THEY GOT HER

(bey)
me and solange are at the store right now we stopped here to get gas because its gonna be along ride i didnt go in the store because i dont want people to be coming up to me and all in my face and Julius isnt around either. im excited to be going to north Carolina i mean i've been to north Carolina but i never been to fayetteville , solange came back and pumped 50 dollars worth of gas  with was about 30 gallons and hse had 4 bags full of snacks and i had a big ass smile on my face when i saw the candy and cookies and sodas and everything i know im pose to east healthy because of the baby but i can take a break every now and then and here is my chance.its about 3 in the afternoon and we are on the road im surprise jay havent called yet. welp spoke to soon thats him now..
bey-hey babe
jay-hey, where you at?
bey-with solange we are going somewhere
jay-where?
bey-ummmm.you dont wanna know
jay-i do wanna knoe
bey- we are going to fayetteville but this was all solange idea
jay-what! and you didnt tell me .where are yall right now
bey-close to the bridge
jay-turn around
bey-no jay
jay-you know what...bye *hangs up*
(bey)
after i got off the phone with jay i just put it in my purse and grabbed a bag of chips . i know he mad but hey i need a break sometimes . i hope he remembered to get blue from school. i called him back and asked him if he picked her up and he said yea . after that solange took my phone she said i need to talk to her instead of being on the phone so i did .
bey-you know for you to be younger then me you act like you older then me
solange-oh well
bey-what mad you wanna leave anyways
solange-Daniel been calling  me    about julez
bey-aint julez 18
solange-mmhhmm
bey-mmm i dont know what to tell you but what made you want to go to fayetteville we could have went to Paris or Houston or something
solange-i know its just the first place that came to mind
bey-ohh.. well this trip should be interesting 
solange-jay aint tripping
bey-girl yes you know he is
solange-he loves you
bey-i know thats why we bout to have 3 kids
solange-mmm  my favorite is blue jj act like a little bitch
bey-did you just call my son a bitch
solange-noo you need to have him around jay so he can stop crying and shit
bey-you prolly right and you only like blue because she is just like yo ass ...oh yeah and i dont like the way you and ty be talking to and in front of her
solange-* innocent voice*what.? what are you talking about
bey-dont play stupid
solange-*bust of laughing* your daughter is something eles whew
bey-mmhhmm whatever 
(solange)
i have something planned for bey boring ass she bout to learn how to be adventurous  .. oh shit i forgot her ass is 7 months pregnant ughhh, i guess i have to wait till she pop that baby out . so anyWHORE we've been driving for 3 hours and im tried ass hell so we got a hotel for the night . and when we got inside i flopped right on the bed i didnt got to sleep instantly i got layed down . i missed bey and its gonna be fun to spend some time with her but i know her ass i gonna be worrying about them damn kids

jay side:
(jay)
i cant believe bey really left with no warning or nothing just up and leave. she better not drink or anything while she pregnant with my child . when she with solange anything could happened and im not there to prevent it from happening so she might take advantage of that . jj and blue is here and we are at the house . im cooking while they are watching tv. im surprise they havent asked about bey especially jj . blue has been good today she wasnt giving me no problems or nothing but she do that sometime. sometimes she want to be bad then she wants to be good she is unpredictable . after i got done cooking and we ate i gave them a bath . then we went into the living room and started watching tv.
blue-i miss mommy and her belly where is mommy daddy?
jay-vacation
jj-why we didnt go daddy
jay-because only her and aunty solo went 
blue- i love aunty solo when she coming back
jay-i dont know
blue- i wanna call her 
jay-ok
(bey)
solange ass ended up falling to sleep on me so i just changed into these pajamas me and solange bought . after that i went to sit on the couch and watch this movie that was coming on life-time then my commercial for my new perfume "pulse" came on . i did amazing if i do say so myself . while i was watching the movie my phone started ringing by the way i got it from solange   because she took it . but when it started ringing i looked to see who it was and it was jay and i was kinda happy and nervous.
bey-hello
blue-MOMMY!!!
bey-hey baby
blue-why did you and aunty solo go on a vacation with out me
bey-im sorry baby i didnt know we were going 
blue-oh well mommy i miss you :(
bey-aww i miss you too 
blue-jj wants to talk
bey-ok 
jj-hey ma!
bey-ma? when did you start saying that
jj-i dont know shawty
bey-shawty? what the hell jj are you out of your mind put your daddy on the phone
jj-ok
jay-*laughing* wassup babe?
bey-what happened to my son
jay-what you talking about
bey-he calling me ma and shawty i know he got it from you and kanye
jay-ha i dont know 
bey-mmhhmm anyways i miss you papi
jay-mm i love when you say that 
bey-i know you do
jay-yip but are yall in NC yet?
bey-no we stopped we at  a hotel for tonight
jay-oh . well baby imma call you back im about to put YOUR kids to sleep
bey-my kids? lol ok i love you
jay-i love you more
(jay)
when i got off the phone with bey jj and blue was sleep so i carried them both up stairs and layed them in their bed. i took a shower and put my boxers and shorts on and got in the bed and started watching the football game. then my phone started ringing i thought it was bey  so i answered with out looking to see who it was . when i heard the voice my whole mood changed.
ciara-hey baby
jay-*sighs*what do you want
ciara-i wan us to work out 
jay-no happening 
ciara-ok ok calm down i really wanted to tell you that im in new york and brianna wanted to see her daddy
jay-you know i would love seeing my daughter but why didnt you call early its almost 12 at night
ciara-because i wanted to is that a problem
jay-just bring her and leave
ciara-but i wanna talk to you boo
jay-no bring my daughter and leave bye
(jay)
ciara brung brianna over here wearing some damn minnie mouse shit and i was like what the fuck 

i took that stuff of her and put some of blue pajams on her then we went into the livingroom and i gave her some food and we sat on the couch and talked . i havent seen her in a while ever since her and ciara moved to Atlanta she is still my daughter and i still missed her so we talked
jay-you missed me?
bri-mmhhmm . where is bey bey?
jay-she not here
bri-she did she go?
jay-vacation
bri-oh guess what daddy
jay-what?
bri-i helped mommy cook last night
jay-oh really 
bri-yea and i did good
jay-thats good baby girl . so are you gonna be nice to jj and blue 
bri-yea i am nice im a good girl
jay-sure you are
bri-i am iam
jay-i hear you baby but go layed down with blue its late ok 
bri-ok
(jay)
when brianna went in the room i called bey because it was late and i wanted to talk to her. she didnt answer so i facetime her and she answered and she looked so beautiful. we talked for a while then before we got done talking she blew me a kiss

 the next morning:bey and solange
(bey)
i woke up this morning laying next to my sister it brought me back to the times when we were younger and she used to sleep with me .im proud of solange im proud of what she have become of herself . when i woke up i was still bored so i decided to look through solange phone and i knew she was gonna have some inappropriate messages and they were hilarious i couldnt stop laughing solange is soo nasty .anyways i got up and showered . then she woke up later and showered up and everything then we got back out on the road again . we was singing almost every song on the radio then we pulled out the throw back CD'S and started off with TLC's ohhhhhhhhhhhh on the tlc tip album then destiny child of course then jodeci then last but most defiantly not least    the wonderful ms. Aaliyah Houghton. we were so into the music that we didnt notice how fast we were going until we saw the red and blue light . we turned the music down and pulled over to the side."act natural" solange said while the officer was walking to the calm. i was nervous my leg was shaking uncontrollably i knew this was gonna be all over the news.
solange-good morning officers 
officer-licence and registration please
solange-* reaches into the glove compartment* here you go
officer-*looking at her id* wait you solange *looks inside the car*and your beyonce omg my daughter love you guys
bey-aww thats nice
officer-so where yall headed too
solange-fayetteville
officer-oh well you go on about yall business and we well leave this alone just dont drive yo past see you soon
solange-yea mmhhmm 
(solange)
the fuck he mean see you soon ch... he aint gone see shit soo . anyways me and bey made it to north carolina but her are in Raleigh so we decided to look around Raleigh and go to the mall. 

(bey)
the crab tree mall in Raleigh is pretty cool i had a good time i bought alot of stuff for me and jay and the kids speaking of jay i havent spoke to him today. i could of sworn i saw that officer maybe 2 or 3 times i dont know .after me and solange got done shopping we look around the city and its actually nice i called jay while me and solo went to eat at this restaurant
bey-hey baby what are you doing
jay-oh nothing just gave the girls a bath
bey-girls?
jay-yea ciara dropped brianna off last night
bey- i thought she was in Atlanta
jay-me too
bey-oh well me and Brooklyn are fine 
jay-ok i cant wait to see you when you coming back?
bey-i dont know , where in Raleigh now 
jay-oh ok 
bey-yea but imma  call you back i love you papi
jay- i love you too*hangs up*
solo-did you really say papi?
bey-dont go there i saw it and thats all imma say
solo-you didnt..?
bey-i did
solo-bey! why did you go through my messages 
bey-because i was bored
solo-whatever i gotta go to the bathroom
bey-go head
(solange)
bey is childish as hell but anywho i had to go to the batroom so bad that i ran while i was running i swear i saw that officer looking at me but i didnt really pay attention because i had to go bad. after i went to the bathroom and washed my hands i walked out of the bathroom and someone grabbed me from behind and covered my mouth and put me in a trunk of a car

TO BE CONTINUED

SHORT POST I KNOW BUT HEY THE NEXT WILL BETTER

on the way to the hospital i wasn't nervous or anything i mean this is like my 3rd time around so there is no need in being nervous or scared. jay on the other hand was acting like this was our first time . i kept calm and i called kelly to ask her if she would pick blue up from school today

kelly-of course but whats going on?

bey-brook brook may be coming

kelly-WHAT! bey your only 7months

bey-no shit kelly i never noticed

kelly-bitch dont be giving me no attitude before i leave your daughter at that school house

bey-i dare you hoe

kelly-ok ok miss im about to have 3 kids

bey-whatever just make sure you get my baby 

kelly-mmhhmm ill think about it

bey-stop fucking with me kelly

kelly-ok bye crabby pants

bey- -__- dont say that bye *hangs up*

after i got off the phone with kelly the pain in my stomach got bad i held my stomach as i squeezed my eyes tight. me and jay arrived at the hospital and they put me in a wheelchair for no reason but hey im not complaining at least im not walking . our usual doctor came and took us into the room and began looking through his tablet and all the other shit he does

doctor-so what the problem?

bey-i think my water broke i dont know or i could have peed on myself

doctor -ok lets cheek

the doctor put on some gloves and stuck his hand inside of me i gasped because i was not ready for that i glanced over at jay and i could tell he did not like the way the doctor called himself checking on things i glanced back at me and i looked away . after the doctor was finished he  told us that she wasnt ready i was happy to hear that because i wasnt ready for her to come . i asked for a ultra-sound and he gave me one

after the ultra-sound i just looked at the picture then i put it in my purse i told kelly that she didnt have to pick blue up because brooklyn  wasnt ready. kelly said ok. i called my mama to check on jj.
bey-hey mama
tina-hey baby
bey-how is my baby doing
tina-he sleep
bey-what a surprise 
tina-oh hush
bey-did he eat?
tina-of course he did 
bey-oh yeah knowing you
tina-anyways why did you call you know he is in good hands
bey-i missed him oh yeah and i called because i had a false alarm this morning
tina-really?
bey-yup , but the doctor said she aint ready yet so...
tina-oh ok well imma call you back i have company
bey-company?
tina-yes
bey-is it daddy?
tina-no fuck him
bey-mm ok mama i will let you tend to your business
tina-i love you
bey-i love you too mommy
tina-aww you said mommy i havent heard you say that ever since i used to call you my little bumble bee.
bey-yup i just felt like saying it
tina-oh ok but child i gotta go the dude bout to wake jj up and i dont need that
bey-yea ok bye *hangs up*
when me and jay got home i went to take a shower then i put on this long orange dress it was still early in the day . i wanted to do something today with my sister because me and solange havent really spent that much time together and i miss her ass. i called her and she aint answer i waited about 10 minutes and she called me back.
solange-what!
bey-no is the any way to speak to your OLDER SISTER
solange-oh shut the hell up im not in the mood for your shit
bey-lord who pissed in your cornflakes
solange-bye
bey-nooooo im sorry 
solange-beyonce giselle what the hell do you want
bey- iwanna spend some time with you
solange-really? spend time with me haha thats a good one
bey- i do i miss my little sister 
solange-what do you want to do then.
bey- oh i dont know i just want to be with you
solange-mmhhmm you want me to watch them bad ass kids of yours dont you
bey-ummm no and they are not bad boo 
solange-ch.. girl please
bey-blue gets it from you
solange-shit she probably doo
bey-lol so um can i come over
solange-ugh sure bey bring yo fat ass on
bey-im not fat im pregnant boo its a different
solange-mmhhmm bring you ass on
after i got off the phone with solange i went upstaris and told jay i was gonna go chill with solagne and he didnt want me too but im not about to be stuck up under him all the time i miss my sister so imma see her . on my way to solange house i stopped by kelly house first and she came to the door with a robe on
bey-umm where your clothes
kelly-in my room
bey-where kiara 
kelly- in her room
bey-KIARA!!!
kiara-*running in the living room* aunty bb!
bey-*hugs kiara*hey aunty baby how you been have you been having fun with your no good daddy
kelly-*eyes get big*BEY! dont say that
kiara-daddy is in mommy room right
bey-wait kelly i know you not fucking with him no more
kelly-*sighs*i just needed a quickie he getting dressed right now to leave
bey-well im staying here till he leave *crosses her arms*
kelly-anyways why you come here anyways
bey- to see kiara 
trey-*walks out the room*hey bey
bey-thats my que to leave bye kelly and kiara 
kelly-bye
i left kelly house omg i gotta tell solange about this shit kelly is just ch.. i dont even know what to say. when i got to solange house she looked horrible
bey-damn what the hell you got in a cat fight or some shit
solange-bey dont get kicked out
bey-you wouldnt
solange-try me
bey-anywho guess what 
solange-wassup bey bey
bey-kelly had trey ass in her house talking about they were having a quickie
solange-you lying
bey-if im lying may i give birth right now
solanfge-may you dont eww but smh kelly need to get it together 
bey-right
solange-mmmm so you wanna go out somewhere because i dont want to stay in this house all day
bey-i cant be walking 
solange-me dont have to walk thats why they made cars slowonce
bey-whatever where we going
solange-on a vaction
bey-VACATION? on such short notice 
solange-yup now lets go
bey-but i dont have no clothes
solange-do you not realize your B-E-Y-O-N-C-E you make millions we can buy some when we get to where we going
bey-umm ok
solange-we keeping our phone and electronics here
bey-what oh hell no
solange-ugh fine your right but we only taking outr phones now lets go
bey-ughh ok where we going
solange-north Carolina
bey-its ghetto down there 
solange-we going to fayetteville they aint ready for us bey
bey-your right 
solange-come the hell on
me and solange got in the car and headed out towards fayettvile im nervous because i know jay is going to freak out when he finds out but hey its im a risk taker

TO BE CONTINUED

IS IT TIME ?!

(bey)
i sat up in the bed with my arms crossed and waited to see how long it would take jay to get her to stop crying.she ran in my room about 10 minutes later still crying

bey-come here baby whats wrong 

blue-me and . and daddy *sniffs* and jj was jumping on the the couch and i fell 

bey-awww its ok come lay down 

blue-ok

blue got in the bed with me and im mad as hell what the fuck is jay old ass doing jumping on my couch is her out of his every lasting mind ch...i decided to text him because i didnt feel like hearing his mouth or anything and i didnt want to argue because im still sleepy

(sender)what the hell you doing jumping on my couch are you crazy 

(receiver)we were playing

(sender)i dont care jay you too old for that i hope you planned on buying me a new one

(receiver)bey its not that serious

(sender)it is she could have gotten hurt jay and she is only 5 1/2 and jj is only 3 they are not teenagers calm down 

(receiver)fine i was wrong your right

(sender)i know now tell my son to come up here

(receiver)we bout to have father and son time

(sender)you know he is a mama boy

(receiver)and im about to end that shit 

(sender)lol whatever

(jay)
me and jj was going to go out to kanye house and chill so he can be around so dudes and not stuck up under bey all the time. and besides blue needs to be around bey more because she turning into a little thug at only 5 years old.so i got jj dressed and he looked nice if i say so myself my son is going to have the hoes calling him 24/7 . bey anit gone let that happene lol . before we went to kanye house i took him to get a hair cut i didnt care whether he liked it or not . when he was getting it he was calm . when we got to kanye house jj was acting like he was a thug or something i took a picture of him with his haircut and sent it to bey . 

she called me right after she got the picture

bey-omg jay you took him to get a haircut?

jay-yup

bey-did he cry

jay-naw he was calm

bey-what really

jay-yea he was pretty cool he actually like it he acting like he a thug or something

bey-jay you know i dont like him acting like that you already got blue like that i dont need him like that either

jay-lol i know he keep looking in the mirror at his self

bey-because he is fine he get it from his mama

jay-whatever but i gotta go 

bey-ok bye 

jay-i love you

bey-i love you too

(bey)

i was happy that me and blue had the chance to hang together i decided to go somewhere with her . i got up and i got and took a shower then got dressed . after that i went downstairs and made me and blue some lunch well a sandwich and some chips . after that i went to go wake her up because she fell asleep .she dont like being woken up from her sleep im the same way but she got up anyways then i gave her a bath and did her hair and got her dressed. then we ate some lunch and we walked instead of driving we both head on some white shades  and she thought she was cute i thought it was funny and cute the way she was acting was to funny . she think she a superstar lol

she looked so cute though with her mean self and i told yall she had that creole good good type hair thank god. we went to the store and i bought her some clothes she tried on this one outfit so i could make sure it fit

she is so silly i tried to get her to stop being silly but she wouldnt. i got her the outfit with the shoe and everything then we went to the toy store and we played around it felt good to be able to spend mother and daughter time with blue i mean i like hanging around my son but this is my little girl and we have this connection that me and my mom have when we are together anyways . me and blue played with the toys inside the toy store then i bought her a few barbie dolls and some other toys she wanted. then we went to get our nails done we were talking while they were doing are nails.

bey-are you having fun baby?

blue-yes mommy this tickles *laughs*

bey-*giggles*i know what color do you want

blue-blue of course

bey-what color should i get 

blue-blue

bey-ok.this is only our thing ok we cant tell daddy or jj about this you wanna know why

blue-yes why?

bey-they will get jealous *laughs*

blue-oh ok my lips or zipped i think thats how you say it

bey-*laughs*no its my lips are sealed 

blue-oh well that too

nail lady-beyonce your daughter is very beautiful

bey-thank you

nail lady-she get it from you huh?

bey-of course

nail lady-*giggles* you seem like a wonderful mother if you ever need a babysitter ill hook you up*hands her a card*

bey-ok ill have that in mind

blue-mommy what are we doing next

bey-what do you wanna do

blue-i dont know. um we can play in my room with the barbie dolls 

bey-ok baby

(bey)

the whole time me and blue was spending time together the paparazzi was taking pictures but me and blue just ignored then and acted like they didnt exist . 10 minutes past and they were finally done blue had blue nails with designs  

mine was plan blue 









me and blue went to get something eles to eat because i was hungry again . after we ate we went home and jay and jj was their .blue grabbed my hand and we went to her room .i sat on the bed while she got everything to play she pulled put her barbie house . she wanted me to get on the floor but i told her i couldnt. so we played on the bed . i was blue's barbie doll friend and she was telling me everything that was gonna happen.

blue-ok mommy so me and you are firends like how you and aunty kelly are and we are about lexi age and we dont have a boyfriend because ummmm. we just dont right now we have to get dressed so we can act like we are going to the club

bey-what whoa whoa whoa we are not going to a club

blue-fine we will go to the mall and you dont have a car i do 

bey-why dont i have one

blue-because you are broke

bey-wow ok so if im broke how am i going to get somethin (knock knock knock jj walked in )

jj-mommy i missed you

blue-jj get out im playing with mommy

bey-yea baby im spending time with blue ok so you have to go

jj-i dont want to 

blue-jj get out now!

jj-leave me alone

bey-go play with daddy ok

jj-ok *leaves*

bey-now like i was saying how am i going to get something from the mall then 

blue-imma pay for you

bey-aw thanks baby

(blue)

mommy is really fun i think i like her more then daddy now my mommy is the best and im happy she spent time together . me and mommy played barbies for a long time then we went into the livingroom and daddy and my stupid brother was playing their x-box so me and mommy went into the kitchen and got some snacks  then went in her and daddy room and watched movies and ate the snacks . later mommy gave me a bath then me and her layed in the bed and i fell asleep

(bey)

blue fell asleep on me so i decided to go downstairs with jay and jj was sleep on the couch and jay was sitting watching a tv show i went over and sat on his lap and kissed him 

bey- i missed you

jay- i missed you too 

bey-oh really *sexy voice*

jay-yes 

bey-aww papi i missed you more

jay-your Spanish now

bey-you like when i say papi so hush

jay-yes i do *kisses her*

bey-*kisses him longer the breaks the kiss* baby im so horny i want you know

jay - not in here jj is right here on the couch lets go in the room

blue-*whines* blue is in there

jay-guestroom

bey-yessss!

(jay)

i carried bey into the guestroom and i was surprise i could left her up because she was preagnant anyways i layed her on the bed and kissed and sucked her neck. then i took her clothes of and didnt waste no time i went in but not too hard because she is 7 months she wanted more but i couldnt give her more because of her belly we went ate it for maybe a hour then we washed up and i layed blue in her room then me and bey got in bed and went to sleep.

\(bey)

blue goes to a different school now that we live in Brooklyn then alarm went off at 7 am and i got up and woke blue up she started whining because she didnt want to get up let alone got to school . i gave her a bath and did our morning routine then i woke jj up he was in his pajamas i put him in the car because he was going to my mom house for today she was gonna drop him off in the morning . blue ate some breakfast then we    left and dropped jj of first . then when we got to her school i could tell something was wrong

bey.*bending down to blue size*whats wrong baby

blue- i dont wanna go

bey-but you have to 

blue- i wanna stay with you *hugs bey*

bey-*hugging her back*i know baby but you have to look i promise when you get home we will get ice cream ok

blue-*rubbing her eyes*you promise?

bey-yes now lets go

(bey)

i walked blue to her class room and i hugged and kissed her then i went home when i got home i layed in the bed with jay jj was still sleep . i was really bored because i wasnt sleepy anymore i decided to text kelly and we talked about nothing like always then tyty texted me about his trip to vegas and i could care less because he went with Michelle he said it was horrible and he almost committed suicide that made me laugh . but after i got dont texting it was only about 9 and i knew jay wasnt waking up anytime soon so i got up and i watched something then i went downstairs  and made me some cereal in a bigggggggg bowl.i went to get back in the bed and my phone started going off it was a text from gwen telling me she had a gift for me because she couldnt make it to the baby shower i replied with a smiley face.jay turned over my way and wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me closer in by him and i almost dropped my cereal . i said goodmorning baby he just smiled and closed his eyes for about a minute then he opened them again 

jay-good morning beautiful

bey-good morning

jay-*talking to her stomach* good morning Brooklyn

bey-*smiles*

jay-*to bey* how she been this morning 

bey-well when i went to take blue to school she was going at it a little but she is calm right now

jay-oh ok well imma take a shower

bey-ok imma take this into the kitchen and feed the dog 

jay-ok

(jay)

bey got up out of the bed and i searched for me something to wear then i turned the shower on so it could warm up after about 10 minutes i got in . i was just standing there for a while then i heard bey yell jay i turned the water off so i can hear what she was saying. i said "yea" "i think its time"she yelled back. i quickly got out the shower and dried off and out my clothes on then i grabbed the bag bey packed for the hospital and i helped her to the car . even though this is the 3rd time im still scared and nervous and bey seemed calm.

TO BE CONTINUED  .......   :) COMMENT PLEASE THANK YOU

WHAT HAPPENED

(bey)
it's been a month ever since we have been living in this house in Brooklyn im loving it i've spent most of my time in the house while jay been working or something like that . today im having a baby shower i mean i dont need one i just want one  . everyone is going to be there so i cant wait they better have gifts lol but it should be fun i didnt invite my dad because i wanted this to be drama free . im 7 months now and im big . the party started at 4 and its now 5:45 and i still got to get my hair done anyways i decided to wear this blue and black dress and i actually looked cute of course the paparazzi was around to get pictures of me

i got to the baby shower around 6 and everyone was there waiting on me. i walked in and the first person i saw was ty he was standing there with a few other dudes i guess they were waiting for me

tyty-what took so long 

bey-um beauty takes time 

tyty-ok so where is the beauty

bey-you tryna be funny

tyty-not trying boo 

bey-whatever anyways where my babydaddy

tyty-ooop no bitch dont say that 

bey-*laughs*lol hush but where is jay 

tyty-in my bed i forgot to wake him up

bey-haha shut up but are you gone introduce me to your friends 

tyty-girl this is um wayne*the one in the black* and the other to i forgot

bey-you forgot what the hell aint they your friends

tyty- girl i was only with them until you came but now your here so lets go

bey-*laughs*where we going

tyty-to play games

bey-but i wanna see jay *whines*

tyty-you saw him enough thats why yo ass pregnant AGAIN

bey-oh whatever 

me and ty walked around and we played around alittle we danced together and he of course was saying stupid shit making me laugh so hard . one of the dudes that he was with i think his name was wayne he grabbed tyty and they went somewhere the baby shower was fun blue and jj is not here because they are with my mom she watching them because she said she didnt feel like partying i was happy she was watching them anyways i wondered around until i saw kelly and just from the look on here face i knew she was looking for me too

kelly-where have you been i was looking for you

bey- i was getting ready

kelly-it really took you that long ..mmmm shaking my head

bey-oh shut up kelly because it takes you forever to get dressed as well

kelly-not as long as you

bey-anyways where is my niece

kelly-*sighs*with trey for the weekend

bey-what!

kelly-yea i know but the court system said that , that is still his daughter so he have the right to see her

bey-oh

kelly-yea but how are you and lil miss Brooklyn *rubs bey belly*

bey-she been pretty calm today im surprise

kelly-she is that bad *laughing*

bey-ch.. girl dont get me started 

kelly- i understand kiara was the same

while me and kelly was talking i just so happened to turn my head and when i did i saw rihanna and some other people and jay . jay havent even came up to me to speak not once and i dont like that they were standing there smiling and looking our way 

i turned back to face kelly and we talked some more then i got on this little stage type thing and said

"i wanna thank everyone for coming out and supporting me and jay on our third child who is a girl obviously her name is brooklyn and she should be here within the next 2 months im sorry i really dont like make public speeches because im originally shy haha but yea um please enjoy yourself and once again i wanna say thank you and i wanna say jay i love you more then you would ever know baby" after i got done everyone clapped and now jay wants to talk finally . me and jay talked then we went and enjoyed the rest of the party the next day we got up early for what reason i dont know but me him and kanye went out shopping some place 

i was really just sipping on some water while they were talking i really dont understand why i have to be here when im not getting nothing they over her buying thing for their next concert that in what 5 months like what in the hell they DRAGGED me out of my nice warm bed just to be here. after they got done getting what they were getting like 3 hours later we went to kanye's house to have dinner 

i changed clothes first and my hair. but anyways me and jay was talking alot and kanye look pretty bored so he started talking about kim hoedashian opps i mean kardashian and how he really likes her and blah blah blah . i wanted to just yell shut the hell up we dont care about her ass but i didnt 

jay-you really like that girl huh?

kanye-yea man she cool bey yall probably would be good friends

bey-*chocks on her drink*i think....not i am not a hoe

kanye-ok so

bey-god your so dumb just forget it 

kanye-um ok 

bey- i need to go to the bathroom excuse me

i went to the bathroom and i called kelly and told her to call me in about 5 minutes and act like its was something serious so i could leave and go over there. 10 minutes later she called and i told jay i was going to see him at home he said ok and to tell me if anything bad happened i said ok and rushed out. when i got to kelly house she wasnt in the living room so i went to her bedroom and she was in the laying down with her head on her hand and she smiled and looked at me

i layed down beside her and we got under the blanket cuddle up she is like the big sister i never had she is like 2 or 3 years older then me i sat up in the bed and she rubbed my belly

kelly-awww bb i remember when you \were first pregnant with blue and now this is your 3rd one and hopefully last

bey-yes brook brook is the last one i cant take going into labor and delivering again after her im done im getting my tubes tied

kelly-you need to hell

bey-whateves

kelly-what the hell is whateves 

bey-its whatever 

kelly-well say that next time.but AYWHORE you staying the night

bey-no

kelly-bey please we havent had time together in years we need to catch up you know go back to the old days when we used to hang out 

bey-ugh fine let me call jay

i called jay and he didnt want me to stay but he dont run shit so i stayed anyways .. me and kelly had a girls night it was very fun and relaxing we watched movies ate pop corn and everything we even took it as ffar as prank calling people i know its childish but hey.. at the end of the day i wanted my husband i tried to stay with kelly she feel asleep and brooklyn was kicking me and i needed jay so i had to go home. i left kelly house around 4am and went home i layed in bed and started crying witch woke jay up he turned on the light and asked what was wrong

jay-whats wrong baby

bey-jay it hurt *sniffs*

jay-what hurts

bey-her kicking she been going at it for a while and she does it so hard

jay-awww it ok come here

i came closer to jay and he lifted up my shirt and rubbed my stomach and talked to brooklyn he always know how to calm her down because she stopped and i was happy . me and jay feel alseep .around 7 something i ran to the bathroom and threw up after that i just sat by the toilet and held my stomach until i could get up and when i did i just sat on the edge of the bed. then i layed down in the bed and started watching tv. then my mom called me saying she was bringing the kids and all i can think is great i cant deal with them right now jay better get his ass up and take care of his kids . a few minutes later they came home and of course jj just had to come running to me and hit my stomach i told him he had to be more careful he said he was sorry then he showed me this picture that he made for me  i told him i loved it and then i sat it on my dresser blue came in and gave me a hug then my mom rubbed my stomach and hugged and kissed me and the kids then left. i woke jay up so he can take care of them . he woke up with a little stank attitude and i blew it off and got under the covers and fell asleep . they went downstaris and everything was nice and quiet until i heard a big BOOM and blue started crying ..

TO BE CONTINUED ..

the man you promised to be

(bey) the next morning i woke up And still no jay im getting very worried and pissed off he just up Android left with no warning or nothin. i got out of the bed and. went to get blue dressed for school my mom was coming over to watch jj for me because i was planning to do some shopping because we need some food so i can fed my baby. brook brook has been good this morning thank good. anyways i got blue dressed And ready for school theb i had to wait for my mother to come. while i was waiting i looked in the fridge for something to eat but there was nothin how in the hell Am i beyonce but i dont have food in my fride. crazy rigt yea i know Anyways my mom arrived and. i dropped blue off at school. then i went to the store i bought alot the total was near 8 thousand dollers good thing i keep jay's black card handy haha. when i gt home i put all the food away and. my back was killing me and. to top it all of brooklyn started kicking And everything. i just let out a huge sigh And walked i to the livinroom rubbing my belly "your getting big" my mom said "why thank. you mother that really make me feel better"i said sarcasriclly. "i didnt mean it like that" "whatever"i wasnt in the mood for my mom i asked her to leave please and. she left right hugging and. kissing me i just sat on the couch and. played with jj hair he needs to get a haircut but he too scared he went wth jay to the barber shop a few times. but he is just too scared i mean he can get braids but that is going to be worse i know he is not going to want to sit there And get t combed out or braided so oh well i dont know what im going to do to his hair he has his daddy hair good think blue have cerole. hair i hope brook brook does to. to. a fews days ago i got a call from miguel he wants to do a ong together so me and. him has been spending time together in the studio sometimes he would keep me company since jay is M.I.A. now dont think i like him because i dont even think he cute he just a nice guy.i went to call jay but of course he didnt answer. what the hell is goin on aint that the whole point o getting re married so me can keep the old bullshit in the past. ouch!! shit this little girl kick me so hard jj nor blue was like this well they also had. there daddy around too well i see who is going to be the bad on of he bunch no wait sratch that blue. took that spot.she is just alike solagne when she was that age i couldnt stand her ass anything she did i got in trouble for it. anyways i fell sleep and. then i woke up to a kiss on my neck and. when i saw it was jay i jumped up and. hugged him and. i screamed jay then reality set in And i asked him where have he been he told me just to get in the car i was confused on our way to where ever it was we were going we picked blue up im so happy jay is back so h can interact with brooklyn and. now she might stop kicking ..about 1hour later he told everyone to close their eyes And we did 3 minutes later we oppened them and when we did we were parked infron of this big beautiful house "what are we doing here"i asked "this is our knew home i been working on it to make it perfect for all 5 of us " he said while putting his hand on my belly i smilled and. kissed him he helped me out the car And into the house and. the first place the kids ran to was their rooms i looked around the livingroom Android it was beautiful i was so proud of my husband fo this kitchen had a table that had a highchair connected to it i personally thought it was pretty cool i looked around more And the house had a sudio,in door pool, movie room, game room i even had my own office and. i had a closet that waw big that i put all my shoes in and this was only downstaris ao i couldnt wait to see upstaris. i looked at blue room And of course it was blue and. pink those are her favorte colors i aint gone lie it was real cute then i saw jj room and. i guess it. was pretty cool for a boy i looked at me and. jay room it was huge an beautiful after that we went to brook brook's nersuary on the door it said BROOKLYN GISELLE when i walked in my mouth dropped the room was perfect for baby girl on the wall it was pictures of me jay jj and. blue in frames there were picture of all the ulra-sounds it was flowers on the wall and on the ceiling was a drawing of the brooklyn bridge and. on top of it read princess of brooklyn i loved it jay got on his knees and. talked to her he told her all i bout her room and. how excited he was to me his "baby girl" he. kissed my stomach then went downstairs and sarted cooking dinner jj and. blue was in thier rooms doind whtever but atleast they not getting on my nevers i went in our room and. layed in the bed it was so soft i loved it. i gusses brook brook knowes that daddy is back because she havent kicked not once ever scine jay got back..i dosed off and. jay came and woke me up so we could eat. .after we all ate blue and. jj went back in there rooms me and jay went in our room then he said he had something eles for me then he brung out this little puppy hw was so cute i played with him then jay put him in his own little room i love him so much. me and. jay went back in the room and. started watching sparkle and. then brooklyn went in again with that kicking jay layed behind me and. put his hands on my belly Android felt brooklyn kick he kissed me And told me he loved me i said i love you to then i realize jay is really changing nto the man he promised he would be i knew jay was beyond happy that i was havin another baby by him just by the way he kissed me let me now that. a few seconds later she calmed down and. me And jay finish watching the movie until we fell asleep. .....,,,,,...TO BE CONTINUED

where are you?

(bey)
i got to the hospital and i asked the doctors if i can see my momma and they said that they are still working on her they said that they dont know if she will make it and i broke down i need my momma in my life and if i lose her i lose myself i need my momma. i went to the waiting room it was only me and solange we held each other and cried for hours until the nurse said we had to leave .. the next day i went to the hospital and they told me that my mother was doing better but she couldnt have any visitors and i dont know why i mean if she is doing better then why cant i see her but whatever ... a few days past and my mom was finally able to come home i brung her to my house because the doctor said imma have to keep a eye on her for a few days. its about 7 something today is friday me and jay is NOT on good terms right now because he thinks everything is about him this is what happened we was watching a movie last night then his phone started ringing i was like jay go in the living room or something and he was like no so he stayed in the room and talked on the phone for like a hour so i got up and went in the guestroom and started watching the movie and he got mad at me and right now i dont even care because i didnt start this so whatever. i went downstairs and my mom and jay was talking. the kids was in the living room to but they were watching something idk what it was i walked past jay and he was looking at me and i mouthed to him 'what the fuck was he looking at' when my mom wasn't looking he gave me the finger and i did the same thing then walked into the kitchen and started to try and make me something to eat i remember solange teaching me how to make chicken and mac and cheese so that's what im going to try and make i got all the stuff out to make the food my mom asked me if i needed some help and i said no . OK so i know how to do this i remember she said to ummmm. oh yeah pour the grease in the pan and then put some season on the chicken and put it in the flour then the pot thats simple. i did all that and i forgot to turn the stove on . i took the chicken out the pot and threw it away i tried again then i burnt it so i just said fuck it and i walked away jay started laughing so i hit him on the head . i went upstairs and got dressed well. i tried to but NONE OF MY CLOTHES FIT i was so pissed i head to but on some sweats and i got in my car and went to the mall . while i was there people was taking pictures and coming up to me asking for autographs and everything even though i was mad i still manage to put a smile on my face .some people saw my bump in my belly and was touching it i didn't like it at all but i let them do it  . after i bought me some clothes i noticed i had me and jay's black card i used his of course because i only spend my money on my kids ha . i was going to go to Kelly house she has a knew house and her and trey are legally separated when i got there she wasn't there i was so mad. so i went to solange house and of course her ass wasn't there either so i decided to get some food then go home . i went  home blue was sleep on the couch my mom was outside with jj and jay was in the room watching a movie i walked in and then walked out because i didnt want to be anywhere by him until he realize he was wrong . he grabbed me and threw me on the bed then he got on top of me and bite my neck hard as hell
bey-what the hell shawn
jay-why you havent talk to me all day
bey-because im mad at you
jay-bey really
bey-yes really you got mad at me for nothing
jay-*sighs*i know and im sorry
bey-that is what i been waiting for a sorry thats all i wanted *kisses him*
jay-well i gave it to you
bey-yes you did now get up
jay-what i thought we could have make up sex
bey-haha nope now get up
jay-please
bey-maybe later and remember momma is still here
jay-oh yeah fine

bey and jay watched tv until about 12 that night jay told bey he was gonna go out for a few hours and bey said that was fine she feel asleep . and the next morning jay wasnt there and bey thought nothing of it she thought that he probably went to kanye house to rest and then come home.

2 WEEKS LATER jay havent showed up to the house and bey is really worried

(bey)
i havent seen jay or heard from him in 2 weeks this is not like him he usually calls and let me no something i dont know told day im going to see what happened and im really sad jay isnt here he always came to the kids doctors appts. i hope he is ok and is not cheating . i decided to bring jj and blue with me to the doctor appt. they have been asking about jay especially blue because she is a daddy girl . im not mad at her hey if she like her father more then oh well.. jj is a momma's boy so im cool . i got the kids dressed and then i got dressed and i grabbed my purse and phone and we left when we got there we had to wait for about 10 minutes then we went in the room the doctors looked through some papers then he told me lay back and i did then he put the jelly stuff on my belly for some reason it was cold i donr remember it being cold because both of my ultra-sounds i had with jj and blue the jelly was warm but anyways he spreaded the jelly around and i looked at the screen he showed blue and jj the arm and head and everything and they seemed amazed and excited to meet the baby then finnaly the time came

doctor-ms.carter your having a

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lol im kidding imma keep going

doctor-ms.carter your having another baby girl
bey-YESS!!!!
blue-yay
jj-i want a bother
bey-aww baby i know but you are going to have another sister
jj-thats too many girls mommy
bey-lol i know baby

bey and her kids left and they stop to get something to eat they went to a nice restaurant to eat 

blue-mommy im hungry
bey-i know you got to wait till the food comes
blue-i know
bey-ok guess what your sister name gonna be
blue-what
bey-Brooklyn Giselle carter
blue- i like that 
jj-when is daddy coming back i miss him
bey-me too baby 

they talked and ate some more then they went home when they got there bey gave them both a bath together then got them dressed . after they got dressed they went in bey room so they could talk

bey-ok yall know mommy is pregnant and daddy is not here i dont know where he is but thats besides the point i dont want yall being bad or causing problem because its not good for the baby ok
blue-ok 
jj-ok

(bey)
i talked to them a little more then i put them in there own bed sometimes they sleep with me and some times they dont after they went to sleep i went in my room to talked to the baby it was so many emotions running around my mind i was happy, sad, scared, nervous, mad , angry every feeling you could think of i need jay here i mean before he left we were good anyways i talked to my baby girl i told her "so i guess your the last one huh? because after you baby girl mommy not having anymore lol i love you with all my heart already hopefully you will be a mommies girl lol i cant wait to hold you brook brook i like that . that is going to be your nick name baby  you like that name" she kicked and i knew she was listening to what i was say i continued"ill take that as a yes lol i already know your gonna be beautiful like your older sister im going to warn you blue is mean lol but she can be nice at time its ok but your bother is the jealous type like your daddy speaking of daddy i dont know where he is right now but im sure he will be back by the time you get here i love you brooklyn" then i rubbed my  stomach and just touching it just so i could feel her kick i started tearing up im so pissed jay isn't here to feel her kick i decided to text him to see will he respond

(text to jay) jay baby where are you i miss you so much and the kids do too and baby girl wants you to feel her kick

2 minutes past

(text from jay)wait what baby girl omg bey i forgot all about that im sorry baby 
(text to jay )yes we are having a girl but jay where are you

(bey)
i waited and waited for him to repond but he didnt i got mad again . i sat in the bed and i got a sharp pain in my stomach but nothing to serious i tried to lay down but no position was comfortable she kept kicking me i tried to rub my belly so she could stop but she didnt i know only if jay was her she would stop . i just went downstairs and made me something to eat it calmed her down a little bit but she would still kick me it seemed like every time when i closed my eyes she wold kick . i layed on my side facing the side were jay sleep at brooklyn calmed on and i knew she missed jay and so did i. i grabbed his pillow he sleeps on and cried myself to sleep

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