHhhh damn *cums*
Jay-*puts her on all fours and go back in* mmmmm *grunts*
Bey-*puts her face into the pillow*
Jay-*smacks her ass* throw that ass back bey and make me nut
Bey-*starts throwing her ass back* yess Papi I want you to cum inside me
Jay-there you go keep it like that ......FUCK !!!
Bey-*does her thing faster*
Jay- here it comes....got damn baby*nuts*
Bey-*collapse on the bed trying to catch her breath* damn daddy
Jay-*lays next to her*
Bey- come take a shower with me
Jay-ok
Bey-baby can you carry me I don't think I can walk
Jay-*pick her up and takes her to the bathroom*
(Bey)
What the hell was I thinking I have to be at Kelly party tomorrow and my ass had some rough sex now my legs gone be hurting I'm so damn stupid
But anyways me and jay took a shower the. We layed in bed and I was cuddled under him we started watching some movie until I feel asleep
(Jay)
Of course her ass went to sleep but I decided to just let her sleep then a few minutes later Kelly came back by herself she was really really drunk so I helped her out like I helped her change into some of beys pajamas and stuff I just basically got her situated then she tried to kiss me I stopped her because I knew she was drunk and she would do anything like that if she was sober
I went back in the bed and I was holding bey until I feel asleep
(Kelly)
The next morning I woke up with a horrible headache
I snuck into bey room and looked around to see if she had some pills for a headache and she did so I took then then I went back into the guest room and started watching tv then I got a text from trey
Trey:Kelly can we talk
Kelly: trey I'm not feeling well what do you want?
Trey: I want to apologize for all the things I put you through while we were together
Kelly:trey you put your damn hands on me like wtf!! Are you crazy
Trey:I know baby I'm truly sorry I have been going to see someone that showed me what I wanted in life which was you. I look at our daughter every time I have her and I see you I want to start over Kelly I really changed and I just want to love you the way you need to be love
Kelly:I don't know, because I'm still hurt trey I loved you so much that I even had YOUR child, but you put your hands on me so obviously you didn't love me the way I loved you
Trey:what can I do to show you I'm a changed man?
Kelly: meet me at my house in an hour
Trey: ok
Kelly:k
(Bey)
I woke up this morning to Kelly in my closet looking for something . I didn't say nothing I just went in the bathroom and brushed my teeth and then went downstairs and started watching tv until I saw Kelly come down where one of my favorite outfits
Bey-where yo ass going
Kelly-I gotta meet someone somewhere right quick
Bey-why you gotta wear my favorite outfit tho?
Kelly-because I gotta look cute
Bey-mmhhmm you betta bring my shit back
Kelly-I will
(Kelly)
I arrived at my house and unlocked the door and left it unlock and then. I sat I the couch to wait for trey about 10 minutes later trey came and sat by me and kissed my cheek
Kelly-soo what made you to all these things?.... You know what just kiss me
Trey-*kisses her*
(Kelly)
When trey kissed me I felt so much love and passion it made be think about when we had our first kiss and it made me think about all of our good times we had could it be that he really did change?
To be continued
