Monday, December 3, 2012
the man you promised to be
(bey)
the next morning i woke up And still no jay im getting very worried and pissed off he just up Android left with no warning or nothin. i got out of the bed and. went to get blue dressed for school my mom was coming over to watch jj for me because i was planning to do some shopping because we need some food so i can fed my baby. brook brook has been good this morning thank good. anyways i got blue dressed And ready for school theb i had to wait for my mother to come. while i was waiting i looked in the fridge for something to eat but there was nothin how in the hell Am i beyonce but i dont have food in my fride. crazy rigt yea i know Anyways my mom arrived and. i dropped blue off at school. then i went to the store i bought alot the total was near 8 thousand dollers good thing i keep jay's black card handy haha. when i gt home i put all the food away and. my back was killing me and. to top it all of brooklyn started kicking And everything. i just let out a huge sigh And walked i to the livinroom rubbing my belly "your getting big" my mom said "why thank. you mother that really make me feel better"i said sarcasriclly. "i didnt mean it like that" "whatever"i wasnt in the mood for my mom i asked her to leave please and. she left right hugging and. kissing me i just sat on the couch and. played with jj hair he needs to get a haircut but he too scared he went wth jay to the barber shop a few times. but he is just too scared i mean he can get braids but that is going to be worse i know he is not going to want to sit there And get t combed out or braided so oh well i dont know what im going to do to his hair he has his daddy hair good think blue have cerole. hair i hope brook brook does to. to. a fews days ago i got a call from miguel he wants to do a ong together so me and. him has been spending time together in the studio sometimes he would keep me company since jay is M.I.A. now dont think i like him because i dont even think he cute he just a nice guy.i went to call jay but of course he didnt answer. what the hell is goin on aint that the whole point o getting re married so me can keep the old bullshit in the past. ouch!! shit this little girl kick me so hard jj nor blue was like this well they also had. there daddy around too well i see who is going to be the bad on of he bunch no wait sratch that blue. took that spot.she is just alike solagne when she was that age i couldnt stand her ass anything she did i got in trouble for it. anyways i fell sleep and. then i woke up to a kiss on my neck and. when i saw it was jay i jumped up and. hugged him and. i screamed jay then reality set in And i asked him where have he been he told me just to get in the car i was confused on our way to where ever it was we were going we picked blue up im so happy jay is back so h can interact with brooklyn and. now she might stop kicking ..about 1hour later he told everyone to close their eyes And we did 3 minutes later we oppened them and when we did we were parked infron of this big beautiful house "what are we doing here"i asked "this is our knew home i been working on it to make it perfect for all 5 of us " he said while putting his hand on my belly i smilled and. kissed him he helped me out the car And into the house and. the first place the kids ran to was their rooms i looked around the livingroom Android it was beautiful i was so proud of my husband fo this kitchen had a table that had a highchair connected to it i personally thought it was pretty cool i looked around more And the house had a sudio,in door pool, movie room, game room i even had my own office and. i had a closet that waw big that i put all my shoes in and this was only downstaris ao i couldnt wait to see upstaris. i looked at blue room And of course it was blue and. pink those are her favorte colors i aint gone lie it was real cute then i saw jj room and. i guess it. was pretty cool for a boy i looked at me and. jay room it was huge an beautiful after that we went to brook brook's nersuary on the door it said BROOKLYN GISELLE when i walked in my mouth dropped the room was perfect for baby girl on the wall it was pictures of me jay jj and. blue in frames there were picture of all the ulra-sounds it was flowers on the wall and on the ceiling was a drawing of the brooklyn bridge and. on top of it read princess of brooklyn i loved it jay got on his knees and. talked to her he told her all i bout her room and. how excited he was to me his "baby girl" he. kissed my stomach then went downstairs and sarted cooking dinner jj and. blue was in thier rooms doind whtever but atleast they not getting on my nevers i went in our room and. layed in the bed it was so soft i loved it. i gusses brook brook knowes that daddy is back because she havent kicked not once ever scine jay got back..i dosed off and. jay came and woke me up so we could eat. .after we all ate blue and. jj went back in there rooms me and jay went in our room then he said he had something eles for me then he brung out this little puppy hw was so cute i played with him then jay put him in his own little room i love him so much. me and. jay went back in the room and. started watching sparkle and. then brooklyn went in again with that kicking jay layed behind me and. put his hands on my belly Android felt brooklyn kick he kissed me And told me he loved me i said i love you to then i realize jay is really changing nto the man he promised he would be i knew jay was beyond happy that i was havin another baby by him just by the way he kissed me let me now that. a few seconds later she calmed down and. me And jay finish watching the movie until we fell asleep. .....,,,,,...TO BE CONTINUED
Saturday, December 1, 2012
where are you?
(bey)
i got to the hospital and i asked the doctors if i can see my momma and they said that they are still working on her they said that they dont know if she will make it and i broke down i need my momma in my life and if i lose her i lose myself i need my momma. i went to the waiting room it was only me and solange we held each other and cried for hours until the nurse said we had to leave .. the next day i went to the hospital and they told me that my mother was doing better but she couldnt have any visitors and i dont know why i mean if she is doing better then why cant i see her but whatever ... a few days past and my mom was finally able to come home i brung her to my house because the doctor said imma have to keep a eye on her for a few days. its about 7 something today is friday me and jay is NOT on good terms right now because he thinks everything is about him this is what happened we was watching a movie last night then his phone started ringing i was like jay go in the living room or something and he was like no so he stayed in the room and talked on the phone for like a hour so i got up and went in the guestroom and started watching the movie and he got mad at me and right now i dont even care because i didnt start this so whatever. i went downstairs and my mom and jay was talking. the kids was in the living room to but they were watching something idk what it was i walked past jay and he was looking at me and i mouthed to him 'what the fuck was he looking at' when my mom wasn't looking he gave me the finger and i did the same thing then walked into the kitchen and started to try and make me something to eat i remember solange teaching me how to make chicken and mac and cheese so that's what im going to try and make i got all the stuff out to make the food my mom asked me if i needed some help and i said no . OK so i know how to do this i remember she said to ummmm. oh yeah pour the grease in the pan and then put some season on the chicken and put it in the flour then the pot thats simple. i did all that and i forgot to turn the stove on . i took the chicken out the pot and threw it away i tried again then i burnt it so i just said fuck it and i walked away jay started laughing so i hit him on the head . i went upstairs and got dressed well. i tried to but NONE OF MY CLOTHES FIT i was so pissed i head to but on some sweats and i got in my car and went to the mall . while i was there people was taking pictures and coming up to me asking for autographs and everything even though i was mad i still manage to put a smile on my face .some people saw my bump in my belly and was touching it i didn't like it at all but i let them do it . after i bought me some clothes i noticed i had me and jay's black card i used his of course because i only spend my money on my kids ha . i was going to go to Kelly house she has a knew house and her and trey are legally separated when i got there she wasn't there i was so mad. so i went to solange house and of course her ass wasn't there either so i decided to get some food then go home . i went home blue was sleep on the couch my mom was outside with jj and jay was in the room watching a movie i walked in and then walked out because i didnt want to be anywhere by him until he realize he was wrong . he grabbed me and threw me on the bed then he got on top of me and bite my neck hard as hell
bey-what the hell shawn
jay-why you havent talk to me all day
bey-because im mad at you
jay-bey really
bey-yes really you got mad at me for nothing
jay-*sighs*i know and im sorry
bey-that is what i been waiting for a sorry thats all i wanted *kisses him*
jay-well i gave it to you
bey-yes you did now get up
jay-what i thought we could have make up sex
bey-haha nope now get up
jay-please
bey-maybe later and remember momma is still here
jay-oh yeah fine
bey and jay watched tv until about 12 that night jay told bey he was gonna go out for a few hours and bey said that was fine she feel asleep . and the next morning jay wasnt there and bey thought nothing of it she thought that he probably went to kanye house to rest and then come home.
2 WEEKS LATER jay havent showed up to the house and bey is really worried
(bey)
i havent seen jay or heard from him in 2 weeks this is not like him he usually calls and let me no something i dont know told day im going to see what happened and im really sad jay isnt here he always came to the kids doctors appts. i hope he is ok and is not cheating . i decided to bring jj and blue with me to the doctor appt. they have been asking about jay especially blue because she is a daddy girl . im not mad at her hey if she like her father more then oh well.. jj is a momma's boy so im cool . i got the kids dressed and then i got dressed and i grabbed my purse and phone and we left when we got there we had to wait for about 10 minutes then we went in the room the doctors looked through some papers then he told me lay back and i did then he put the jelly stuff on my belly for some reason it was cold i donr remember it being cold because both of my ultra-sounds i had with jj and blue the jelly was warm but anyways he spreaded the jelly around and i looked at the screen he showed blue and jj the arm and head and everything and they seemed amazed and excited to meet the baby then finnaly the time came
doctor-ms.carter your having a
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lol im kidding imma keep going
doctor-ms.carter your having another baby girl
bey-YESS!!!!
blue-yay
jj-i want a bother
bey-aww baby i know but you are going to have another sister
jj-thats too many girls mommy
bey-lol i know baby
bey and her kids left and they stop to get something to eat they went to a nice restaurant to eat
blue-mommy im hungry
bey-i know you got to wait till the food comes
blue-i know
bey-ok guess what your sister name gonna be
blue-what
bey-Brooklyn Giselle carter
blue- i like that
jj-when is daddy coming back i miss him
bey-me too baby
they talked and ate some more then they went home when they got there bey gave them both a bath together then got them dressed . after they got dressed they went in bey room so they could talk
bey-ok yall know mommy is pregnant and daddy is not here i dont know where he is but thats besides the point i dont want yall being bad or causing problem because its not good for the baby ok
blue-ok
jj-ok
(bey)
i talked to them a little more then i put them in there own bed sometimes they sleep with me and some times they dont after they went to sleep i went in my room to talked to the baby it was so many emotions running around my mind i was happy, sad, scared, nervous, mad , angry every feeling you could think of i need jay here i mean before he left we were good anyways i talked to my baby girl i told her "so i guess your the last one huh? because after you baby girl mommy not having anymore lol i love you with all my heart already hopefully you will be a mommies girl lol i cant wait to hold you brook brook i like that . that is going to be your nick name baby you like that name" she kicked and i knew she was listening to what i was say i continued"ill take that as a yes lol i already know your gonna be beautiful like your older sister im going to warn you blue is mean lol but she can be nice at time its ok but your bother is the jealous type like your daddy speaking of daddy i dont know where he is right now but im sure he will be back by the time you get here i love you brooklyn" then i rubbed my stomach and just touching it just so i could feel her kick i started tearing up im so pissed jay isn't here to feel her kick i decided to text him to see will he respond
(text to jay) jay baby where are you i miss you so much and the kids do too and baby girl wants you to feel her kick
2 minutes past
(text from jay)wait what baby girl omg bey i forgot all about that im sorry baby
(text to jay )yes we are having a girl but jay where are you
(bey)
i waited and waited for him to repond but he didnt i got mad again . i sat in the bed and i got a sharp pain in my stomach but nothing to serious i tried to lay down but no position was comfortable she kept kicking me i tried to rub my belly so she could stop but she didnt i know only if jay was her she would stop . i just went downstairs and made me something to eat it calmed her down a little bit but she would still kick me it seemed like every time when i closed my eyes she wold kick . i layed on my side facing the side were jay sleep at brooklyn calmed on and i knew she missed jay and so did i. i grabbed his pillow he sleeps on and cried myself to sleep
TO BE CONTINUED
i got to the hospital and i asked the doctors if i can see my momma and they said that they are still working on her they said that they dont know if she will make it and i broke down i need my momma in my life and if i lose her i lose myself i need my momma. i went to the waiting room it was only me and solange we held each other and cried for hours until the nurse said we had to leave .. the next day i went to the hospital and they told me that my mother was doing better but she couldnt have any visitors and i dont know why i mean if she is doing better then why cant i see her but whatever ... a few days past and my mom was finally able to come home i brung her to my house because the doctor said imma have to keep a eye on her for a few days. its about 7 something today is friday me and jay is NOT on good terms right now because he thinks everything is about him this is what happened we was watching a movie last night then his phone started ringing i was like jay go in the living room or something and he was like no so he stayed in the room and talked on the phone for like a hour so i got up and went in the guestroom and started watching the movie and he got mad at me and right now i dont even care because i didnt start this so whatever. i went downstairs and my mom and jay was talking. the kids was in the living room to but they were watching something idk what it was i walked past jay and he was looking at me and i mouthed to him 'what the fuck was he looking at' when my mom wasn't looking he gave me the finger and i did the same thing then walked into the kitchen and started to try and make me something to eat i remember solange teaching me how to make chicken and mac and cheese so that's what im going to try and make i got all the stuff out to make the food my mom asked me if i needed some help and i said no . OK so i know how to do this i remember she said to ummmm. oh yeah pour the grease in the pan and then put some season on the chicken and put it in the flour then the pot thats simple. i did all that and i forgot to turn the stove on . i took the chicken out the pot and threw it away i tried again then i burnt it so i just said fuck it and i walked away jay started laughing so i hit him on the head . i went upstairs and got dressed well. i tried to but NONE OF MY CLOTHES FIT i was so pissed i head to but on some sweats and i got in my car and went to the mall . while i was there people was taking pictures and coming up to me asking for autographs and everything even though i was mad i still manage to put a smile on my face .some people saw my bump in my belly and was touching it i didn't like it at all but i let them do it . after i bought me some clothes i noticed i had me and jay's black card i used his of course because i only spend my money on my kids ha . i was going to go to Kelly house she has a knew house and her and trey are legally separated when i got there she wasn't there i was so mad. so i went to solange house and of course her ass wasn't there either so i decided to get some food then go home . i went home blue was sleep on the couch my mom was outside with jj and jay was in the room watching a movie i walked in and then walked out because i didnt want to be anywhere by him until he realize he was wrong . he grabbed me and threw me on the bed then he got on top of me and bite my neck hard as hell
bey-what the hell shawn
jay-why you havent talk to me all day
bey-because im mad at you
jay-bey really
bey-yes really you got mad at me for nothing
jay-*sighs*i know and im sorry
bey-that is what i been waiting for a sorry thats all i wanted *kisses him*
jay-well i gave it to you
bey-yes you did now get up
jay-what i thought we could have make up sex
bey-haha nope now get up
jay-please
bey-maybe later and remember momma is still here
jay-oh yeah fine
bey and jay watched tv until about 12 that night jay told bey he was gonna go out for a few hours and bey said that was fine she feel asleep . and the next morning jay wasnt there and bey thought nothing of it she thought that he probably went to kanye house to rest and then come home.
2 WEEKS LATER jay havent showed up to the house and bey is really worried
(bey)
i havent seen jay or heard from him in 2 weeks this is not like him he usually calls and let me no something i dont know told day im going to see what happened and im really sad jay isnt here he always came to the kids doctors appts. i hope he is ok and is not cheating . i decided to bring jj and blue with me to the doctor appt. they have been asking about jay especially blue because she is a daddy girl . im not mad at her hey if she like her father more then oh well.. jj is a momma's boy so im cool . i got the kids dressed and then i got dressed and i grabbed my purse and phone and we left when we got there we had to wait for about 10 minutes then we went in the room the doctors looked through some papers then he told me lay back and i did then he put the jelly stuff on my belly for some reason it was cold i donr remember it being cold because both of my ultra-sounds i had with jj and blue the jelly was warm but anyways he spreaded the jelly around and i looked at the screen he showed blue and jj the arm and head and everything and they seemed amazed and excited to meet the baby then finnaly the time came
doctor-ms.carter your having a
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lol im kidding imma keep going
doctor-ms.carter your having another baby girl
bey-YESS!!!!
blue-yay
jj-i want a bother
bey-aww baby i know but you are going to have another sister
jj-thats too many girls mommy
bey-lol i know baby
bey and her kids left and they stop to get something to eat they went to a nice restaurant to eat
blue-mommy im hungry
bey-i know you got to wait till the food comes
blue-i know
bey-ok guess what your sister name gonna be
blue-what
bey-Brooklyn Giselle carter
blue- i like that
jj-when is daddy coming back i miss him
bey-me too baby
they talked and ate some more then they went home when they got there bey gave them both a bath together then got them dressed . after they got dressed they went in bey room so they could talk
bey-ok yall know mommy is pregnant and daddy is not here i dont know where he is but thats besides the point i dont want yall being bad or causing problem because its not good for the baby ok
blue-ok
jj-ok
(bey)
i talked to them a little more then i put them in there own bed sometimes they sleep with me and some times they dont after they went to sleep i went in my room to talked to the baby it was so many emotions running around my mind i was happy, sad, scared, nervous, mad , angry every feeling you could think of i need jay here i mean before he left we were good anyways i talked to my baby girl i told her "so i guess your the last one huh? because after you baby girl mommy not having anymore lol i love you with all my heart already hopefully you will be a mommies girl lol i cant wait to hold you brook brook i like that . that is going to be your nick name baby you like that name" she kicked and i knew she was listening to what i was say i continued"ill take that as a yes lol i already know your gonna be beautiful like your older sister im going to warn you blue is mean lol but she can be nice at time its ok but your bother is the jealous type like your daddy speaking of daddy i dont know where he is right now but im sure he will be back by the time you get here i love you brooklyn" then i rubbed my stomach and just touching it just so i could feel her kick i started tearing up im so pissed jay isn't here to feel her kick i decided to text him to see will he respond
(text to jay) jay baby where are you i miss you so much and the kids do too and baby girl wants you to feel her kick
2 minutes past
(text from jay)wait what baby girl omg bey i forgot all about that im sorry baby
(text to jay )yes we are having a girl but jay where are you
(bey)
i waited and waited for him to repond but he didnt i got mad again . i sat in the bed and i got a sharp pain in my stomach but nothing to serious i tried to lay down but no position was comfortable she kept kicking me i tried to rub my belly so she could stop but she didnt i know only if jay was her she would stop . i just went downstairs and made me something to eat it calmed her down a little bit but she would still kick me it seemed like every time when i closed my eyes she wold kick . i layed on my side facing the side were jay sleep at brooklyn calmed on and i knew she missed jay and so did i. i grabbed his pillow he sleeps on and cried myself to sleep
TO BE CONTINUED
Sunday, November 25, 2012
omg mama tina
(bey)
oh shit im sitting in the back of a police car hand cuffed i dont have my phone or nothing im cold as hell because im wearing shorts and a t-shirt they better give me some more clothes to put . we got to the jail house about 30 minutes later and they let me but on some other clothes and i sat in there with my head down
(jay)
i went downstairs and bey wasnt down there i tried to call her phone but it was upstairs i dont know where she went she could have at least told me were she was going . jj woke up and asked where bey was and i said i didnt know and he said why did i lose mommy and i said i didnt lose mommy little man she left
jj-is she coming back
jay-of course
jj-when i wanna see mommy
RING RING RING
jay-hello
-you have a collect call from *beyonce knowles* would you like to accept the charges?
jay-yes!
bey-omg jay i need you to come get me
jay-when did you go to jail
bey-this is no time to talk ill explain later just come get me please
jay-ok imma get jj ready and im on my way
bey-thanks baby i love you
jay-i love you too
(jay)
i got jj dressed then we headed to the jail i asked the lady could i make bail for beyonce and they said no because she had to go to court and she cant be release until she go to court tomorrow asked if i could see her and they said yes and then they took me and jj to a room wear bey came in wearing handcuffs they took them off her and i hugged her
bey-baby im ready to go home
jay-i know but you cant
bey-what why
jay-they said i cant make bail for you until you go to court tomorrow
bey-what the fuck im pregnant jay im hungry my head hurts im cold im sleepy and your telling me i have to stay in this jail house until i go to court tomorrow oh hell no you better figure out something because im not staying in here all night
jay-ok let me call kanye he said he had some connections he might can help
bey-ok
jay step out to talk to kanye while jj talked to bey jay talked to kanye for about 20 minutes then he came back saying that bey could leave but she had to come back in the morning and go to court .bey went and but on her clothes she was wearing then they left bey and jay deiced to pick blue up early from school then they went home
THE NEXT DAY: COURT DAY
bey lawyer was there talking to her about things that could happened bey was calm she tried to look professional so she wore a suit and everything outside the court house there were camera men and people taking pictures and fans and everything bey just ignored it and the judge came in and sat down and the dude said all rise court is now in session
judge-ok so beyonce i have a statement from ms.keri hilson saying you beat her up outside of the school house are you crazy ? why would you do something like this outside of a school house all that fame and people calling you the queen must have got to your head but as long as you are in this court room none of that matter you are wrong for what you did
bey-your honor i can explain
judge-dont cut me off im going to let ms.hilson explain first
keri hilson walked to the stand to tell her story
keri-ok well i have been teaching her daughter blue for a few months and she is very bad she hit on the other kids and everything that day when miss beyonce came she asked if she could talk to me outside and i agreed then when we got out there she started cussing at me then she hit me and i didnt hit her back because i knew she was pregnant
judge-*to bey* wait your pregnant and your fighting you really got some nerve dont you ms. hilson please continue
keri-ok well i fell to the ground and she got on me and keep hitting me then she left and thats when i called the cops and here we are
judge-ok thank you now beyonce you can come tell your story
bey walked up to the stand and when she walked passed keri she smiled and winked at bey
bey-well ok she was my baby teacher but my daughter used to always tell me how this little girl always use to pick on her and my baby only hit her once and i beat her for that i asked my daughter why she didnt tell on the girl she said because ms.hilson told her to shut up and that nobody cared about her problem and if you all think im lying you can ask my daughter she is right there *points to blue*but anywho i went up to the school and got her classes changed and i asked her if we could talk and she side yea i asked her did she say that to my daughter and she said yes then i asked why and she said because nobdy care about you or that little bitch you call daughter now your honor you would get mad too if someone called your daughter a bitch so i did hit her
judge-*to keri*why did you leave this part out of the story you know what i heard enough keri you needed to get hit beyonce im sorry but your free to go
bey-thank you
bey and jay and the kids went home and bey ran herself a nice hot bath while jay cooked them some lunch bey was so mad that she tried to lie she just forgot about it and just relaxed after she got done she went to eat what jay cooked and after that jay and blue went out while bey and jj stayed home . they wear watching finding nemo and jj asked about the baby
jj-mommy were is the baby
bey-he or she is in mommies belly
jj-why
bey-so they can grow
jj-i dont get it
bey-the baby is growing inside of mommy and after she gets done growing she is going to come out and see you
jj-when and how do you know its a girl
bey-i dont know if it's a girl yet but next month we will see
jj-when can i see the baby
bey-in a few months
jj-can i hold her
bey-not yet she is not here yet and we dont know if its a girl
jj-i know
bey-you wanna feel him or her in my belly
jj-yes
bey-ok let me see you hand
jj-*gives her his hand*
bey-*puts his hand on her stomach*
jj-oh my i feel it
bey-*giggles*did you just say oh my lol boy you are too much
jj-wow mommy i cant wait till it comes
bey-i thought you didnt want a new brother or sister
jj- i do now
bey-are you going to be nice to him or her
jj-yes
bey-ok
blue-*running in the house*MOMMY MOMMY guess what
bey-what
blue-daddy bought me this *shows her a barbie doll*
bey-she is beautiful baby what is her name
blue-ummmm *thinks of a name* giselle
bey-thats my middle name
blue-i know but its her first name
bey-oh ok
jay-*kisses bey*hay baby did yall have fun today
bey-yea we relaxed and bonded and talked about the new baby
jay-*rubs her belly*how is lil man doing
bey-lil man? this is another girl boo
jay-nope its another boy
bey-whatever it better be a girl because girls run the world aint that right blue
blue-yes ma'am *highs 5's bey*
jay-what blue you going to take her side when i just bought you a doll
blue-its not a doll her name is giselle get it right dad
bey-yea get it right dad *winks at him*
jay-well excuse me
jj-daddy you didnt buy me a toy
bey-its ok son ill buy you one when we go to the store
jj-you promise
bey-yes i do
jj-*sticks his tongue out at blue*
blue-*slaps him*
bey-*hits her hand*dont hit you brother
blue-but he started it
bey- i dont car he is younger then you ok
blue-ok
bey-now say sorry
blue-im sorry jj *hugs him*
jj-its ok
they spent some family time then they ate dinner and bey gave blue and jj a bath and put them to sleep then her and jay took a shower and bey put on one of his shirts and boxer and jay put on some boxer and they both layed in bed and talked
bey-its that time again
jay-for what
bey-baby names duh
jay-oh yeah im picking this time because you picked blue and jj name
bey-no we agreed on them
jay-whatever i like Brooklyn Giselle carter
bey-to be honest i do to thats gone be her name
jay-well no because its a boy and his name is going to be shawn corey cater
bey-i dont want a jr.
jay-but i do
bey-ugh fine whatever your heart desire because i know its a girl
jay-whatever
bey and jay fell asleep then the next morning bey woke up to a phone call from solange
bey-*sleepy voice*hello
solo-*crying*bey its momma come quick
bey-what wait what is wrong with her
solo-she is having a heart attack
bey-*gasp* call the ambulance and im on my way
oh shit im sitting in the back of a police car hand cuffed i dont have my phone or nothing im cold as hell because im wearing shorts and a t-shirt they better give me some more clothes to put . we got to the jail house about 30 minutes later and they let me but on some other clothes and i sat in there with my head down
(jay)
i went downstairs and bey wasnt down there i tried to call her phone but it was upstairs i dont know where she went she could have at least told me were she was going . jj woke up and asked where bey was and i said i didnt know and he said why did i lose mommy and i said i didnt lose mommy little man she left
jj-is she coming back
jay-of course
jj-when i wanna see mommy
RING RING RING
jay-hello
-you have a collect call from *beyonce knowles* would you like to accept the charges?
jay-yes!
bey-omg jay i need you to come get me
jay-when did you go to jail
bey-this is no time to talk ill explain later just come get me please
jay-ok imma get jj ready and im on my way
bey-thanks baby i love you
jay-i love you too
(jay)
i got jj dressed then we headed to the jail i asked the lady could i make bail for beyonce and they said no because she had to go to court and she cant be release until she go to court tomorrow asked if i could see her and they said yes and then they took me and jj to a room wear bey came in wearing handcuffs they took them off her and i hugged her
bey-baby im ready to go home
jay-i know but you cant
bey-what why
jay-they said i cant make bail for you until you go to court tomorrow
bey-what the fuck im pregnant jay im hungry my head hurts im cold im sleepy and your telling me i have to stay in this jail house until i go to court tomorrow oh hell no you better figure out something because im not staying in here all night
jay-ok let me call kanye he said he had some connections he might can help
bey-ok
jay step out to talk to kanye while jj talked to bey jay talked to kanye for about 20 minutes then he came back saying that bey could leave but she had to come back in the morning and go to court .bey went and but on her clothes she was wearing then they left bey and jay deiced to pick blue up early from school then they went home
THE NEXT DAY: COURT DAY
bey lawyer was there talking to her about things that could happened bey was calm she tried to look professional so she wore a suit and everything outside the court house there were camera men and people taking pictures and fans and everything bey just ignored it and the judge came in and sat down and the dude said all rise court is now in session
judge-ok so beyonce i have a statement from ms.keri hilson saying you beat her up outside of the school house are you crazy ? why would you do something like this outside of a school house all that fame and people calling you the queen must have got to your head but as long as you are in this court room none of that matter you are wrong for what you did
bey-your honor i can explain
judge-dont cut me off im going to let ms.hilson explain first
keri hilson walked to the stand to tell her story
keri-ok well i have been teaching her daughter blue for a few months and she is very bad she hit on the other kids and everything that day when miss beyonce came she asked if she could talk to me outside and i agreed then when we got out there she started cussing at me then she hit me and i didnt hit her back because i knew she was pregnant
judge-*to bey* wait your pregnant and your fighting you really got some nerve dont you ms. hilson please continue
keri-ok well i fell to the ground and she got on me and keep hitting me then she left and thats when i called the cops and here we are
judge-ok thank you now beyonce you can come tell your story
bey walked up to the stand and when she walked passed keri she smiled and winked at bey
bey-well ok she was my baby teacher but my daughter used to always tell me how this little girl always use to pick on her and my baby only hit her once and i beat her for that i asked my daughter why she didnt tell on the girl she said because ms.hilson told her to shut up and that nobody cared about her problem and if you all think im lying you can ask my daughter she is right there *points to blue*but anywho i went up to the school and got her classes changed and i asked her if we could talk and she side yea i asked her did she say that to my daughter and she said yes then i asked why and she said because nobdy care about you or that little bitch you call daughter now your honor you would get mad too if someone called your daughter a bitch so i did hit her
judge-*to keri*why did you leave this part out of the story you know what i heard enough keri you needed to get hit beyonce im sorry but your free to go
bey-thank you
bey and jay and the kids went home and bey ran herself a nice hot bath while jay cooked them some lunch bey was so mad that she tried to lie she just forgot about it and just relaxed after she got done she went to eat what jay cooked and after that jay and blue went out while bey and jj stayed home . they wear watching finding nemo and jj asked about the baby
jj-mommy were is the baby
bey-he or she is in mommies belly
jj-why
bey-so they can grow
jj-i dont get it
bey-the baby is growing inside of mommy and after she gets done growing she is going to come out and see you
jj-when and how do you know its a girl
bey-i dont know if it's a girl yet but next month we will see
jj-when can i see the baby
bey-in a few months
jj-can i hold her
bey-not yet she is not here yet and we dont know if its a girl
jj-i know
bey-you wanna feel him or her in my belly
jj-yes
bey-ok let me see you hand
jj-*gives her his hand*
bey-*puts his hand on her stomach*
jj-oh my i feel it
bey-*giggles*did you just say oh my lol boy you are too much
jj-wow mommy i cant wait till it comes
bey-i thought you didnt want a new brother or sister
jj- i do now
bey-are you going to be nice to him or her
jj-yes
bey-ok
blue-*running in the house*MOMMY MOMMY guess what
bey-what
blue-daddy bought me this *shows her a barbie doll*
bey-she is beautiful baby what is her name
blue-ummmm *thinks of a name* giselle
bey-thats my middle name
blue-i know but its her first name
bey-oh ok
jay-*kisses bey*hay baby did yall have fun today
bey-yea we relaxed and bonded and talked about the new baby
jay-*rubs her belly*how is lil man doing
bey-lil man? this is another girl boo
jay-nope its another boy
bey-whatever it better be a girl because girls run the world aint that right blue
blue-yes ma'am *highs 5's bey*
jay-what blue you going to take her side when i just bought you a doll
blue-its not a doll her name is giselle get it right dad
bey-yea get it right dad *winks at him*
jay-well excuse me
jj-daddy you didnt buy me a toy
bey-its ok son ill buy you one when we go to the store
jj-you promise
bey-yes i do
jj-*sticks his tongue out at blue*
blue-*slaps him*
bey-*hits her hand*dont hit you brother
blue-but he started it
bey- i dont car he is younger then you ok
blue-ok
bey-now say sorry
blue-im sorry jj *hugs him*
jj-its ok
they spent some family time then they ate dinner and bey gave blue and jj a bath and put them to sleep then her and jay took a shower and bey put on one of his shirts and boxer and jay put on some boxer and they both layed in bed and talked
bey-its that time again
jay-for what
bey-baby names duh
jay-oh yeah im picking this time because you picked blue and jj name
bey-no we agreed on them
jay-whatever i like Brooklyn Giselle carter
bey-to be honest i do to thats gone be her name
jay-well no because its a boy and his name is going to be shawn corey cater
bey-i dont want a jr.
jay-but i do
bey-ugh fine whatever your heart desire because i know its a girl
jay-whatever
bey and jay fell asleep then the next morning bey woke up to a phone call from solange
bey-*sleepy voice*hello
solo-*crying*bey its momma come quick
bey-what wait what is wrong with her
solo-she is having a heart attack
bey-*gasp* call the ambulance and im on my way
Saturday, November 24, 2012
locked up
(bey)
shit. why the fuck is usher at my door and this time im not dreaming ugh imma act like im not home . i went upstairs and got in the bed and jay was still sleep thank god. usher kept knocking on the door and it woke jay up
jay-bey do you not here someone knocking on the door
bey-yea i didnt feel like answering it who ever it is can come back
jay-your so damn lazy *shakes his head*is dont make no damn since
bey-whatever jay fine you want me to get the door fine i will
jay-no just stay in the bed ill get it
*the knocking stopped*
(jay)
for some reason today im not in the mood for bey bullshit i got dressed and slammed the door and went to pick up my kids from solange house and they ran to me
blue-dadddddddddy
jay-*picks her up *hey baby girl did you have fun
blue-yes
jj-daddy i want to get picked up too
jay-*puts blue down*ok lil man *picks him up*
jj-daddy blue was using bad words
jay-oh really
blue-i wasnt im a good girl
jay-sure you are baby but we have to get home
blue-ok
jay and the kids got home and jay went upstairs and saw be sleep with the tv on he kissed her on the cheek and bey smiled in her sleep then he pulled the overs up on her then patted her but and walked out
jay and the kids went outside and played then jay went in the house to make them a snack then after the ate the snack they feel asleep jay just sat on the couch until he heard bey whispering his name from the top of the step she called him with her finger and they went in the room and layed down bey had her head on his chest and he was holding her
bey-jay imma take blue to school tomorrow because i got to talk to ms.hilson ass
jay-ok that cool
bey-i felt you kiss me when i was sleep
jay-oh did you
bey-yup
jay-oh but your daughter is bad as hell
bey-*sighs*what she do now
jay-all that cussing
bey-she get it from solange
jay-yea she is not gonna be going over there often
bey-yup but jay i think you should wake then up because they still need to eat dinner and if they sleep all day blue is not gonna want to go to sleep tonight
jay-your right
bey-if you want to relax ill do it
jay-no ill do it you relax because i know your pregnant so just lay in bed
bey-thanks baby *kisses him*
jay got up and woke blue and jj up jj started crying and jay told him to stop crying . jay gave blue and jj a bath then he started to cook dinner while they were in bey room talking to her
jj-mommy am i these many *puts up 4 fingers*
bey-not yet baby your 3 *puts up 3 fingers*
jj-when am i gonna bey this many *puts up 4 fingers*
bey-june 4th
jj-oh ok mommy you wove me wight?
bey-yes baby why would you ask that
jj-when we was at aunty house blue said you didnt
bey-blue did you tell your brother that
blue-*watching tv*no
bey-look at me when im talking to you
blue-*looks at her*no i didnt say that mommy
bey-so he lying right
blue-yes
bey-*to jj*did she really say that tell the truth
jj-no
bey-why did you lie
jj-i dont know
jay-*yelling from downstairs*COME EAT
bey-come on babies yall hungry
both-yes
(bey)
we all went downstairs to eat jay prayed then we started eating i whispered to jay was he ready to tell the kids about the new baby and he said yea so i told them to stop eating and they did then i held jay's hand
bey-yall are going to have another brother or sister
blue-oh lord not again wasnt jj enough
jay-blue you need to learn some respect i swear you are just like your aunt
blue-i love my aunt
bey- i bet you did but jj you didnt say nothing
jj-because i dont want another brother or sister then you not gonna wove me
bey-jayshawn baby i will always love you ok your my first baby boy so you will always have a special place in my heart
jj-yayyyy!
(jay)
we finished eating then i put blue to sleep in her room then jj wanted to sleep with me and bey i picked him up and we went into the room and bey had on her reading glasses and was reading a book then she looked up at us and sat the book on the table then she grabbed jj and she held him like he was a baby and she started kissing all over him he started giggling then bey let him go and he went to the end of the bed and started watching cartoon while me and bey was flirting i was whispering in her ear and she was giggling i guess all the giggling made jj mad because he looked back and told us to shhhh i started kissing on bey neck and she started moaning quietly and biting her lips i didnt take it any further because my son was in the room after me and bey stop doing what we was doing jj came and layed between us then we all feel asleep . the next morning bey got up and put some sweats on then she got blue dresses and the left to go to blue school
(bey)
i got something for this ms.hilson bitch . me and blue got to the school and they put her in her new class room which was ms.harris then i went to ms.hilson class and asked her if i could talk to her outside she agreed and we went outside i wanted to whoop her ass right then and there but i didnt
bey-did you tell my baby to shut up and that nobody cares about her problems? because i sure do and you betta not sit here and lie because im ready to beat your ass right now
ms.hilson-yes i did
bey-why
ms.hilson-cuz i really dont care about you or your lil bitch you call daughter
bey-bitch did you just call my daughter a bitch oh hell no
(bey)
i took of my jacket to my sweat suit and i punched that bitch in the face and she fell to the ground i got on top of her and kept hitting her then i got in my car and left her laying there i ran into the house and jay was still sleep with jj in the bed i shook jay to wake him up and he woke up i told him everything that happened then he told me to calm down and breath i did then i layed in bed with my arm over my eyes me and jay and jj layed in the bed for about 2 hours then there was a knock on the door i thought it was usher coming back but it wasnt it was the police my heart sank to my stomach and then i opened the door
bey-how may i help you all today
officer-are you beyonce knowles
bey-yes i am
officer-your coming with us
to be continued
shit. why the fuck is usher at my door and this time im not dreaming ugh imma act like im not home . i went upstairs and got in the bed and jay was still sleep thank god. usher kept knocking on the door and it woke jay up
jay-bey do you not here someone knocking on the door
bey-yea i didnt feel like answering it who ever it is can come back
jay-your so damn lazy *shakes his head*is dont make no damn since
bey-whatever jay fine you want me to get the door fine i will
jay-no just stay in the bed ill get it
*the knocking stopped*
(jay)
for some reason today im not in the mood for bey bullshit i got dressed and slammed the door and went to pick up my kids from solange house and they ran to me
blue-dadddddddddy
jay-*picks her up *hey baby girl did you have fun
blue-yes
jj-daddy i want to get picked up too
jay-*puts blue down*ok lil man *picks him up*
jj-daddy blue was using bad words
jay-oh really
blue-i wasnt im a good girl
jay-sure you are baby but we have to get home
blue-ok
jay and the kids got home and jay went upstairs and saw be sleep with the tv on he kissed her on the cheek and bey smiled in her sleep then he pulled the overs up on her then patted her but and walked out
jay and the kids went outside and played then jay went in the house to make them a snack then after the ate the snack they feel asleep jay just sat on the couch until he heard bey whispering his name from the top of the step she called him with her finger and they went in the room and layed down bey had her head on his chest and he was holding her
bey-jay imma take blue to school tomorrow because i got to talk to ms.hilson ass
jay-ok that cool
bey-i felt you kiss me when i was sleep
jay-oh did you
bey-yup
jay-oh but your daughter is bad as hell
bey-*sighs*what she do now
jay-all that cussing
bey-she get it from solange
jay-yea she is not gonna be going over there often
bey-yup but jay i think you should wake then up because they still need to eat dinner and if they sleep all day blue is not gonna want to go to sleep tonight
jay-your right
bey-if you want to relax ill do it
jay-no ill do it you relax because i know your pregnant so just lay in bed
bey-thanks baby *kisses him*
jay got up and woke blue and jj up jj started crying and jay told him to stop crying . jay gave blue and jj a bath then he started to cook dinner while they were in bey room talking to her
jj-mommy am i these many *puts up 4 fingers*
bey-not yet baby your 3 *puts up 3 fingers*
jj-when am i gonna bey this many *puts up 4 fingers*
bey-june 4th
jj-oh ok mommy you wove me wight?
bey-yes baby why would you ask that
jj-when we was at aunty house blue said you didnt
bey-blue did you tell your brother that
blue-*watching tv*no
bey-look at me when im talking to you
blue-*looks at her*no i didnt say that mommy
bey-so he lying right
blue-yes
bey-*to jj*did she really say that tell the truth
jj-no
bey-why did you lie
jj-i dont know
jay-*yelling from downstairs*COME EAT
bey-come on babies yall hungry
both-yes
(bey)
we all went downstairs to eat jay prayed then we started eating i whispered to jay was he ready to tell the kids about the new baby and he said yea so i told them to stop eating and they did then i held jay's hand
bey-yall are going to have another brother or sister
blue-oh lord not again wasnt jj enough
jay-blue you need to learn some respect i swear you are just like your aunt
blue-i love my aunt
bey- i bet you did but jj you didnt say nothing
jj-because i dont want another brother or sister then you not gonna wove me
bey-jayshawn baby i will always love you ok your my first baby boy so you will always have a special place in my heart
jj-yayyyy!
(jay)
we finished eating then i put blue to sleep in her room then jj wanted to sleep with me and bey i picked him up and we went into the room and bey had on her reading glasses and was reading a book then she looked up at us and sat the book on the table then she grabbed jj and she held him like he was a baby and she started kissing all over him he started giggling then bey let him go and he went to the end of the bed and started watching cartoon while me and bey was flirting i was whispering in her ear and she was giggling i guess all the giggling made jj mad because he looked back and told us to shhhh i started kissing on bey neck and she started moaning quietly and biting her lips i didnt take it any further because my son was in the room after me and bey stop doing what we was doing jj came and layed between us then we all feel asleep . the next morning bey got up and put some sweats on then she got blue dresses and the left to go to blue school
(bey)
i got something for this ms.hilson bitch . me and blue got to the school and they put her in her new class room which was ms.harris then i went to ms.hilson class and asked her if i could talk to her outside she agreed and we went outside i wanted to whoop her ass right then and there but i didnt
bey-did you tell my baby to shut up and that nobody cares about her problems? because i sure do and you betta not sit here and lie because im ready to beat your ass right now
ms.hilson-yes i did
bey-why
ms.hilson-cuz i really dont care about you or your lil bitch you call daughter
bey-bitch did you just call my daughter a bitch oh hell no
(bey)
i took of my jacket to my sweat suit and i punched that bitch in the face and she fell to the ground i got on top of her and kept hitting her then i got in my car and left her laying there i ran into the house and jay was still sleep with jj in the bed i shook jay to wake him up and he woke up i told him everything that happened then he told me to calm down and breath i did then i layed in bed with my arm over my eyes me and jay and jj layed in the bed for about 2 hours then there was a knock on the door i thought it was usher coming back but it wasnt it was the police my heart sank to my stomach and then i opened the door
bey-how may i help you all today
officer-are you beyonce knowles
bey-yes i am
officer-your coming with us
to be continued
who is it now?
blue-ooooooooooo jj what are you doing?
jj-nothing
blue-im telling
blue ran down the stairs and ran right up to solange
blue-aunty jj was playing with your make up he got it all over your wall and everything
*SOLANGE PHONE RINGS*
solo-hello
bey-thank god you answered can you watch blu and jj again
solo-i cant watch blue but jj bout to get his little ass beat
bey-why what happened
solo-that little nigga was in my make up and he got it on my wall
bey-ughh please solange please i need to get the dick tonight so please
solo-you already did blue told me about how she caught you fucking a few months ago you need to learn how to keep your damn legs closed
bey-please solange
solo-fine bitch you lucky i love you
bey-yup im the lucky one bye *hangs up*
solo-tyty she is a rude bitch
tyty-yes she is her ol stupid nappy headed ass
solo-tell me why the bitch just called me talking bout keep her kids while she fuck
tyty-you right she cant keep her legs closed
solo-watch how she be walking tomorrow
tyty-yup
blue-aunty why mommy always fucking
solo-*laughing* stop saying that for your mama kill me
tyty-wait aint the hoe pregnant
solo-yes she talking bout its good for the baby
tyty-when jay beat the baby head in they gone sit there acting surprise
solo-ty shut the hell up *laughs*
(bey)
me and jay are going out tonight i put on a dress and some heels and we left we went to the restaurant that was really fun the entertainment was funny kevin heart was there kat Williams and mike epps it was supper fun when we got home me and jay took a shower together then i changed into some pj's it was only 8 something i called and checked on my babies and solange said they were doing fine after i got off the phone i went to the fridge to get something for me and my baby to eat im only 3 months but it seems like im 8 months im not showing that much but you can see alittle i went in the fridge and look to see what we had i got some pickles, kool-aid, ice cream, chips and i heated me up a left over steak and i ate it was good to me shawn looked at me like i was crazy but hey what my baby want is what my baby get . after i ate i went and sat on jay lap facing him my hormones was racing i kissed him and he played with my hair i started grinding on him but he stopped me i was mad i started pouting then he picked me up and took me to the room he layed me down and took off my clothes and went down on me and was circling my clit with his tongue then he stuck two fingers in me and i went crazy i was yelling his name and moving trying to get away he pent my legs down so i couldnt get away he ate me for about 20 minutes and i came he stopped and headed for the door i raised my headed up really fast
bey-were are you going
jay-downstairs
bey-jay if you dont get cho ass over here and fuck me imma going to cut cho balls off
jay-you gone have to beg
bey-jay you know i hate begging
jay-well i guess you dont want it
bey-i do
jay-beg
bey-pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee jayy i need it
jay-need what
bey-please dont make me say it
jay-well i guess ill leave
bey-ughhhh fine jay i need your dick pleaseeeee give it to me
jay-that better
(jay)
i wanna play with her to night so i walked over to her and pulled out my lil friend bey just started at it then i opened her legs wide then i put the tip in and took it out really fast "nope you aint beg hard enough"i said she grabbed me and put my dick inside of her and she told me to fuck her like she was one of my hoes i was shocked i dont know what has gotten into her but hey im not complaining i went slow so i can open her up then when i did i want faster
bey-uuhhhhh jayyyyyyyyyyy deeeeeepperr
jay-nope not yet
bey-please *moans* shit baby deeper
jay-*goes deeper*thats how you like it huh?
bey-mmmmm *bits her lips* yesss baby i love it
jay-*goes harder*shiit im bout to cumm
bey-i want you to cum inside of me
(bey)
jay came and the warm sensation made me we went at it for about 2 hours then we both came again and he just layed his head on my chest and he was stilll inside of me
bey-*giggles*jayy can you pull out of me
jay-oh yeah *pulls out slow*
bey-*moans* mmm i would go for round to but im tired
jay-me too
jay and bey fell asleep and the next morning bey got up and took a shower then she just put a robe on she cooked some eggs and then sat in the couch there was a knock on the door bey looked out the window she though it was solange but when she look out the window all she could say was "shit"
TO BE CONTINUED
IM SORRY THIS WAS SHORT I GOT A HEAD ACHE
beyandjayslove.blogspot.com
jj-nothing
blue-im telling
blue ran down the stairs and ran right up to solange
blue-aunty jj was playing with your make up he got it all over your wall and everything
*SOLANGE PHONE RINGS*
solo-hello
bey-thank god you answered can you watch blu and jj again
solo-i cant watch blue but jj bout to get his little ass beat
bey-why what happened
solo-that little nigga was in my make up and he got it on my wall
bey-ughh please solange please i need to get the dick tonight so please
solo-you already did blue told me about how she caught you fucking a few months ago you need to learn how to keep your damn legs closed
bey-please solange
solo-fine bitch you lucky i love you
bey-yup im the lucky one bye *hangs up*
solo-tyty she is a rude bitch
tyty-yes she is her ol stupid nappy headed ass
solo-tell me why the bitch just called me talking bout keep her kids while she fuck
tyty-you right she cant keep her legs closed
solo-watch how she be walking tomorrow
tyty-yup
blue-aunty why mommy always fucking
solo-*laughing* stop saying that for your mama kill me
tyty-wait aint the hoe pregnant
solo-yes she talking bout its good for the baby
tyty-when jay beat the baby head in they gone sit there acting surprise
solo-ty shut the hell up *laughs*
(bey)
me and jay are going out tonight i put on a dress and some heels and we left we went to the restaurant that was really fun the entertainment was funny kevin heart was there kat Williams and mike epps it was supper fun when we got home me and jay took a shower together then i changed into some pj's it was only 8 something i called and checked on my babies and solange said they were doing fine after i got off the phone i went to the fridge to get something for me and my baby to eat im only 3 months but it seems like im 8 months im not showing that much but you can see alittle i went in the fridge and look to see what we had i got some pickles, kool-aid, ice cream, chips and i heated me up a left over steak and i ate it was good to me shawn looked at me like i was crazy but hey what my baby want is what my baby get . after i ate i went and sat on jay lap facing him my hormones was racing i kissed him and he played with my hair i started grinding on him but he stopped me i was mad i started pouting then he picked me up and took me to the room he layed me down and took off my clothes and went down on me and was circling my clit with his tongue then he stuck two fingers in me and i went crazy i was yelling his name and moving trying to get away he pent my legs down so i couldnt get away he ate me for about 20 minutes and i came he stopped and headed for the door i raised my headed up really fast
bey-were are you going
jay-downstairs
bey-jay if you dont get cho ass over here and fuck me imma going to cut cho balls off
jay-you gone have to beg
bey-jay you know i hate begging
jay-well i guess you dont want it
bey-i do
jay-beg
bey-pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee jayy i need it
jay-need what
bey-please dont make me say it
jay-well i guess ill leave
bey-ughhhh fine jay i need your dick pleaseeeee give it to me
jay-that better
(jay)
i wanna play with her to night so i walked over to her and pulled out my lil friend bey just started at it then i opened her legs wide then i put the tip in and took it out really fast "nope you aint beg hard enough"i said she grabbed me and put my dick inside of her and she told me to fuck her like she was one of my hoes i was shocked i dont know what has gotten into her but hey im not complaining i went slow so i can open her up then when i did i want faster
bey-uuhhhhh jayyyyyyyyyyy deeeeeepperr
jay-nope not yet
bey-please *moans* shit baby deeper
jay-*goes deeper*thats how you like it huh?
bey-mmmmm *bits her lips* yesss baby i love it
jay-*goes harder*shiit im bout to cumm
bey-i want you to cum inside of me
(bey)
jay came and the warm sensation made me we went at it for about 2 hours then we both came again and he just layed his head on my chest and he was stilll inside of me
bey-*giggles*jayy can you pull out of me
jay-oh yeah *pulls out slow*
bey-*moans* mmm i would go for round to but im tired
jay-me too
jay and bey fell asleep and the next morning bey got up and took a shower then she just put a robe on she cooked some eggs and then sat in the couch there was a knock on the door bey looked out the window she though it was solange but when she look out the window all she could say was "shit"
TO BE CONTINUED
IM SORRY THIS WAS SHORT I GOT A HEAD ACHE
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Thursday, November 22, 2012
happy thanksgiving
(bey)
this is all my fault these damn mood swings ugh i hope my baby is ok what did i do ? im such a bad mom how could i be so damn stupid and hit my baby girl i should of talked to her about it instead of letting these dumb ass mood swings get the best of me let me pray god im asking you to please let my baby be ok father please let her be fine and please let me find a way to handle these mood swings without taking them out on my family in gods name i pray amen after i prayed i layed my head on jay's chest and cried he held me and told me that everything was gonna be ok jj came and layed his head on my lap and feel asleep then the doctor came back to tell us the news.
dr.-ok well we have news
bey-*wipes her eyes*what is it doctor
dr.-well blue fainted from hyperventilation
bey-can i see her
dr.- yes she is awoke
bey-ok thank you
bey and jay and jj walked to blue's room bey asked if jay and jj will wait outside for a little while so she can talk to blue alone and they said ok and bey walked in
bey-hey baby you ok?
blue-mommy im sorry
bey-no baby you dont have to be sorry mommy is sorry ok im very very sorry i love you so much i shouldnt have hit you with out talking to you first so tell me what happened baby
blue-the girl i be talking about she kept talking about my hair so i was getting mad and i hit her and she told on me and then thats when you came
bey-awww baby you are just like your aunty solo you let your anger get to you to easily instead of hitting her what have you should of done?
blue-curse her out?
bey-*laugh*no baby you should have just walked away or told the teacher like she did
blue-i did tell one time but ms.hilson said that i needed to shut up because nobody cares about my problems
bey-WHAT OH HELL NO JAYY!!! GET IN HERE
jay-*comes in*what is it
bey-that bitch ms.hilson done lost her got damn mind *to blue*why didnt you been tell me this
jay-tell you what
blue-i dont know
bey-*to jay*that man mr.hilson yea his ass told my baby that she needed to shut up because nobody cares about her problems
jay-imma get her class switched to someone eles
bey-yea you do that but anyways can you get the doctor please so i can take my baby home
jay-yes
scene change:
(lexi)
i got his ass right were i want him this nigga thought i forgave him hahaha yall thought i did too ha im not that easy he got to prove to me that he mean what he said because im still pissed i cant even fall asleep because he really had a bitch in my house and i was only faking . i dont really want to lay in the bed with him but i have to go through with my plan.. anyways i sat up in bed and he had his arm wrapped aroung me and he was sleep i felt so disgusted with him touching me but i didnt do i just sat there watching ms.jada pinkett in the inkwell i swear i love that women she is so pretty and i miss jaden .i havent talk to him ever since i told him i was pregnant by julez because that really hurt him i felt bad deep down i really did love jaden i still do i didnt mean to get pregnant it just happened i wonder if he will talk to me i texted him and to my surprise he actually called me instead of texting back i answered and went downstairs to talk to him
lexi-um hello
jaden-so 2 years past and you finally want to talk to me do you not understand how bad i missed you
lexi-i missed you too its just that i have a family and i didnt really have time to talk because my son is a hand full
jaden-he must get it from you
lexi-oh whatever
jaden-anyways.. i want to meet him
lexi-ok when?
jaden-well were are you ?
lexi-im in LA
jaden-oh me too
lexi-ok
jaden-well can yall meet me mc donalds
lexi-he sleep
jaden-ok thats fine just meet me there
lexi-ok well ill be there in 30 minutes
jaden-ok bye
lexi-bye
lexi and jaden hung up then lex went upstairs and put a jacket and some shoes on dj then she went and put some shoes and a jacket on then her and dj meet jaden at mc donalds
lexi-*hugs him*hey this is dj*points to dj*
jaden-hey looks just like you *bends down to dj height* wassup lil man
dj-*holding on to lexi leg*mommy who is he
lexi-he is mommies friend*to jaden*he is shy he gets that from me
jaden-*to dj*you dont need to be shy around me im a good guy
dj-weally?
jaden-yes
lexi-anyways ... can we sit
jaden-yes
dj-mommy im hungry
lexi-ok hold on baby let mommy talk then we gone get ok here play with this *give him her phone*dont call nobody either
dj was playing on lexi phone and of course he just had to call julez while lexi was talking to jaden . julez was on the phone the hold time and heard there convo
jaden-you still look beautiful
lexi-*blushes*oh stop
jaden-you do
lexi-thank you
jaden-so how is your relationship
lexi-oh lord ok well things have been going good be proposed and i said yea but the next day i read some text messages and he was texting other girls or watever and i told him that i wasnt ready to get married because he is not mature enough then i left and went to new york and he left me a voice mail and in the background there was some girl in the background i couldnt belive he all ready had a bitch in my house but whatever i came back to LA and beat the hoe ass and he apologized and i told him i forgive him but i dont
jaden-wow see if you were with me that couldnt of happened
lexi-mmm but anyways it was nice seeing you but i have to go let me see my phone dj *grabs her phone and see julez name and think to herself "shit"*
jaden-ok can i get a hug
lexi-*hangs up the phone*yea *hugs him*bye jaden
jaden-*pulls her in close and kisses her*
lexi just looked at him then she picked dj up and left when she got home julez was sitting on the couch waiting for her
julez-took long enough did you have fun hoeing around
lexi-hoeing around? you cant be serious
julez-oh but i am
lexi-look julez dont start this shit because to be honest i dont even forgive you for the shit you did ok i told you that because i lied ok and i was not hoeing around i just met him at mc donalds because he wanted to me dj
julez-why the fuck did he want to see my son for?
lexi-i dont know and i really dont give a fuck about you being mad ok because you started this bull shit ok so umm you need to watch your son tonight because im about to go hoeing around*slams the front door and gets in her car*
jaden-hey looks just like you *bends down to dj height* wassup lil man
dj-*holding on to lexi leg*mommy who is he
lexi-he is mommies friend*to jaden*he is shy he gets that from me
jaden-*to dj*you dont need to be shy around me im a good guy
dj-weally?
jaden-yes
lexi-anyways ... can we sit
jaden-yes
dj-mommy im hungry
lexi-ok hold on baby let mommy talk then we gone get ok here play with this *give him her phone*dont call nobody either
dj was playing on lexi phone and of course he just had to call julez while lexi was talking to jaden . julez was on the phone the hold time and heard there convo
jaden-you still look beautiful
lexi-*blushes*oh stop
jaden-you do
lexi-thank you
jaden-so how is your relationship
lexi-oh lord ok well things have been going good be proposed and i said yea but the next day i read some text messages and he was texting other girls or watever and i told him that i wasnt ready to get married because he is not mature enough then i left and went to new york and he left me a voice mail and in the background there was some girl in the background i couldnt belive he all ready had a bitch in my house but whatever i came back to LA and beat the hoe ass and he apologized and i told him i forgive him but i dont
jaden-wow see if you were with me that couldnt of happened
lexi-mmm but anyways it was nice seeing you but i have to go let me see my phone dj *grabs her phone and see julez name and think to herself "shit"*
jaden-ok can i get a hug
lexi-*hangs up the phone*yea *hugs him*bye jaden
jaden-*pulls her in close and kisses her*
lexi just looked at him then she picked dj up and left when she got home julez was sitting on the couch waiting for her
julez-took long enough did you have fun hoeing around
lexi-hoeing around? you cant be serious
julez-oh but i am
lexi-look julez dont start this shit because to be honest i dont even forgive you for the shit you did ok i told you that because i lied ok and i was not hoeing around i just met him at mc donalds because he wanted to me dj
julez-why the fuck did he want to see my son for?
lexi-i dont know and i really dont give a fuck about you being mad ok because you started this bull shit ok so umm you need to watch your son tonight because im about to go hoeing around*slams the front door and gets in her car*
scene change:
blue-*pushes jj down*
jj-*starts crying*
blue-stop being a little bitch and hit me back
jj-noo *sniffs* im telling
blue-*pushes him again*no your not mom is sleeping leave her alone
jj-no she not she is screaming listen daddy is hurting her
blue-oh hell no imma bet daddy ass lets go
jj-ok
bey and jay room:
bey-harder daddy *moans*
jay-*goes harder*damn bey you got a nigga sweating*wipes his head*
bey-*screams*JAYYYYY!!! UHHHHHHH THATS MY SPOT DADDY
jay-oh really *goes faster* cum for me baby
bey-ooooooo baby im cuming
BOOM blue and jj ran in the room and bust the door open
blue-daddy get off of mommy your hurting her
jay quickly got off of bey and him and her both got under the covers
jj-daddy what were you doing
jay-we were playing
blue-mmhhmm no yall wasnt yall was fucking
bey-what were did you here that from
jay-who eles do you think
bey-solange
blue-yup yall nasty mommy
bey-how eles did you get here
blue-*shrugs*lets go jj
her and jj leave
jay-were did we leave off at
bey-no jay
jay-*kisses her neck*please
bey-mmm no jay *gets up and go to the shower*
ANYWAYS 2 MONTHS HAVE PAST
(lexi)
me and julez have been broken up for 2 months and im not gone lie i miss my baby so damn much i would give anything to be back with him everytime he comes and get dj i always got happy when i saw him but when he left i got sad he kept trying to get with me but my dumbass ego got in the way but fuck that im getting my man back this has been going on for 2 months and 2 months to long that must be him at the door
lexi-*opens the door*hey baby welcome home
julez-what ? your not mad
lexi-no baby this been going on too long i need you back go get your stuff from the hotel and come back *winks at him*
julez-oh shit ill be back in under 2.5 seconds
lexi-*giggles*ok baby
julez-*leaves*
dj-daddy coming back mommy
lexi-yes baby
dj-yayyy!
solange house
solo-so blue you saw them fucking
blue-yes aunty i was like eww yall some nasty nigga's
tyty-*highs 5's blue*i knew i would like you
solo-what did they look like
blue-well mommy was laying on the bed and daddy was in between her legs
solo-*bust out laughing*hahahaha then the bitch wondering why she bout to be running around with 3 kids the hoe cant keep her legs closed
tyty-right he always in that shit bey must really be a damn freak
solo-you know she is hell her ol nasty ass she taught me all i know
lexi-*opens the door*hey baby welcome home
julez-what ? your not mad
lexi-no baby this been going on too long i need you back go get your stuff from the hotel and come back *winks at him*
julez-oh shit ill be back in under 2.5 seconds
lexi-*giggles*ok baby
julez-*leaves*
dj-daddy coming back mommy
lexi-yes baby
dj-yayyy!
solange house
solo-so blue you saw them fucking
blue-yes aunty i was like eww yall some nasty nigga's
tyty-*highs 5's blue*i knew i would like you
solo-what did they look like
blue-well mommy was laying on the bed and daddy was in between her legs
solo-*bust out laughing*hahahaha then the bitch wondering why she bout to be running around with 3 kids the hoe cant keep her legs closed
tyty-right he always in that shit bey must really be a damn freak
solo-you know she is hell her ol nasty ass she taught me all i know
blue-what is fucking ?
solo-bey is gonna kill me
tyty-its when daddy put his hot dog in mommies bun *laughs*
solo-ty shut the hell up because you know she gone repeat this shit to bey
blue-im ready to go home
solo-ok lets go . go get your brother
blue ran up to solange room and bust the door open
blue-oooooooooooo JJ what are you doing??
TO BE CONTINUED
DONT FORGET THE OTHER BLOG AS WELL AND HAVE A HAPPY TURKEY DAY IM BOUT TO THROW DOWN YALL KNOW BEY MAKING THAT ICE WATER LOL
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solo-bey is gonna kill me
tyty-its when daddy put his hot dog in mommies bun *laughs*
solo-ty shut the hell up because you know she gone repeat this shit to bey
blue-im ready to go home
solo-ok lets go . go get your brother
blue ran up to solange room and bust the door open
blue-oooooooooooo JJ what are you doing??
TO BE CONTINUED
DONT FORGET THE OTHER BLOG AS WELL AND HAVE A HAPPY TURKEY DAY IM BOUT TO THROW DOWN YALL KNOW BEY MAKING THAT ICE WATER LOL
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Wednesday, November 21, 2012
she didnt want it
last time..
(lexi)
i took dj to the kitchen and i made him a sandwich with some chips and some juice we talked and i found out that my son is a really smart 2 years old i love him with alll my heart i would give up everything for him he look so much like me and his dad but mostly his dad because his side of the family must have strong genes but anyways after dj ate we sat in the living room watching a movie then jj bad self came down stairs and him and dj was doing the thing lil boys do then i ended up falling back to sleep on the couch while they were watching some movie and when i woke up the living room was a mess i was soo pissed off that i had to clean this up and i was only sleep for like a hour and they made all this mess . so i cleaned up the mess then i went and talked to jay because jay and bey still are like my parents and i talked to him about what happened and he said we just needed a few days apart . when i went downstairs i had a miss call from julez and he left a voice mail and i couldn't believe what i heard.
now..
(bey)
i went downstairs and i saw lexi sitting on the couch with her phone in her hand and she looked mad ass hell like she wanted to kill someone i sat on the couch and talked to her
bey-lex whats wrong
lexi-listen to this *plays the voice mail*
bey-oh hell no
lexi-bey do you think that he ever cared because after that i dont think so
bey-yes he did
lexi-i dont think so but whatever ill be back can you please watch dj
bey-of course
(lexi)
this nigga gone leave me a voice mail saying "its funny how you assuming shit ok so what i text other girls but dont act like you dont text other dudes thats yo damn problem alexis you so quick to get on me and you not lookin at what you doing but if your done im done to . ok just bring me my son and you can have a nice life" and then at the end it was some girl sayin baby come here and then he hung up. that really pissed me off if i was in LA right now i probably beat him and that hoe ass like nigga i was only gone for 1 day and you got other bitch in my house calling you baby oh hell naw ..that shit anit finna go down . i left and i went to visit my girls from middle school i love dem hoes to death there names are erika and makeyla and us together is a hell of a recipe .
lexi-*knocking on erika door*erika open the got damn door
erika-*opens the door*ddamn bitch you could of waited like 5 minutes me and Richard was busy
lexi-ewwww but anyways bitch i promise you that nigga got me fucked up i havent even been here in newyork for 2 days and that nigga got a bitch in my house calling him baby
erika-oh hell no lets call killa
lexi-yea *calls makeyla*hey keyla pet
makeyla-what the fuck do you want damn
lexi-well damn .. anyways me and erika on our way julez ass got me fucked up
makeyla-*starts singing a bossie song*ok
erika and lexi went to go get makeyla and they went to a club then they went back to makeyla house fucked up they decided to do the samn shit julez did to lexi .. lexi called him and said on his voice mail-"nigga i dont know who the fuck you is but you cant cut the act ok i know you dont want to live with out me and my son is not living with you if we not together ok because i gave birth you can see him but he aint staying and nigga at least wait 2 days before you have another bitch in my house" then erika used a fake deep voice saying baby come lay back down uck that nigga then lexi said im coming baby and then hung up . all 3 of then started laughing and then 5 minutes later lexi phone started ringing and it was julez
lexi-what the fuck do you want god
julez-*mad as hell*who the fuck was that in the back ground on the voice mail
lexi-thats none of your business you told me to have a nice life so i am bye
julez-you betta not be fucking another nigga
lexi-nigga are you really serious like what the fuck you the one with bitches in my house calling you baby and shit so how dare you sit here and try to be mad at me
julez-you know what i guess ill get back to her then
lexi-fuck you Daniel got to hell right along with that hoe *hangs up*
julez-you know what i guess ill get back to her then
lexi-fuck you Daniel got to hell right along with that hoe *hangs up*
erika-what he say girlllll.* ghetto voice*
lexi-this no time for yo shit erik
makeyla-right yo ass dont never know how to be serious like you so damn childish
erika-makeyla no shut the hell up
makeyla-dont talk to me like you lost yo got damn motherfucking mind
lexi-*laughing hard*
erika-whatever boosie
makeyla-you know what im outta here alexis call me if something goes down
lexi-ok bye keyla bear
makeyla-im not here for that gay shit
lexi-lol makeyla shut the fuck up and get out
makeyla left and lexi and erika talked some more until they werent that drunk then lexi left and went back to bey house and started to pack her stuff because she was going back to LA tonight to get her man because she love him so much and she wanted nothing but to beat the hoe ass . she wrote bey a note because when she got home everyone was sleep she wrote her a note telling her that her and dj was going back to LA . then she got dj and they left they arrived in LA about 3 hours later and she crept inside the house and things was quiet she layed dj in his room and she went into her and julez and her room and julez and some hoe was sleep . the hoe was sleeping on the side that lexi always sleep on and julez was on the other side .
(lexi)
oh fuck no im bout to get these bitches i went and got a big pot out the kitchen and i filled it up with some hot ass water and i went back upstairs and just stood there for a few minutes then i threw the water on both of them they woke up instantly
hoe-what the fuck
julez-what the fuck alexis ? when the fuck you get here
lexi-what your surprise to see me
julez-why the fuck would you do that
lexi-you didnt really think i would let you have a bitch in my house with out me doing anything did you ?
hoe-my name is not bitch
lexi-*looks at her*bitch i advise you to shut the hell up ok and yo name is anything i make it
hoe-julez get cho baby mama for she getta ass whooped
lexi-please bitch please whoop my ass im begging you
hoe-call me another bitch and i will
lexi-*gets in her face*BITCH ..BITCH ..BITCH now what trick
the girl hit her and lexi got up so damn fast and started beating the girl up.. the girl did get a few hits in but besides that lex tore that ass up julez sat there and let the hoe get her ass whooped
(julez)
damn what the fuck am i doing i didnt realize how much i loved this girl until now she is a rider she is beating this hoe ass damn she looking so good too even when she fight got damn yup she is gonna be my wife if she forgive me . i let them fight for a good 30 minutes then i broke it up i was holding lexi by her waist why her and dawanna was going back and forth arguing
lexi-yea bitch got that ass whooped
dawanna-whatever im leaving
lexi-*laughing* i knew that bitch aint want it
dawanna left with a back eye and he mouth bleeding lexi only had a scratch on her arm . lexi just changed into some night clothes then she changed the blankets on the bed and after she changed them she just got in the bed and just layed there staring at the ceiling
lexi-anything you have to say for yourself
julez-*sighs*look at me *lexi look at him* i love you so much and i realize that i was wrong and im wiling to change and everything can you please forgive me *looks her in her eyes*
lexi-all ready did baby *kisses him*but if it happens again it aint gone be the hoe ass imma be beating its gonna be yours
julez-lol ok im sorry baby
lexi-mmhhmm
lexi-this no time for yo shit erik
makeyla-right yo ass dont never know how to be serious like you so damn childish
erika-makeyla no shut the hell up
makeyla-dont talk to me like you lost yo got damn motherfucking mind
lexi-*laughing hard*
erika-whatever boosie
makeyla-you know what im outta here alexis call me if something goes down
lexi-ok bye keyla bear
makeyla-im not here for that gay shit
lexi-lol makeyla shut the fuck up and get out
makeyla left and lexi and erika talked some more until they werent that drunk then lexi left and went back to bey house and started to pack her stuff because she was going back to LA tonight to get her man because she love him so much and she wanted nothing but to beat the hoe ass . she wrote bey a note because when she got home everyone was sleep she wrote her a note telling her that her and dj was going back to LA . then she got dj and they left they arrived in LA about 3 hours later and she crept inside the house and things was quiet she layed dj in his room and she went into her and julez and her room and julez and some hoe was sleep . the hoe was sleeping on the side that lexi always sleep on and julez was on the other side .
(lexi)
oh fuck no im bout to get these bitches i went and got a big pot out the kitchen and i filled it up with some hot ass water and i went back upstairs and just stood there for a few minutes then i threw the water on both of them they woke up instantly
hoe-what the fuck
julez-what the fuck alexis ? when the fuck you get here
lexi-what your surprise to see me
julez-why the fuck would you do that
lexi-you didnt really think i would let you have a bitch in my house with out me doing anything did you ?
hoe-my name is not bitch
lexi-*looks at her*bitch i advise you to shut the hell up ok and yo name is anything i make it
hoe-julez get cho baby mama for she getta ass whooped
lexi-please bitch please whoop my ass im begging you
hoe-call me another bitch and i will
lexi-*gets in her face*BITCH ..BITCH ..BITCH now what trick
the girl hit her and lexi got up so damn fast and started beating the girl up.. the girl did get a few hits in but besides that lex tore that ass up julez sat there and let the hoe get her ass whooped
(julez)
damn what the fuck am i doing i didnt realize how much i loved this girl until now she is a rider she is beating this hoe ass damn she looking so good too even when she fight got damn yup she is gonna be my wife if she forgive me . i let them fight for a good 30 minutes then i broke it up i was holding lexi by her waist why her and dawanna was going back and forth arguing
lexi-yea bitch got that ass whooped
dawanna-whatever im leaving
lexi-*laughing* i knew that bitch aint want it
dawanna left with a back eye and he mouth bleeding lexi only had a scratch on her arm . lexi just changed into some night clothes then she changed the blankets on the bed and after she changed them she just got in the bed and just layed there staring at the ceiling
lexi-anything you have to say for yourself
julez-*sighs*look at me *lexi look at him* i love you so much and i realize that i was wrong and im wiling to change and everything can you please forgive me *looks her in her eyes*
lexi-all ready did baby *kisses him*but if it happens again it aint gone be the hoe ass imma be beating its gonna be yours
julez-lol ok im sorry baby
lexi-mmhhmm
scene change:blue's school
blue-say it again bitch my mommy said my hair is not nappy
girl-yes it is i dont care what your mommy said
blue-*hits her*my hair is not nappy
girl-*runs to the teacher*blue hit me
ms.hilson-*walks to blue*blue did you hit her
blue-no she was being mean
ms.hilson-*see bey coming inside the building*hey ms.carter were having a problem today with blue
bey-oh really *looks at blue*
ms.hilson-yes the little girl over there said blue hit her
bey-say no more blue lets go
bey and blue left and went home bey was mad when they got home bey slammed the front door and told blue to go to her room bey sat on the couch and jj wanted to play with her
jj-mommy can you play with me
bey-not now
jj-mommy please
bey-*yells*I SAID NOT RIGHT NOW .. NOW GO SOMEWHERE YALL DAMN KIDS ARE GETTING ON MY DAMN NERVES LIKE GOD GIVE ME SPACE
jay-bey why you being so mean
bey-well yo kids are always stuck up my ass i cant even get space to breath then your daughter over there at school hitting people like she aint got no damn home training she wanna hit people im bout to hit her ass *goes to blue room and whoop the shit outta her she left blue in there crying so damn loud she yelled from downstairs* SHUT THE HELL UP
(jay)
oh shit dont tell me them mood swings are all ready kicking in thats the reason she being so damn mean . bey calmed down and then all of a sudden jj came downstairs yelling something was wrong with blue bey jumped up so damn quick and both of us ran in her room and she was just laying there we tried to wake her up but she wouldnt she was still sleep but she just would wake up me and bey ruched blue to the hospital and they told us to wait in the waiting room the whole time we was waiting bey was crying so hard
(bey)
this is all my fault these damn mood swings ugh i hope my baby is ok what did i do ? im such a bad mom
to be continued
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