(bey)
oh shit im sitting in the back of a police car hand cuffed i dont have my phone or nothing im cold as hell because im wearing shorts and a t-shirt they better give me some more clothes to put . we got to the jail house about 30 minutes later and they let me but on some other clothes and i sat in there with my head down
(jay)
i went downstairs and bey wasnt down there i tried to call her phone but it was upstairs i dont know where she went she could have at least told me were she was going . jj woke up and asked where bey was and i said i didnt know and he said why did i lose mommy and i said i didnt lose mommy little man she left
jj-is she coming back
jay-of course
jj-when i wanna see mommy
RING RING RING
jay-hello
-you have a collect call from *beyonce knowles* would you like to accept the charges?
jay-yes!
bey-omg jay i need you to come get me
jay-when did you go to jail
bey-this is no time to talk ill explain later just come get me please
jay-ok imma get jj ready and im on my way
bey-thanks baby i love you
jay-i love you too
(jay)
i got jj dressed then we headed to the jail i asked the lady could i make bail for beyonce and they said no because she had to go to court and she cant be release until she go to court tomorrow asked if i could see her and they said yes and then they took me and jj to a room wear bey came in wearing handcuffs they took them off her and i hugged her
bey-baby im ready to go home
jay-i know but you cant
bey-what why
jay-they said i cant make bail for you until you go to court tomorrow
bey-what the fuck im pregnant jay im hungry my head hurts im cold im sleepy and your telling me i have to stay in this jail house until i go to court tomorrow oh hell no you better figure out something because im not staying in here all night
jay-ok let me call kanye he said he had some connections he might can help
bey-ok
jay step out to talk to kanye while jj talked to bey jay talked to kanye for about 20 minutes then he came back saying that bey could leave but she had to come back in the morning and go to court .bey went and but on her clothes she was wearing then they left bey and jay deiced to pick blue up early from school then they went home
THE NEXT DAY: COURT DAY
bey lawyer was there talking to her about things that could happened bey was calm she tried to look professional so she wore a suit and everything outside the court house there were camera men and people taking pictures and fans and everything bey just ignored it and the judge came in and sat down and the dude said all rise court is now in session
judge-ok so beyonce i have a statement from ms.keri hilson saying you beat her up outside of the school house are you crazy ? why would you do something like this outside of a school house all that fame and people calling you the queen must have got to your head but as long as you are in this court room none of that matter you are wrong for what you did
bey-your honor i can explain
judge-dont cut me off im going to let ms.hilson explain first
keri hilson walked to the stand to tell her story
keri-ok well i have been teaching her daughter blue for a few months and she is very bad she hit on the other kids and everything that day when miss beyonce came she asked if she could talk to me outside and i agreed then when we got out there she started cussing at me then she hit me and i didnt hit her back because i knew she was pregnant
judge-*to bey* wait your pregnant and your fighting you really got some nerve dont you ms. hilson please continue
keri-ok well i fell to the ground and she got on me and keep hitting me then she left and thats when i called the cops and here we are
judge-ok thank you now beyonce you can come tell your story
bey walked up to the stand and when she walked passed keri she smiled and winked at bey
bey-well ok she was my baby teacher but my daughter used to always tell me how this little girl always use to pick on her and my baby only hit her once and i beat her for that i asked my daughter why she didnt tell on the girl she said because ms.hilson told her to shut up and that nobody cared about her problem and if you all think im lying you can ask my daughter she is right there *points to blue*but anywho i went up to the school and got her classes changed and i asked her if we could talk and she side yea i asked her did she say that to my daughter and she said yes then i asked why and she said because nobdy care about you or that little bitch you call daughter now your honor you would get mad too if someone called your daughter a bitch so i did hit her
judge-*to keri*why did you leave this part out of the story you know what i heard enough keri you needed to get hit beyonce im sorry but your free to go
bey-thank you
bey and jay and the kids went home and bey ran herself a nice hot bath while jay cooked them some lunch bey was so mad that she tried to lie she just forgot about it and just relaxed after she got done she went to eat what jay cooked and after that jay and blue went out while bey and jj stayed home . they wear watching finding nemo and jj asked about the baby
jj-mommy were is the baby
bey-he or she is in mommies belly
jj-why
bey-so they can grow
jj-i dont get it
bey-the baby is growing inside of mommy and after she gets done growing she is going to come out and see you
jj-when and how do you know its a girl
bey-i dont know if it's a girl yet but next month we will see
jj-when can i see the baby
bey-in a few months
jj-can i hold her
bey-not yet she is not here yet and we dont know if its a girl
jj-i know
bey-you wanna feel him or her in my belly
jj-yes
bey-ok let me see you hand
jj-*gives her his hand*
bey-*puts his hand on her stomach*
jj-oh my i feel it
bey-*giggles*did you just say oh my lol boy you are too much
jj-wow mommy i cant wait till it comes
bey-i thought you didnt want a new brother or sister
jj- i do now
bey-are you going to be nice to him or her
jj-yes
bey-ok
blue-*running in the house*MOMMY MOMMY guess what
bey-what
blue-daddy bought me this *shows her a barbie doll*
bey-she is beautiful baby what is her name
blue-ummmm *thinks of a name* giselle
bey-thats my middle name
blue-i know but its her first name
bey-oh ok
jay-*kisses bey*hay baby did yall have fun today
bey-yea we relaxed and bonded and talked about the new baby
jay-*rubs her belly*how is lil man doing
bey-lil man? this is another girl boo
jay-nope its another boy
bey-whatever it better be a girl because girls run the world aint that right blue
blue-yes ma'am *highs 5's bey*
jay-what blue you going to take her side when i just bought you a doll
blue-its not a doll her name is giselle get it right dad
bey-yea get it right dad *winks at him*
jay-well excuse me
jj-daddy you didnt buy me a toy
bey-its ok son ill buy you one when we go to the store
jj-you promise
bey-yes i do
jj-*sticks his tongue out at blue*
blue-*slaps him*
bey-*hits her hand*dont hit you brother
blue-but he started it
bey- i dont car he is younger then you ok
blue-ok
bey-now say sorry
blue-im sorry jj *hugs him*
jj-its ok
they spent some family time then they ate dinner and bey gave blue and jj a bath and put them to sleep then her and jay took a shower and bey put on one of his shirts and boxer and jay put on some boxer and they both layed in bed and talked
bey-its that time again
jay-for what
bey-baby names duh
jay-oh yeah im picking this time because you picked blue and jj name
bey-no we agreed on them
jay-whatever i like Brooklyn Giselle carter
bey-to be honest i do to thats gone be her name
jay-well no because its a boy and his name is going to be shawn corey cater
bey-i dont want a jr.
jay-but i do
bey-ugh fine whatever your heart desire because i know its a girl
jay-whatever
bey and jay fell asleep then the next morning bey woke up to a phone call from solange
bey-*sleepy voice*hello
solo-*crying*bey its momma come quick
bey-what wait what is wrong with her
solo-she is having a heart attack
bey-*gasp* call the ambulance and im on my way
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Saturday, November 24, 2012
locked up
(bey)
shit. why the fuck is usher at my door and this time im not dreaming ugh imma act like im not home . i went upstairs and got in the bed and jay was still sleep thank god. usher kept knocking on the door and it woke jay up
jay-bey do you not here someone knocking on the door
bey-yea i didnt feel like answering it who ever it is can come back
jay-your so damn lazy *shakes his head*is dont make no damn since
bey-whatever jay fine you want me to get the door fine i will
jay-no just stay in the bed ill get it
*the knocking stopped*
(jay)
for some reason today im not in the mood for bey bullshit i got dressed and slammed the door and went to pick up my kids from solange house and they ran to me
blue-dadddddddddy
jay-*picks her up *hey baby girl did you have fun
blue-yes
jj-daddy i want to get picked up too
jay-*puts blue down*ok lil man *picks him up*
jj-daddy blue was using bad words
jay-oh really
blue-i wasnt im a good girl
jay-sure you are baby but we have to get home
blue-ok
jay and the kids got home and jay went upstairs and saw be sleep with the tv on he kissed her on the cheek and bey smiled in her sleep then he pulled the overs up on her then patted her but and walked out
jay and the kids went outside and played then jay went in the house to make them a snack then after the ate the snack they feel asleep jay just sat on the couch until he heard bey whispering his name from the top of the step she called him with her finger and they went in the room and layed down bey had her head on his chest and he was holding her
bey-jay imma take blue to school tomorrow because i got to talk to ms.hilson ass
jay-ok that cool
bey-i felt you kiss me when i was sleep
jay-oh did you
bey-yup
jay-oh but your daughter is bad as hell
bey-*sighs*what she do now
jay-all that cussing
bey-she get it from solange
jay-yea she is not gonna be going over there often
bey-yup but jay i think you should wake then up because they still need to eat dinner and if they sleep all day blue is not gonna want to go to sleep tonight
jay-your right
bey-if you want to relax ill do it
jay-no ill do it you relax because i know your pregnant so just lay in bed
bey-thanks baby *kisses him*
jay got up and woke blue and jj up jj started crying and jay told him to stop crying . jay gave blue and jj a bath then he started to cook dinner while they were in bey room talking to her
jj-mommy am i these many *puts up 4 fingers*
bey-not yet baby your 3 *puts up 3 fingers*
jj-when am i gonna bey this many *puts up 4 fingers*
bey-june 4th
jj-oh ok mommy you wove me wight?
bey-yes baby why would you ask that
jj-when we was at aunty house blue said you didnt
bey-blue did you tell your brother that
blue-*watching tv*no
bey-look at me when im talking to you
blue-*looks at her*no i didnt say that mommy
bey-so he lying right
blue-yes
bey-*to jj*did she really say that tell the truth
jj-no
bey-why did you lie
jj-i dont know
jay-*yelling from downstairs*COME EAT
bey-come on babies yall hungry
both-yes
(bey)
we all went downstairs to eat jay prayed then we started eating i whispered to jay was he ready to tell the kids about the new baby and he said yea so i told them to stop eating and they did then i held jay's hand
bey-yall are going to have another brother or sister
blue-oh lord not again wasnt jj enough
jay-blue you need to learn some respect i swear you are just like your aunt
blue-i love my aunt
bey- i bet you did but jj you didnt say nothing
jj-because i dont want another brother or sister then you not gonna wove me
bey-jayshawn baby i will always love you ok your my first baby boy so you will always have a special place in my heart
jj-yayyyy!
(jay)
we finished eating then i put blue to sleep in her room then jj wanted to sleep with me and bey i picked him up and we went into the room and bey had on her reading glasses and was reading a book then she looked up at us and sat the book on the table then she grabbed jj and she held him like he was a baby and she started kissing all over him he started giggling then bey let him go and he went to the end of the bed and started watching cartoon while me and bey was flirting i was whispering in her ear and she was giggling i guess all the giggling made jj mad because he looked back and told us to shhhh i started kissing on bey neck and she started moaning quietly and biting her lips i didnt take it any further because my son was in the room after me and bey stop doing what we was doing jj came and layed between us then we all feel asleep . the next morning bey got up and put some sweats on then she got blue dresses and the left to go to blue school
(bey)
i got something for this ms.hilson bitch . me and blue got to the school and they put her in her new class room which was ms.harris then i went to ms.hilson class and asked her if i could talk to her outside she agreed and we went outside i wanted to whoop her ass right then and there but i didnt
bey-did you tell my baby to shut up and that nobody cares about her problems? because i sure do and you betta not sit here and lie because im ready to beat your ass right now
ms.hilson-yes i did
bey-why
ms.hilson-cuz i really dont care about you or your lil bitch you call daughter
bey-bitch did you just call my daughter a bitch oh hell no
(bey)
i took of my jacket to my sweat suit and i punched that bitch in the face and she fell to the ground i got on top of her and kept hitting her then i got in my car and left her laying there i ran into the house and jay was still sleep with jj in the bed i shook jay to wake him up and he woke up i told him everything that happened then he told me to calm down and breath i did then i layed in bed with my arm over my eyes me and jay and jj layed in the bed for about 2 hours then there was a knock on the door i thought it was usher coming back but it wasnt it was the police my heart sank to my stomach and then i opened the door
bey-how may i help you all today
officer-are you beyonce knowles
bey-yes i am
officer-your coming with us
to be continued
shit. why the fuck is usher at my door and this time im not dreaming ugh imma act like im not home . i went upstairs and got in the bed and jay was still sleep thank god. usher kept knocking on the door and it woke jay up
jay-bey do you not here someone knocking on the door
bey-yea i didnt feel like answering it who ever it is can come back
jay-your so damn lazy *shakes his head*is dont make no damn since
bey-whatever jay fine you want me to get the door fine i will
jay-no just stay in the bed ill get it
*the knocking stopped*
(jay)
for some reason today im not in the mood for bey bullshit i got dressed and slammed the door and went to pick up my kids from solange house and they ran to me
blue-dadddddddddy
jay-*picks her up *hey baby girl did you have fun
blue-yes
jj-daddy i want to get picked up too
jay-*puts blue down*ok lil man *picks him up*
jj-daddy blue was using bad words
jay-oh really
blue-i wasnt im a good girl
jay-sure you are baby but we have to get home
blue-ok
jay and the kids got home and jay went upstairs and saw be sleep with the tv on he kissed her on the cheek and bey smiled in her sleep then he pulled the overs up on her then patted her but and walked out
jay and the kids went outside and played then jay went in the house to make them a snack then after the ate the snack they feel asleep jay just sat on the couch until he heard bey whispering his name from the top of the step she called him with her finger and they went in the room and layed down bey had her head on his chest and he was holding her
bey-jay imma take blue to school tomorrow because i got to talk to ms.hilson ass
jay-ok that cool
bey-i felt you kiss me when i was sleep
jay-oh did you
bey-yup
jay-oh but your daughter is bad as hell
bey-*sighs*what she do now
jay-all that cussing
bey-she get it from solange
jay-yea she is not gonna be going over there often
bey-yup but jay i think you should wake then up because they still need to eat dinner and if they sleep all day blue is not gonna want to go to sleep tonight
jay-your right
bey-if you want to relax ill do it
jay-no ill do it you relax because i know your pregnant so just lay in bed
bey-thanks baby *kisses him*
jay got up and woke blue and jj up jj started crying and jay told him to stop crying . jay gave blue and jj a bath then he started to cook dinner while they were in bey room talking to her
jj-mommy am i these many *puts up 4 fingers*
bey-not yet baby your 3 *puts up 3 fingers*
jj-when am i gonna bey this many *puts up 4 fingers*
bey-june 4th
jj-oh ok mommy you wove me wight?
bey-yes baby why would you ask that
jj-when we was at aunty house blue said you didnt
bey-blue did you tell your brother that
blue-*watching tv*no
bey-look at me when im talking to you
blue-*looks at her*no i didnt say that mommy
bey-so he lying right
blue-yes
bey-*to jj*did she really say that tell the truth
jj-no
bey-why did you lie
jj-i dont know
jay-*yelling from downstairs*COME EAT
bey-come on babies yall hungry
both-yes
(bey)
we all went downstairs to eat jay prayed then we started eating i whispered to jay was he ready to tell the kids about the new baby and he said yea so i told them to stop eating and they did then i held jay's hand
bey-yall are going to have another brother or sister
blue-oh lord not again wasnt jj enough
jay-blue you need to learn some respect i swear you are just like your aunt
blue-i love my aunt
bey- i bet you did but jj you didnt say nothing
jj-because i dont want another brother or sister then you not gonna wove me
bey-jayshawn baby i will always love you ok your my first baby boy so you will always have a special place in my heart
jj-yayyyy!
(jay)
we finished eating then i put blue to sleep in her room then jj wanted to sleep with me and bey i picked him up and we went into the room and bey had on her reading glasses and was reading a book then she looked up at us and sat the book on the table then she grabbed jj and she held him like he was a baby and she started kissing all over him he started giggling then bey let him go and he went to the end of the bed and started watching cartoon while me and bey was flirting i was whispering in her ear and she was giggling i guess all the giggling made jj mad because he looked back and told us to shhhh i started kissing on bey neck and she started moaning quietly and biting her lips i didnt take it any further because my son was in the room after me and bey stop doing what we was doing jj came and layed between us then we all feel asleep . the next morning bey got up and put some sweats on then she got blue dresses and the left to go to blue school
(bey)
i got something for this ms.hilson bitch . me and blue got to the school and they put her in her new class room which was ms.harris then i went to ms.hilson class and asked her if i could talk to her outside she agreed and we went outside i wanted to whoop her ass right then and there but i didnt
bey-did you tell my baby to shut up and that nobody cares about her problems? because i sure do and you betta not sit here and lie because im ready to beat your ass right now
ms.hilson-yes i did
bey-why
ms.hilson-cuz i really dont care about you or your lil bitch you call daughter
bey-bitch did you just call my daughter a bitch oh hell no
(bey)
i took of my jacket to my sweat suit and i punched that bitch in the face and she fell to the ground i got on top of her and kept hitting her then i got in my car and left her laying there i ran into the house and jay was still sleep with jj in the bed i shook jay to wake him up and he woke up i told him everything that happened then he told me to calm down and breath i did then i layed in bed with my arm over my eyes me and jay and jj layed in the bed for about 2 hours then there was a knock on the door i thought it was usher coming back but it wasnt it was the police my heart sank to my stomach and then i opened the door
bey-how may i help you all today
officer-are you beyonce knowles
bey-yes i am
officer-your coming with us
to be continued
who is it now?
blue-ooooooooooo jj what are you doing?
jj-nothing
blue-im telling
blue ran down the stairs and ran right up to solange
blue-aunty jj was playing with your make up he got it all over your wall and everything
*SOLANGE PHONE RINGS*
solo-hello
bey-thank god you answered can you watch blu and jj again
solo-i cant watch blue but jj bout to get his little ass beat
bey-why what happened
solo-that little nigga was in my make up and he got it on my wall
bey-ughh please solange please i need to get the dick tonight so please
solo-you already did blue told me about how she caught you fucking a few months ago you need to learn how to keep your damn legs closed
bey-please solange
solo-fine bitch you lucky i love you
bey-yup im the lucky one bye *hangs up*
solo-tyty she is a rude bitch
tyty-yes she is her ol stupid nappy headed ass
solo-tell me why the bitch just called me talking bout keep her kids while she fuck
tyty-you right she cant keep her legs closed
solo-watch how she be walking tomorrow
tyty-yup
blue-aunty why mommy always fucking
solo-*laughing* stop saying that for your mama kill me
tyty-wait aint the hoe pregnant
solo-yes she talking bout its good for the baby
tyty-when jay beat the baby head in they gone sit there acting surprise
solo-ty shut the hell up *laughs*
(bey)
me and jay are going out tonight i put on a dress and some heels and we left we went to the restaurant that was really fun the entertainment was funny kevin heart was there kat Williams and mike epps it was supper fun when we got home me and jay took a shower together then i changed into some pj's it was only 8 something i called and checked on my babies and solange said they were doing fine after i got off the phone i went to the fridge to get something for me and my baby to eat im only 3 months but it seems like im 8 months im not showing that much but you can see alittle i went in the fridge and look to see what we had i got some pickles, kool-aid, ice cream, chips and i heated me up a left over steak and i ate it was good to me shawn looked at me like i was crazy but hey what my baby want is what my baby get . after i ate i went and sat on jay lap facing him my hormones was racing i kissed him and he played with my hair i started grinding on him but he stopped me i was mad i started pouting then he picked me up and took me to the room he layed me down and took off my clothes and went down on me and was circling my clit with his tongue then he stuck two fingers in me and i went crazy i was yelling his name and moving trying to get away he pent my legs down so i couldnt get away he ate me for about 20 minutes and i came he stopped and headed for the door i raised my headed up really fast
bey-were are you going
jay-downstairs
bey-jay if you dont get cho ass over here and fuck me imma going to cut cho balls off
jay-you gone have to beg
bey-jay you know i hate begging
jay-well i guess you dont want it
bey-i do
jay-beg
bey-pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee jayy i need it
jay-need what
bey-please dont make me say it
jay-well i guess ill leave
bey-ughhhh fine jay i need your dick pleaseeeee give it to me
jay-that better
(jay)
i wanna play with her to night so i walked over to her and pulled out my lil friend bey just started at it then i opened her legs wide then i put the tip in and took it out really fast "nope you aint beg hard enough"i said she grabbed me and put my dick inside of her and she told me to fuck her like she was one of my hoes i was shocked i dont know what has gotten into her but hey im not complaining i went slow so i can open her up then when i did i want faster
bey-uuhhhhh jayyyyyyyyyyy deeeeeepperr
jay-nope not yet
bey-please *moans* shit baby deeper
jay-*goes deeper*thats how you like it huh?
bey-mmmmm *bits her lips* yesss baby i love it
jay-*goes harder*shiit im bout to cumm
bey-i want you to cum inside of me
(bey)
jay came and the warm sensation made me we went at it for about 2 hours then we both came again and he just layed his head on my chest and he was stilll inside of me
bey-*giggles*jayy can you pull out of me
jay-oh yeah *pulls out slow*
bey-*moans* mmm i would go for round to but im tired
jay-me too
jay and bey fell asleep and the next morning bey got up and took a shower then she just put a robe on she cooked some eggs and then sat in the couch there was a knock on the door bey looked out the window she though it was solange but when she look out the window all she could say was "shit"
TO BE CONTINUED
IM SORRY THIS WAS SHORT I GOT A HEAD ACHE
beyandjayslove.blogspot.com
jj-nothing
blue-im telling
blue ran down the stairs and ran right up to solange
blue-aunty jj was playing with your make up he got it all over your wall and everything
*SOLANGE PHONE RINGS*
solo-hello
bey-thank god you answered can you watch blu and jj again
solo-i cant watch blue but jj bout to get his little ass beat
bey-why what happened
solo-that little nigga was in my make up and he got it on my wall
bey-ughh please solange please i need to get the dick tonight so please
solo-you already did blue told me about how she caught you fucking a few months ago you need to learn how to keep your damn legs closed
bey-please solange
solo-fine bitch you lucky i love you
bey-yup im the lucky one bye *hangs up*
solo-tyty she is a rude bitch
tyty-yes she is her ol stupid nappy headed ass
solo-tell me why the bitch just called me talking bout keep her kids while she fuck
tyty-you right she cant keep her legs closed
solo-watch how she be walking tomorrow
tyty-yup
blue-aunty why mommy always fucking
solo-*laughing* stop saying that for your mama kill me
tyty-wait aint the hoe pregnant
solo-yes she talking bout its good for the baby
tyty-when jay beat the baby head in they gone sit there acting surprise
solo-ty shut the hell up *laughs*
(bey)
me and jay are going out tonight i put on a dress and some heels and we left we went to the restaurant that was really fun the entertainment was funny kevin heart was there kat Williams and mike epps it was supper fun when we got home me and jay took a shower together then i changed into some pj's it was only 8 something i called and checked on my babies and solange said they were doing fine after i got off the phone i went to the fridge to get something for me and my baby to eat im only 3 months but it seems like im 8 months im not showing that much but you can see alittle i went in the fridge and look to see what we had i got some pickles, kool-aid, ice cream, chips and i heated me up a left over steak and i ate it was good to me shawn looked at me like i was crazy but hey what my baby want is what my baby get . after i ate i went and sat on jay lap facing him my hormones was racing i kissed him and he played with my hair i started grinding on him but he stopped me i was mad i started pouting then he picked me up and took me to the room he layed me down and took off my clothes and went down on me and was circling my clit with his tongue then he stuck two fingers in me and i went crazy i was yelling his name and moving trying to get away he pent my legs down so i couldnt get away he ate me for about 20 minutes and i came he stopped and headed for the door i raised my headed up really fast
bey-were are you going
jay-downstairs
bey-jay if you dont get cho ass over here and fuck me imma going to cut cho balls off
jay-you gone have to beg
bey-jay you know i hate begging
jay-well i guess you dont want it
bey-i do
jay-beg
bey-pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee jayy i need it
jay-need what
bey-please dont make me say it
jay-well i guess ill leave
bey-ughhhh fine jay i need your dick pleaseeeee give it to me
jay-that better
(jay)
i wanna play with her to night so i walked over to her and pulled out my lil friend bey just started at it then i opened her legs wide then i put the tip in and took it out really fast "nope you aint beg hard enough"i said she grabbed me and put my dick inside of her and she told me to fuck her like she was one of my hoes i was shocked i dont know what has gotten into her but hey im not complaining i went slow so i can open her up then when i did i want faster
bey-uuhhhhh jayyyyyyyyyyy deeeeeepperr
jay-nope not yet
bey-please *moans* shit baby deeper
jay-*goes deeper*thats how you like it huh?
bey-mmmmm *bits her lips* yesss baby i love it
jay-*goes harder*shiit im bout to cumm
bey-i want you to cum inside of me
(bey)
jay came and the warm sensation made me we went at it for about 2 hours then we both came again and he just layed his head on my chest and he was stilll inside of me
bey-*giggles*jayy can you pull out of me
jay-oh yeah *pulls out slow*
bey-*moans* mmm i would go for round to but im tired
jay-me too
jay and bey fell asleep and the next morning bey got up and took a shower then she just put a robe on she cooked some eggs and then sat in the couch there was a knock on the door bey looked out the window she though it was solange but when she look out the window all she could say was "shit"
TO BE CONTINUED
IM SORRY THIS WAS SHORT I GOT A HEAD ACHE
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Thursday, November 22, 2012
happy thanksgiving
(bey)
this is all my fault these damn mood swings ugh i hope my baby is ok what did i do ? im such a bad mom how could i be so damn stupid and hit my baby girl i should of talked to her about it instead of letting these dumb ass mood swings get the best of me let me pray god im asking you to please let my baby be ok father please let her be fine and please let me find a way to handle these mood swings without taking them out on my family in gods name i pray amen after i prayed i layed my head on jay's chest and cried he held me and told me that everything was gonna be ok jj came and layed his head on my lap and feel asleep then the doctor came back to tell us the news.
dr.-ok well we have news
bey-*wipes her eyes*what is it doctor
dr.-well blue fainted from hyperventilation
bey-can i see her
dr.- yes she is awoke
bey-ok thank you
bey and jay and jj walked to blue's room bey asked if jay and jj will wait outside for a little while so she can talk to blue alone and they said ok and bey walked in
bey-hey baby you ok?
blue-mommy im sorry
bey-no baby you dont have to be sorry mommy is sorry ok im very very sorry i love you so much i shouldnt have hit you with out talking to you first so tell me what happened baby
blue-the girl i be talking about she kept talking about my hair so i was getting mad and i hit her and she told on me and then thats when you came
bey-awww baby you are just like your aunty solo you let your anger get to you to easily instead of hitting her what have you should of done?
blue-curse her out?
bey-*laugh*no baby you should have just walked away or told the teacher like she did
blue-i did tell one time but ms.hilson said that i needed to shut up because nobody cares about my problems
bey-WHAT OH HELL NO JAYY!!! GET IN HERE
jay-*comes in*what is it
bey-that bitch ms.hilson done lost her got damn mind *to blue*why didnt you been tell me this
jay-tell you what
blue-i dont know
bey-*to jay*that man mr.hilson yea his ass told my baby that she needed to shut up because nobody cares about her problems
jay-imma get her class switched to someone eles
bey-yea you do that but anyways can you get the doctor please so i can take my baby home
jay-yes
scene change:
(lexi)
i got his ass right were i want him this nigga thought i forgave him hahaha yall thought i did too ha im not that easy he got to prove to me that he mean what he said because im still pissed i cant even fall asleep because he really had a bitch in my house and i was only faking . i dont really want to lay in the bed with him but i have to go through with my plan.. anyways i sat up in bed and he had his arm wrapped aroung me and he was sleep i felt so disgusted with him touching me but i didnt do i just sat there watching ms.jada pinkett in the inkwell i swear i love that women she is so pretty and i miss jaden .i havent talk to him ever since i told him i was pregnant by julez because that really hurt him i felt bad deep down i really did love jaden i still do i didnt mean to get pregnant it just happened i wonder if he will talk to me i texted him and to my surprise he actually called me instead of texting back i answered and went downstairs to talk to him
lexi-um hello
jaden-so 2 years past and you finally want to talk to me do you not understand how bad i missed you
lexi-i missed you too its just that i have a family and i didnt really have time to talk because my son is a hand full
jaden-he must get it from you
lexi-oh whatever
jaden-anyways.. i want to meet him
lexi-ok when?
jaden-well were are you ?
lexi-im in LA
jaden-oh me too
lexi-ok
jaden-well can yall meet me mc donalds
lexi-he sleep
jaden-ok thats fine just meet me there
lexi-ok well ill be there in 30 minutes
jaden-ok bye
lexi-bye
lexi and jaden hung up then lex went upstairs and put a jacket and some shoes on dj then she went and put some shoes and a jacket on then her and dj meet jaden at mc donalds
lexi-*hugs him*hey this is dj*points to dj*
jaden-hey looks just like you *bends down to dj height* wassup lil man
dj-*holding on to lexi leg*mommy who is he
lexi-he is mommies friend*to jaden*he is shy he gets that from me
jaden-*to dj*you dont need to be shy around me im a good guy
dj-weally?
jaden-yes
lexi-anyways ... can we sit
jaden-yes
dj-mommy im hungry
lexi-ok hold on baby let mommy talk then we gone get ok here play with this *give him her phone*dont call nobody either
dj was playing on lexi phone and of course he just had to call julez while lexi was talking to jaden . julez was on the phone the hold time and heard there convo
jaden-you still look beautiful
lexi-*blushes*oh stop
jaden-you do
lexi-thank you
jaden-so how is your relationship
lexi-oh lord ok well things have been going good be proposed and i said yea but the next day i read some text messages and he was texting other girls or watever and i told him that i wasnt ready to get married because he is not mature enough then i left and went to new york and he left me a voice mail and in the background there was some girl in the background i couldnt belive he all ready had a bitch in my house but whatever i came back to LA and beat the hoe ass and he apologized and i told him i forgive him but i dont
jaden-wow see if you were with me that couldnt of happened
lexi-mmm but anyways it was nice seeing you but i have to go let me see my phone dj *grabs her phone and see julez name and think to herself "shit"*
jaden-ok can i get a hug
lexi-*hangs up the phone*yea *hugs him*bye jaden
jaden-*pulls her in close and kisses her*
lexi just looked at him then she picked dj up and left when she got home julez was sitting on the couch waiting for her
julez-took long enough did you have fun hoeing around
lexi-hoeing around? you cant be serious
julez-oh but i am
lexi-look julez dont start this shit because to be honest i dont even forgive you for the shit you did ok i told you that because i lied ok and i was not hoeing around i just met him at mc donalds because he wanted to me dj
julez-why the fuck did he want to see my son for?
lexi-i dont know and i really dont give a fuck about you being mad ok because you started this bull shit ok so umm you need to watch your son tonight because im about to go hoeing around*slams the front door and gets in her car*
jaden-hey looks just like you *bends down to dj height* wassup lil man
dj-*holding on to lexi leg*mommy who is he
lexi-he is mommies friend*to jaden*he is shy he gets that from me
jaden-*to dj*you dont need to be shy around me im a good guy
dj-weally?
jaden-yes
lexi-anyways ... can we sit
jaden-yes
dj-mommy im hungry
lexi-ok hold on baby let mommy talk then we gone get ok here play with this *give him her phone*dont call nobody either
dj was playing on lexi phone and of course he just had to call julez while lexi was talking to jaden . julez was on the phone the hold time and heard there convo
jaden-you still look beautiful
lexi-*blushes*oh stop
jaden-you do
lexi-thank you
jaden-so how is your relationship
lexi-oh lord ok well things have been going good be proposed and i said yea but the next day i read some text messages and he was texting other girls or watever and i told him that i wasnt ready to get married because he is not mature enough then i left and went to new york and he left me a voice mail and in the background there was some girl in the background i couldnt belive he all ready had a bitch in my house but whatever i came back to LA and beat the hoe ass and he apologized and i told him i forgive him but i dont
jaden-wow see if you were with me that couldnt of happened
lexi-mmm but anyways it was nice seeing you but i have to go let me see my phone dj *grabs her phone and see julez name and think to herself "shit"*
jaden-ok can i get a hug
lexi-*hangs up the phone*yea *hugs him*bye jaden
jaden-*pulls her in close and kisses her*
lexi just looked at him then she picked dj up and left when she got home julez was sitting on the couch waiting for her
julez-took long enough did you have fun hoeing around
lexi-hoeing around? you cant be serious
julez-oh but i am
lexi-look julez dont start this shit because to be honest i dont even forgive you for the shit you did ok i told you that because i lied ok and i was not hoeing around i just met him at mc donalds because he wanted to me dj
julez-why the fuck did he want to see my son for?
lexi-i dont know and i really dont give a fuck about you being mad ok because you started this bull shit ok so umm you need to watch your son tonight because im about to go hoeing around*slams the front door and gets in her car*
scene change:
blue-*pushes jj down*
jj-*starts crying*
blue-stop being a little bitch and hit me back
jj-noo *sniffs* im telling
blue-*pushes him again*no your not mom is sleeping leave her alone
jj-no she not she is screaming listen daddy is hurting her
blue-oh hell no imma bet daddy ass lets go
jj-ok
bey and jay room:
bey-harder daddy *moans*
jay-*goes harder*damn bey you got a nigga sweating*wipes his head*
bey-*screams*JAYYYYY!!! UHHHHHHH THATS MY SPOT DADDY
jay-oh really *goes faster* cum for me baby
bey-ooooooo baby im cuming
BOOM blue and jj ran in the room and bust the door open
blue-daddy get off of mommy your hurting her
jay quickly got off of bey and him and her both got under the covers
jj-daddy what were you doing
jay-we were playing
blue-mmhhmm no yall wasnt yall was fucking
bey-what were did you here that from
jay-who eles do you think
bey-solange
blue-yup yall nasty mommy
bey-how eles did you get here
blue-*shrugs*lets go jj
her and jj leave
jay-were did we leave off at
bey-no jay
jay-*kisses her neck*please
bey-mmm no jay *gets up and go to the shower*
ANYWAYS 2 MONTHS HAVE PAST
(lexi)
me and julez have been broken up for 2 months and im not gone lie i miss my baby so damn much i would give anything to be back with him everytime he comes and get dj i always got happy when i saw him but when he left i got sad he kept trying to get with me but my dumbass ego got in the way but fuck that im getting my man back this has been going on for 2 months and 2 months to long that must be him at the door
lexi-*opens the door*hey baby welcome home
julez-what ? your not mad
lexi-no baby this been going on too long i need you back go get your stuff from the hotel and come back *winks at him*
julez-oh shit ill be back in under 2.5 seconds
lexi-*giggles*ok baby
julez-*leaves*
dj-daddy coming back mommy
lexi-yes baby
dj-yayyy!
solange house
solo-so blue you saw them fucking
blue-yes aunty i was like eww yall some nasty nigga's
tyty-*highs 5's blue*i knew i would like you
solo-what did they look like
blue-well mommy was laying on the bed and daddy was in between her legs
solo-*bust out laughing*hahahaha then the bitch wondering why she bout to be running around with 3 kids the hoe cant keep her legs closed
tyty-right he always in that shit bey must really be a damn freak
solo-you know she is hell her ol nasty ass she taught me all i know
lexi-*opens the door*hey baby welcome home
julez-what ? your not mad
lexi-no baby this been going on too long i need you back go get your stuff from the hotel and come back *winks at him*
julez-oh shit ill be back in under 2.5 seconds
lexi-*giggles*ok baby
julez-*leaves*
dj-daddy coming back mommy
lexi-yes baby
dj-yayyy!
solange house
solo-so blue you saw them fucking
blue-yes aunty i was like eww yall some nasty nigga's
tyty-*highs 5's blue*i knew i would like you
solo-what did they look like
blue-well mommy was laying on the bed and daddy was in between her legs
solo-*bust out laughing*hahahaha then the bitch wondering why she bout to be running around with 3 kids the hoe cant keep her legs closed
tyty-right he always in that shit bey must really be a damn freak
solo-you know she is hell her ol nasty ass she taught me all i know
blue-what is fucking ?
solo-bey is gonna kill me
tyty-its when daddy put his hot dog in mommies bun *laughs*
solo-ty shut the hell up because you know she gone repeat this shit to bey
blue-im ready to go home
solo-ok lets go . go get your brother
blue ran up to solange room and bust the door open
blue-oooooooooooo JJ what are you doing??
TO BE CONTINUED
DONT FORGET THE OTHER BLOG AS WELL AND HAVE A HAPPY TURKEY DAY IM BOUT TO THROW DOWN YALL KNOW BEY MAKING THAT ICE WATER LOL
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solo-bey is gonna kill me
tyty-its when daddy put his hot dog in mommies bun *laughs*
solo-ty shut the hell up because you know she gone repeat this shit to bey
blue-im ready to go home
solo-ok lets go . go get your brother
blue ran up to solange room and bust the door open
blue-oooooooooooo JJ what are you doing??
TO BE CONTINUED
DONT FORGET THE OTHER BLOG AS WELL AND HAVE A HAPPY TURKEY DAY IM BOUT TO THROW DOWN YALL KNOW BEY MAKING THAT ICE WATER LOL
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Wednesday, November 21, 2012
she didnt want it
last time..
(lexi)
i took dj to the kitchen and i made him a sandwich with some chips and some juice we talked and i found out that my son is a really smart 2 years old i love him with alll my heart i would give up everything for him he look so much like me and his dad but mostly his dad because his side of the family must have strong genes but anyways after dj ate we sat in the living room watching a movie then jj bad self came down stairs and him and dj was doing the thing lil boys do then i ended up falling back to sleep on the couch while they were watching some movie and when i woke up the living room was a mess i was soo pissed off that i had to clean this up and i was only sleep for like a hour and they made all this mess . so i cleaned up the mess then i went and talked to jay because jay and bey still are like my parents and i talked to him about what happened and he said we just needed a few days apart . when i went downstairs i had a miss call from julez and he left a voice mail and i couldn't believe what i heard.
now..
(bey)
i went downstairs and i saw lexi sitting on the couch with her phone in her hand and she looked mad ass hell like she wanted to kill someone i sat on the couch and talked to her
bey-lex whats wrong
lexi-listen to this *plays the voice mail*
bey-oh hell no
lexi-bey do you think that he ever cared because after that i dont think so
bey-yes he did
lexi-i dont think so but whatever ill be back can you please watch dj
bey-of course
(lexi)
this nigga gone leave me a voice mail saying "its funny how you assuming shit ok so what i text other girls but dont act like you dont text other dudes thats yo damn problem alexis you so quick to get on me and you not lookin at what you doing but if your done im done to . ok just bring me my son and you can have a nice life" and then at the end it was some girl sayin baby come here and then he hung up. that really pissed me off if i was in LA right now i probably beat him and that hoe ass like nigga i was only gone for 1 day and you got other bitch in my house calling you baby oh hell naw ..that shit anit finna go down . i left and i went to visit my girls from middle school i love dem hoes to death there names are erika and makeyla and us together is a hell of a recipe .
lexi-*knocking on erika door*erika open the got damn door
erika-*opens the door*ddamn bitch you could of waited like 5 minutes me and Richard was busy
lexi-ewwww but anyways bitch i promise you that nigga got me fucked up i havent even been here in newyork for 2 days and that nigga got a bitch in my house calling him baby
erika-oh hell no lets call killa
lexi-yea *calls makeyla*hey keyla pet
makeyla-what the fuck do you want damn
lexi-well damn .. anyways me and erika on our way julez ass got me fucked up
makeyla-*starts singing a bossie song*ok
erika and lexi went to go get makeyla and they went to a club then they went back to makeyla house fucked up they decided to do the samn shit julez did to lexi .. lexi called him and said on his voice mail-"nigga i dont know who the fuck you is but you cant cut the act ok i know you dont want to live with out me and my son is not living with you if we not together ok because i gave birth you can see him but he aint staying and nigga at least wait 2 days before you have another bitch in my house" then erika used a fake deep voice saying baby come lay back down uck that nigga then lexi said im coming baby and then hung up . all 3 of then started laughing and then 5 minutes later lexi phone started ringing and it was julez
lexi-what the fuck do you want god
julez-*mad as hell*who the fuck was that in the back ground on the voice mail
lexi-thats none of your business you told me to have a nice life so i am bye
julez-you betta not be fucking another nigga
lexi-nigga are you really serious like what the fuck you the one with bitches in my house calling you baby and shit so how dare you sit here and try to be mad at me
julez-you know what i guess ill get back to her then
lexi-fuck you Daniel got to hell right along with that hoe *hangs up*
julez-you know what i guess ill get back to her then
lexi-fuck you Daniel got to hell right along with that hoe *hangs up*
erika-what he say girlllll.* ghetto voice*
lexi-this no time for yo shit erik
makeyla-right yo ass dont never know how to be serious like you so damn childish
erika-makeyla no shut the hell up
makeyla-dont talk to me like you lost yo got damn motherfucking mind
lexi-*laughing hard*
erika-whatever boosie
makeyla-you know what im outta here alexis call me if something goes down
lexi-ok bye keyla bear
makeyla-im not here for that gay shit
lexi-lol makeyla shut the fuck up and get out
makeyla left and lexi and erika talked some more until they werent that drunk then lexi left and went back to bey house and started to pack her stuff because she was going back to LA tonight to get her man because she love him so much and she wanted nothing but to beat the hoe ass . she wrote bey a note because when she got home everyone was sleep she wrote her a note telling her that her and dj was going back to LA . then she got dj and they left they arrived in LA about 3 hours later and she crept inside the house and things was quiet she layed dj in his room and she went into her and julez and her room and julez and some hoe was sleep . the hoe was sleeping on the side that lexi always sleep on and julez was on the other side .
(lexi)
oh fuck no im bout to get these bitches i went and got a big pot out the kitchen and i filled it up with some hot ass water and i went back upstairs and just stood there for a few minutes then i threw the water on both of them they woke up instantly
hoe-what the fuck
julez-what the fuck alexis ? when the fuck you get here
lexi-what your surprise to see me
julez-why the fuck would you do that
lexi-you didnt really think i would let you have a bitch in my house with out me doing anything did you ?
hoe-my name is not bitch
lexi-*looks at her*bitch i advise you to shut the hell up ok and yo name is anything i make it
hoe-julez get cho baby mama for she getta ass whooped
lexi-please bitch please whoop my ass im begging you
hoe-call me another bitch and i will
lexi-*gets in her face*BITCH ..BITCH ..BITCH now what trick
the girl hit her and lexi got up so damn fast and started beating the girl up.. the girl did get a few hits in but besides that lex tore that ass up julez sat there and let the hoe get her ass whooped
(julez)
damn what the fuck am i doing i didnt realize how much i loved this girl until now she is a rider she is beating this hoe ass damn she looking so good too even when she fight got damn yup she is gonna be my wife if she forgive me . i let them fight for a good 30 minutes then i broke it up i was holding lexi by her waist why her and dawanna was going back and forth arguing
lexi-yea bitch got that ass whooped
dawanna-whatever im leaving
lexi-*laughing* i knew that bitch aint want it
dawanna left with a back eye and he mouth bleeding lexi only had a scratch on her arm . lexi just changed into some night clothes then she changed the blankets on the bed and after she changed them she just got in the bed and just layed there staring at the ceiling
lexi-anything you have to say for yourself
julez-*sighs*look at me *lexi look at him* i love you so much and i realize that i was wrong and im wiling to change and everything can you please forgive me *looks her in her eyes*
lexi-all ready did baby *kisses him*but if it happens again it aint gone be the hoe ass imma be beating its gonna be yours
julez-lol ok im sorry baby
lexi-mmhhmm
lexi-this no time for yo shit erik
makeyla-right yo ass dont never know how to be serious like you so damn childish
erika-makeyla no shut the hell up
makeyla-dont talk to me like you lost yo got damn motherfucking mind
lexi-*laughing hard*
erika-whatever boosie
makeyla-you know what im outta here alexis call me if something goes down
lexi-ok bye keyla bear
makeyla-im not here for that gay shit
lexi-lol makeyla shut the fuck up and get out
makeyla left and lexi and erika talked some more until they werent that drunk then lexi left and went back to bey house and started to pack her stuff because she was going back to LA tonight to get her man because she love him so much and she wanted nothing but to beat the hoe ass . she wrote bey a note because when she got home everyone was sleep she wrote her a note telling her that her and dj was going back to LA . then she got dj and they left they arrived in LA about 3 hours later and she crept inside the house and things was quiet she layed dj in his room and she went into her and julez and her room and julez and some hoe was sleep . the hoe was sleeping on the side that lexi always sleep on and julez was on the other side .
(lexi)
oh fuck no im bout to get these bitches i went and got a big pot out the kitchen and i filled it up with some hot ass water and i went back upstairs and just stood there for a few minutes then i threw the water on both of them they woke up instantly
hoe-what the fuck
julez-what the fuck alexis ? when the fuck you get here
lexi-what your surprise to see me
julez-why the fuck would you do that
lexi-you didnt really think i would let you have a bitch in my house with out me doing anything did you ?
hoe-my name is not bitch
lexi-*looks at her*bitch i advise you to shut the hell up ok and yo name is anything i make it
hoe-julez get cho baby mama for she getta ass whooped
lexi-please bitch please whoop my ass im begging you
hoe-call me another bitch and i will
lexi-*gets in her face*BITCH ..BITCH ..BITCH now what trick
the girl hit her and lexi got up so damn fast and started beating the girl up.. the girl did get a few hits in but besides that lex tore that ass up julez sat there and let the hoe get her ass whooped
(julez)
damn what the fuck am i doing i didnt realize how much i loved this girl until now she is a rider she is beating this hoe ass damn she looking so good too even when she fight got damn yup she is gonna be my wife if she forgive me . i let them fight for a good 30 minutes then i broke it up i was holding lexi by her waist why her and dawanna was going back and forth arguing
lexi-yea bitch got that ass whooped
dawanna-whatever im leaving
lexi-*laughing* i knew that bitch aint want it
dawanna left with a back eye and he mouth bleeding lexi only had a scratch on her arm . lexi just changed into some night clothes then she changed the blankets on the bed and after she changed them she just got in the bed and just layed there staring at the ceiling
lexi-anything you have to say for yourself
julez-*sighs*look at me *lexi look at him* i love you so much and i realize that i was wrong and im wiling to change and everything can you please forgive me *looks her in her eyes*
lexi-all ready did baby *kisses him*but if it happens again it aint gone be the hoe ass imma be beating its gonna be yours
julez-lol ok im sorry baby
lexi-mmhhmm
scene change:blue's school
blue-say it again bitch my mommy said my hair is not nappy
girl-yes it is i dont care what your mommy said
blue-*hits her*my hair is not nappy
girl-*runs to the teacher*blue hit me
ms.hilson-*walks to blue*blue did you hit her
blue-no she was being mean
ms.hilson-*see bey coming inside the building*hey ms.carter were having a problem today with blue
bey-oh really *looks at blue*
ms.hilson-yes the little girl over there said blue hit her
bey-say no more blue lets go
bey and blue left and went home bey was mad when they got home bey slammed the front door and told blue to go to her room bey sat on the couch and jj wanted to play with her
jj-mommy can you play with me
bey-not now
jj-mommy please
bey-*yells*I SAID NOT RIGHT NOW .. NOW GO SOMEWHERE YALL DAMN KIDS ARE GETTING ON MY DAMN NERVES LIKE GOD GIVE ME SPACE
jay-bey why you being so mean
bey-well yo kids are always stuck up my ass i cant even get space to breath then your daughter over there at school hitting people like she aint got no damn home training she wanna hit people im bout to hit her ass *goes to blue room and whoop the shit outta her she left blue in there crying so damn loud she yelled from downstairs* SHUT THE HELL UP
(jay)
oh shit dont tell me them mood swings are all ready kicking in thats the reason she being so damn mean . bey calmed down and then all of a sudden jj came downstairs yelling something was wrong with blue bey jumped up so damn quick and both of us ran in her room and she was just laying there we tried to wake her up but she wouldnt she was still sleep but she just would wake up me and bey ruched blue to the hospital and they told us to wait in the waiting room the whole time we was waiting bey was crying so hard
(bey)
this is all my fault these damn mood swings ugh i hope my baby is ok what did i do ? im such a bad mom
to be continued
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
sounds familiar
jay-i did the unthinkable and i tried to kill myself to be with her i shot myself in my stomach and the neighbors called 911 i didnt want to be saved but they saved me and im glad they did because if i wouldnt have lived i wouldnt be here with the best wife a man can have bey im ready to start over
bey-omg jay im glad you did live because i probably still would be with kevin living a nightmare now you are my sweet dream and i dont wanna wake up from you baby
jay-in that case *gets on one knee* will you re marry me
bey-of course baby *kisses him*
jay-i feel more connected to you now that i told you that that is also the reason why i dont really talk about aaliyah as much and i get kinda sad when i see a picture or think about her
bey- i understand babe but please dont ever ring what i told you up again i told you for a reason and i dont ever want to talk about it again please dont throw it up in my face when we argue
jay-baby i wont no matter how mad i am at you i would never do that . that was your past and its going to stay there from now on its about us now that were re married all the drama stays in the old marriage and is not coming into this new marriage got it?
bey-yes
jay-good now where do you wanna go honeymoon
(bey)
i cant believe i told jay about that im glad he aint getting all mad or whatever but whaat kevin did to me was really bad it was hard for me to live i had to sit there wile they took there turn and did whatever to me i felt so nasty and disgusting and whorish i cant believe i evered loved him anyways thats over and done with so there is no need living in the past but what jay told me about him almost killing himself had me at a shock im so glad he didnt die thats my soul mate and if he would of died i dont know where i would be right now i never knew why aaliyah was so speical to him i mean yeah when i was with destiny childs i was with lyndell and kevin and i used to see jay and aaliyah toether on pictures and stuff but i never thought they was together but now i see that she was speical to him she is speical to me as well i love her but anyways its time to see how this new marrige goes im so excited
bey and jay went back to the hotel they were staying in and were instanly all over each other they wanted to please each other and make each other feel happy bout the choice they made with being together bey and jay took each other clothes off and jay took no time entering her he was so happy and just so in loved with bey all he wantedd to do was make love to her slow . bey was laying on her back while jay was between her legs grinding inside her very slow and bey was loving it all
bey-uhhhh jay i love you sooo much *moans*
jay-i love you to bey *grunts*
bey-faster baby make me cum
jay-i will *goes faster*
bey-mmmmm jaaaayy im cumming *cums*
jay-god bey
bey-jay i wanna have another one of yo babies * moans*
jay-*stops and look bey in the eyes* are you sure bey?
bey-*looks at him* jay im demanding you to give me your child
jay-yes ma'am
jay gave bey everything he could because he kinda wanted another baby as well (they do not need no more) jay and bey made mad passionate love and bey was scratching his back up really bad jay started bleeding htey went for about 2 hours before falling to the bed they layed in bed while jay's sperms raceses to bey's egg . bey and jay just layed there trying to catch there breath bey looked jay in his eyes and she knew that things were gonna be different and she knew that jay might be faithful now and there would be less drama in the NEW marraige . jay and bey took a shower together then they fell asleep . the next morning the carters walked arounf pairs and enjoyed the view then they stop by a resturant and had breakfest because bey was straving
bey-damn im hungry jay
jay-the food will be out any minute bey you can wait babe
bey-ughhh
jay-*giggles*
bey-*stares at jay like she is looking into his soul*
jay-why are you looking like that
bey-because im thinking about all our good times together and how much i love you
jay-aww babe i love you too
bey-jay do you really want another baby
jay-yes i think we should now that we started fresh
bey-jay this is the last one im only having 3 kids and after we have this one IF im pregnant then im getting my tubes tied
jay-thats fine with me
bey-ok
waiter-here goes your food
bey-finally im straved
jay-no your not lol
bey-hush boy
so anyways bey and jay continued to talk about all there good times together untill bey's phone rings
bey-oh god its tyty *answers*hello
ty-im back bitch
bey-you were never gone
ty-yes i was stupid i was with my baby
bey-YO BABY?
ty-oh god yes beyonce my baby
bey-whats his name
ty-her name is tiffany
bey-her tyty you stright now
ty-*laughs*no bitch it was a joke
bey-oh i should of known
ty-yes you should have but anyways were yo ass at
bey-im out of state
ty-i aint ask you that i said were yo ass at
bey-im in paris
ty-what and yo bitch ass aint bring me i hope yo nappy ass head is looking a mess too .remember im still yo hair stylist imma be fucking yo shit up goodbye*hangs up*
bey-*sits her phone on the table* he is a mess
jay-i bet anyways lets go i dont really feel like being out today i just want to stay inside with you and besides it looks like its gonna rain anyways
bey-*grabs her belongings*ok lets go
they went back to the hotel and chilled they just relaed and cuddled up together . anyways a month past and bey and jay are doing great today bey had a doctors appt. to see if she preggers bey got up and took a showers then got her clothes on then jay got up and kissed her and she got mad
bey-ewww jay
jay-what
bey-you kissed me and you aint brush yo teeth
jay-did you
bey*thinks*ohh noo lol im bout to though
jay*kisses her again*ha thats what i thought
bey brushed her teeth while jay got him self together then she went downstaris and ate some cerale untill jay was ready to go in the car the ride was kinda quiet because they both was nervous they finally got there and for once they were on time they walked into the doctor office to see what was going on inside of bey's belly.they ran the regular test on her and then the doctor left
bey-jay im super nervous
jay-me too
bey-yea but i know if god wants us to have another baby then we will and if he dont then he dont *shurgs*at lest i still got jj and blue
jay-yea
bey-babe remember when you wrote glory when blue was bron
jay-yea
bey- i loved you for that . that is still my favorite song by you
jay-yea i still love it too blue does as well
bey-she should that song were mad just for her
jay-i know
doctor-c*came back in*well. mr and mrs. carter looks like you are pregnant
bey-*excited*really
doctor-yes
bey-your positive because last time when i was pregnant with my son you all said i wasnt
doctor-yes we are sure this time
bey-omg yayyyyyy!
(jay)
oh god bey bout to have mood swings imma be getting cussed out hwere and there imma have to be a slave ugh. she so damn lucky i love her and that baby in her stomach
(bey)
omg im so happy im having another baby im not looking forward to delivering but i love carrying my baby around and feeling him or her move around knoew this is mine . this is something me and my husband created
bey and jay went home and told both of the families the news and right when solo,ty and angie and kelly heard about it they showed up to bey house
solo-*knocking on the door*beyonce open the fucking door now!
bey-*opens the door*hey loves
kelly-dont hey love us what is this *shows her the text bey sent her*
bey-a text message
ty-bitch dont try and bey funny yo ass pregnant again
bey-yup i love having jay kids
angie- we can tell shit yall already got 2 why do yall ned 3
bey-because i want another baby duh
solo-whatever come on ladies lets go
the crew left and jay and bey talked about the what if's.
bey-what if we have another girl
jay-what if we have another boy
bey-what if she grow up and be disabled
jay-what if he grow up and be a rapper like his daddy
bey-what if we lose him/her
jay-bey dont think like that we are noth going to lose the baby ok
bey-ok
bey and jay talked some moe then mama tina called
jay-hello
mt-were is bey
jay-right here
mt-put her on
bey-hello
mt-bey did you know your father had a son name nixon with some other hoe
bey-yea he told me a while ago i dont really like thinking about it
mt-im thinking about it shit how could he be so damn......i dont even know what to say ill call you back baby ok?
bey-ok bye love you mama
bey hung up the phone with mama tina and her and jay took a nap
SCENE CHANGE....
(lexi)
oh hell no this nigga cant be for real ugh i knew i shouldnt have never fell into his trap because i knew this would happenlike what the fuck we have a son together and you proposed to me and we just had a misscarrige not even 2 weeks ago and he sitting her texting other hoes . now he wanna come sleep by me um no
dj-mommy *shakinfg lex*
lexi-why ?
julez-why what
lexi-why did you do this to me julez *hands him his phone*
(julez)
oh shit how could i be some dumb to leave my phone out around her god .. im not cheating well i dont think i am all i do is text girls sometimes
julez-im sorry babe *tries to kiss her*
lexi-*pushes him away* no i gotta go this just really made me rethink some things
julez-what are you talking about
lexi-im not ready to be married yet your not mature enough right now imma try to stay at bey house untill i get my head stright im taking dj too imma fly him to LA few times so you can see him though
julez-but..
lexi=please julez dont make it harder then it haveto bey
lexi callls bey
bey-hello
lexi-*crying*mama me and dj coming out there
bey-why
lexi-ill tell you sooon but is it cool
bey-of course my house is your house
lexi-ok thank you mama we should be there by tomorrow morning
lexi and dj went to bey house and lexi told bey about it and they sat and cried and bey was being the loving lady she is and weas trying to make lexi fell better she told lex about her having another baby and that mad lexi a little sad and happy she havent told bey about the misscarrige until now when she told bey. bey just broke down and cried because she remembered when she had her's and the pain that she felt lex and bey just sat and talked until they fell asleep then dj came in the room waking them up
dj-mommy *shaking lex*
lexi-what is it baby
dj-im hungry
lex-ok lets get something to eat
(lexi)
i took dj to the kitchen and i made him a sandwhich with some chips and some juice we talked and i founed out that my son is a really smart 2 years old i love him with alll my hear i would give up everything for him he look so much like me and his dad but mostly his dad because his side of the family must have strong genes but anyways after dj ate we sat in the living room watching a movie then jj bad self came down stairs and him and dj was doing the thing lil bopys do then i ended up falling back to sleep on the couch while they were watching some movie and when i woke up the living room was a mess i was soo pissed off that i had to clean this up and i was only sleep for like a hours and they made all this mess . so i cleaned up the mess then i went and talked to jay because jay and bey still are like my parents and i talked to him about what happened and he said we just neeeded a few days apart . when i went downstaris i had a miss call from julez and he left a voicemail and i couldnt believe what i heard
to be continued
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bey-omg jay im glad you did live because i probably still would be with kevin living a nightmare now you are my sweet dream and i dont wanna wake up from you baby
jay-in that case *gets on one knee* will you re marry me
bey-of course baby *kisses him*
jay-i feel more connected to you now that i told you that that is also the reason why i dont really talk about aaliyah as much and i get kinda sad when i see a picture or think about her
bey- i understand babe but please dont ever ring what i told you up again i told you for a reason and i dont ever want to talk about it again please dont throw it up in my face when we argue
jay-baby i wont no matter how mad i am at you i would never do that . that was your past and its going to stay there from now on its about us now that were re married all the drama stays in the old marriage and is not coming into this new marriage got it?
bey-yes
jay-good now where do you wanna go honeymoon
(bey)
i cant believe i told jay about that im glad he aint getting all mad or whatever but whaat kevin did to me was really bad it was hard for me to live i had to sit there wile they took there turn and did whatever to me i felt so nasty and disgusting and whorish i cant believe i evered loved him anyways thats over and done with so there is no need living in the past but what jay told me about him almost killing himself had me at a shock im so glad he didnt die thats my soul mate and if he would of died i dont know where i would be right now i never knew why aaliyah was so speical to him i mean yeah when i was with destiny childs i was with lyndell and kevin and i used to see jay and aaliyah toether on pictures and stuff but i never thought they was together but now i see that she was speical to him she is speical to me as well i love her but anyways its time to see how this new marrige goes im so excited
bey and jay went back to the hotel they were staying in and were instanly all over each other they wanted to please each other and make each other feel happy bout the choice they made with being together bey and jay took each other clothes off and jay took no time entering her he was so happy and just so in loved with bey all he wantedd to do was make love to her slow . bey was laying on her back while jay was between her legs grinding inside her very slow and bey was loving it all
bey-uhhhh jay i love you sooo much *moans*
jay-i love you to bey *grunts*
bey-faster baby make me cum
jay-i will *goes faster*
bey-mmmmm jaaaayy im cumming *cums*
jay-god bey
bey-jay i wanna have another one of yo babies * moans*
jay-*stops and look bey in the eyes* are you sure bey?
bey-*looks at him* jay im demanding you to give me your child
jay-yes ma'am
jay gave bey everything he could because he kinda wanted another baby as well (they do not need no more) jay and bey made mad passionate love and bey was scratching his back up really bad jay started bleeding htey went for about 2 hours before falling to the bed they layed in bed while jay's sperms raceses to bey's egg . bey and jay just layed there trying to catch there breath bey looked jay in his eyes and she knew that things were gonna be different and she knew that jay might be faithful now and there would be less drama in the NEW marraige . jay and bey took a shower together then they fell asleep . the next morning the carters walked arounf pairs and enjoyed the view then they stop by a resturant and had breakfest because bey was straving
bey-damn im hungry jay
jay-the food will be out any minute bey you can wait babe
bey-ughhh
jay-*giggles*
bey-*stares at jay like she is looking into his soul*
jay-why are you looking like that
bey-because im thinking about all our good times together and how much i love you
jay-aww babe i love you too
bey-jay do you really want another baby
jay-yes i think we should now that we started fresh
bey-jay this is the last one im only having 3 kids and after we have this one IF im pregnant then im getting my tubes tied
jay-thats fine with me
bey-ok
waiter-here goes your food
bey-finally im straved
jay-no your not lol
bey-hush boy
so anyways bey and jay continued to talk about all there good times together untill bey's phone rings
bey-oh god its tyty *answers*hello
ty-im back bitch
bey-you were never gone
ty-yes i was stupid i was with my baby
bey-YO BABY?
ty-oh god yes beyonce my baby
bey-whats his name
ty-her name is tiffany
bey-her tyty you stright now
ty-*laughs*no bitch it was a joke
bey-oh i should of known
ty-yes you should have but anyways were yo ass at
bey-im out of state
ty-i aint ask you that i said were yo ass at
bey-im in paris
ty-what and yo bitch ass aint bring me i hope yo nappy ass head is looking a mess too .remember im still yo hair stylist imma be fucking yo shit up goodbye*hangs up*
bey-*sits her phone on the table* he is a mess
jay-i bet anyways lets go i dont really feel like being out today i just want to stay inside with you and besides it looks like its gonna rain anyways
bey-*grabs her belongings*ok lets go
they went back to the hotel and chilled they just relaed and cuddled up together . anyways a month past and bey and jay are doing great today bey had a doctors appt. to see if she preggers bey got up and took a showers then got her clothes on then jay got up and kissed her and she got mad
bey-ewww jay
jay-what
bey-you kissed me and you aint brush yo teeth
jay-did you
bey*thinks*ohh noo lol im bout to though
jay*kisses her again*ha thats what i thought
bey brushed her teeth while jay got him self together then she went downstaris and ate some cerale untill jay was ready to go in the car the ride was kinda quiet because they both was nervous they finally got there and for once they were on time they walked into the doctor office to see what was going on inside of bey's belly.they ran the regular test on her and then the doctor left
bey-jay im super nervous
jay-me too
bey-yea but i know if god wants us to have another baby then we will and if he dont then he dont *shurgs*at lest i still got jj and blue
jay-yea
bey-babe remember when you wrote glory when blue was bron
jay-yea
bey- i loved you for that . that is still my favorite song by you
jay-yea i still love it too blue does as well
bey-she should that song were mad just for her
jay-i know
doctor-c*came back in*well. mr and mrs. carter looks like you are pregnant
bey-*excited*really
doctor-yes
bey-your positive because last time when i was pregnant with my son you all said i wasnt
doctor-yes we are sure this time
bey-omg yayyyyyy!
(jay)
oh god bey bout to have mood swings imma be getting cussed out hwere and there imma have to be a slave ugh. she so damn lucky i love her and that baby in her stomach
(bey)
omg im so happy im having another baby im not looking forward to delivering but i love carrying my baby around and feeling him or her move around knoew this is mine . this is something me and my husband created
bey and jay went home and told both of the families the news and right when solo,ty and angie and kelly heard about it they showed up to bey house
solo-*knocking on the door*beyonce open the fucking door now!
bey-*opens the door*hey loves
kelly-dont hey love us what is this *shows her the text bey sent her*
bey-a text message
ty-bitch dont try and bey funny yo ass pregnant again
bey-yup i love having jay kids
angie- we can tell shit yall already got 2 why do yall ned 3
bey-because i want another baby duh
solo-whatever come on ladies lets go
the crew left and jay and bey talked about the what if's.
bey-what if we have another girl
jay-what if we have another boy
bey-what if she grow up and be disabled
jay-what if he grow up and be a rapper like his daddy
bey-what if we lose him/her
jay-bey dont think like that we are noth going to lose the baby ok
bey-ok
bey and jay talked some moe then mama tina called
jay-hello
mt-were is bey
jay-right here
mt-put her on
bey-hello
mt-bey did you know your father had a son name nixon with some other hoe
bey-yea he told me a while ago i dont really like thinking about it
mt-im thinking about it shit how could he be so damn......i dont even know what to say ill call you back baby ok?
bey-ok bye love you mama
bey hung up the phone with mama tina and her and jay took a nap
SCENE CHANGE....
(lexi)
oh hell no this nigga cant be for real ugh i knew i shouldnt have never fell into his trap because i knew this would happenlike what the fuck we have a son together and you proposed to me and we just had a misscarrige not even 2 weeks ago and he sitting her texting other hoes . now he wanna come sleep by me um no
dj-mommy *shakinfg lex*
lexi-why ?
julez-why what
lexi-why did you do this to me julez *hands him his phone*
(julez)
oh shit how could i be some dumb to leave my phone out around her god .. im not cheating well i dont think i am all i do is text girls sometimes
julez-im sorry babe *tries to kiss her*
lexi-*pushes him away* no i gotta go this just really made me rethink some things
julez-what are you talking about
lexi-im not ready to be married yet your not mature enough right now imma try to stay at bey house untill i get my head stright im taking dj too imma fly him to LA few times so you can see him though
julez-but..
lexi=please julez dont make it harder then it haveto bey
lexi callls bey
bey-hello
lexi-*crying*mama me and dj coming out there
bey-why
lexi-ill tell you sooon but is it cool
bey-of course my house is your house
lexi-ok thank you mama we should be there by tomorrow morning
lexi and dj went to bey house and lexi told bey about it and they sat and cried and bey was being the loving lady she is and weas trying to make lexi fell better she told lex about her having another baby and that mad lexi a little sad and happy she havent told bey about the misscarrige until now when she told bey. bey just broke down and cried because she remembered when she had her's and the pain that she felt lex and bey just sat and talked until they fell asleep then dj came in the room waking them up
dj-mommy *shaking lex*
lexi-what is it baby
dj-im hungry
lex-ok lets get something to eat
(lexi)
i took dj to the kitchen and i made him a sandwhich with some chips and some juice we talked and i founed out that my son is a really smart 2 years old i love him with alll my hear i would give up everything for him he look so much like me and his dad but mostly his dad because his side of the family must have strong genes but anyways after dj ate we sat in the living room watching a movie then jj bad self came down stairs and him and dj was doing the thing lil bopys do then i ended up falling back to sleep on the couch while they were watching some movie and when i woke up the living room was a mess i was soo pissed off that i had to clean this up and i was only sleep for like a hours and they made all this mess . so i cleaned up the mess then i went and talked to jay because jay and bey still are like my parents and i talked to him about what happened and he said we just neeeded a few days apart . when i went downstaris i had a miss call from julez and he left a voicemail and i couldnt believe what i heard
to be continued
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Sunday, November 18, 2012
truth be told
i wanna give yall some information about myself so yall can get to know me ok ..ok here goes im 16 years old i live in fayetteville north carolina i was born in san atonio texas im a bey stan i stand up for her no matter what if a nigga gotta problem with the queen bitch you gotta problem with me um i love the color purple my favorite number is 4 (like bey ) i plan on being a model,actress and singer,dancer,song writer some day um add me on facebook my name is alexis so offical
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<-------thats me this is not one of the best pics but its not ugly
<-------thats me this is not one of the best pics but its not ugly
oh yeah my name is alexis king i was born on march 12 im a Pisces and im in this story as julez wifey or better known as lex or lexi because that is what my fam and friends call me
so anyways back to the story
officer-*to jay*are you shawn carter
jay-yes what the problem
officer-you are going to jail for neglating brianna carter
now..
bey-*to herself*no this bitch didnt *to officers*im sorry but yall can leave
officers-were not going anywhere unless he is coming
bey-look imma give you 4 seconds to go or im going off *counties to 4 and the officers are still standing there* ok so i guess yall want me to get ugly huh? ok here goes that bitch ciara is a fucking lying bitch my husband take care of his kids including that lil girl ok even tho that lil girl is very disrespectful i still look at her as one of mine and so does jay so if yall dont get the fuck off of my property i promise you i will beat yall asses my damn self *showes them pictures of jay and bri playing together* now does this look like a father that is neglating his child huh?...um no i didnt think so goodbye
officer-ma'am we can take you to jail for threatening us
bey-but you aint now goodbye
officer-ma'am we have a statement from ciara sayi-*bey interrupts him*
bey-i could really give 2 fucks about her dumbass statement ok because the shit aint true she is jealous of me and she wants my husband to be in jail for no apparent reason
officers-well i guess we will drop it then sorry for wasting your time you teo have a nice night
bey-yea whatever*slams the door*
bey went into the living room and was pacing back and forth thinking to herself jay just went and sat on the couch
(bey)
i swear this bitch wanna get that ass whoop got damn why do always have to beat one of jay's hoes ass i get tried of this shit this damn marriage is like a reality tv show. imma be a lady and dont do anything because mama and raise me to fight all my problems but if that bitch come over here again with that bull shit im going off she know we do the best for brianna lil ass even know i dont really like the fact they got a baby i cant change it so i have to live with it . why in the hell did jay have to fuck that bitch any way and get her pregnant im his wife was i not good enough i sat on the couch and i just started at the tv that was off and started crying jay came over and wrapped his arm around me
jay-bey why you crying you handled that shit well
bey-jay you dont get it do you
jay-get what
bey-its not that i handled that i really dont care its the fact that i still cant get over that you cheated on me with her ass and had a baby if you would have just keep yourself in your pants we wouldnt be having this conversation now *looks him in the eye* am i not good enough for you shawn that you had to do that to me i know it was 3 years ago but jay i was pregnant as well with jj so that makes it worst you cheated on your pregnant wife and had a baby you saw how the media reacted they made me look like a complete fool for sticking around with you
jay-bey im-
bey-shhh im not finished i couldnt leave even though i really wanted to because i love you jay but i would never be able to leave you jay you are the love of my life and it hurts me that you have a child that isnt mine you are my rock my. my. my love your my everything jay and i just want to be happy jay thats all i want i want you to love me the same way i love you and i dont think its possible because i love you to the extreme i would go all the way to the edge of the earth and back to be with you jay you just dont understand its alot of emotions built up inside of me i just want to leave and go away jay i need to relax i need a break and the only way that could happened is if you are here for me like i am for you or if im in the studio ok sometimes i just cant *jay interrupts her with a kiss*
jay-*breaks the kiss*bey shut the hell up
bey-but.
jay-shut the fuck up and let me talk
(bey)
oh shit that just turned me on all that base in his voice got damn
jay-ok now bey you know i love yo ass i told you millions of times that i love you and i would do any and everything for yo ass you are just sitting here saying some crazy shit if i could take it back trust me i would i regret sleeping with ciara man looking ass i dont know what got into me bey i love you so much that i gave you my last name not any other hoes just you ok i made you miss shawn cory carter do you know anyone eles running around with that title?
bey-*silent*
jay-i asked you a question you better answer me
bey-no baby
jay-nope im not baby im daddy right now...anyways like i was saying i would give you my last dime i would give you anything you know that i love you the same way you love me but prolly even more
bey-then why-
jay-*smack her butt*i told you to shut the fuck up didnt i?
bey-*nods*
jay-ok then dont talk unless i ask you a question got it
bey-*nods*
jay-use your words
bey-yes
jay-yes what?
bey-yes daddy
jay-like i was say i love you more and more every second of the damn day so why would you say you want me to love you the same way you love me because you know i do i messed up i admit it and im sorry i cant take it back but bey you cant keep reliving the past you have to move forward in order for this marriage to work ok?
bey-yes daddy
jay-ok now get cho ass up stairs and you better have nothing on by the time i get up there because you done made me made ass hell and daddy bout to punish yo ass imma show you how much i love yo ass now go
bey-ok daddy *runs upstairs*
(jay)
oh shit i can get used to this im bout to have her ass hurting in the morning . but watever i went to the fridge and got some of the kids chocolate syrup they use for chocolate milk then i went upstairs and saw be covered with a blanket
jay-did i tell you to cover up
bey-no daddy
jay-then why did you do it
bey-im sorry *takes the blanket off*
jay smiled then he walked over to bey and he kissed her body ever so sweetly bey had no idea that jay was planning on going hard on her tonight he put the syrup on bey's thighs then he licked it off then he put it on her puss puss and let it fall between her clit then he licked it and when bey felt it she came instantly (only my freaky ass smh lol) he ate her slowly and softly for about 30 minutes then he got up and took all his clothes off and told her
jay-im bout to tear that ass up
bey-i thought we was going slow
jay-thats what i wanted you to think i dont want to hear no complaining because its only going to make me more mad
bey-*nods*
jay handcuff bey to the bed and went in hard he kept going harder and harder while bey was screaming in pain and pleasure he kept at it for a good 30 minutes then he un cuffed her and flipped her over and started to go hard again he came and bey came also bey was begging for mercy but he wasnt having it they went hard for about 2 hours then jay fell to the bed
jay-thats better...now do you think i love you
bey-i . i. i. love. damn im sorry babe
jay-mmhhmm get some sleep babe
so i wanna change something i dont want solange to be pregnant so she is not in this story anyways back to the story the next morning jay got up and ran bey a bath she was still sleep so he went to make her some food as well then when he finished he woke bey up and helped her to the bath tub.
bey-damn jay im hurting
jay-i know im sorry
bey-no your not
jay-ha your right you deserved everything you got
bey-jay did you cum last night
jay-yea but you are on the pill so it shouldnt be a problem right
bey-*nervously giggles*ha ha yea i was just wondering
(bey)
shit i havent took that damn pill in a few months got damn jay need to control his damn sperm i better not be pregnant
a few months past and bey released her new album in under 2 months it sold out in 15 seconds it also was the number won album every single on the album was number one bey won so many awards for that album that she didnt know what to do with all of them . ciara moved away some where and took brianna but jay still talk to brianna evey night because thats still his child . one day bey and jay was in pairs just them two they took jj and blue to lex and julez house in LA before they went to pairs but anyways bey and jay wasnt really on bad terms but things could of been better it was around 7pm and bey and jay went out to dinner
bey-jay we need to re new our wedding vows and start over because all this drama has messed the whole marriage up
jay-i thing you right
bey-and also jay i never been completely honest with you so imma tell you all about my past before we do this
jay-well i guess i will do the same
bey-ok well jay before i got with you you know that i was with kevin or whatever (yall remember kevin? if you dont he is somewhere in the story) and he used to sell my body jay he used to bring his friends over just to fuck me and i couldnt do anything about it jay he used to let them go in me with no protection or nothing my life was a living hell jay and *tears up* i hate to thing about it but one time this dude i dont know what his name was i forgot he fucked me and gave me a STD and kevin used to call me a STD infested whore and jay that hurt me because it wasnt my fault that he gave it to me it was kevin fault for letting him do it to me but im cleaned now they found a cure and it worked so if you think that you have then you dont because i dont have it but anyways so um i stop loving kevin one time he had sex with me and i got pregnant but i got a abortion because i didnt want to have a baby with a man i didnt love and that night when i was crying at the club was the night he told me that i could die and he wouldnt care he told me he never loved me he said he loved the money i got and i felt like a complete full i thought that i could never love again i thought lyndell was bad but kevin was worse and that night when you i first meet me at the club and you wipped my tears away and called me beautiful was the day i founed my true love and i knew things were different and i would finally have a man that would love and treat me like a queen and jay thats why i love you so much because of all the things i went through in my pass nobody know but you
jay-wow bey i never knew that i would never think anything like that would of happened to you your to good for that bey i love you so much and i would never do anything like that i wouldnt even think about it . but bey mine is worst and when i think about my past i hate thinking about it in my past i used to fuck girls and leave and never call them back i didnt love them hoes i used to play them and thing nothing of it i disrespected them like the hoes they were i used to lead them on so they will think i loved them until i met aaliyah . aaliyah was very special it was something about her that didnt allow me to do the things i do to the other hoes to her i really loved aaliyah she was my first love and when she died i lost all hope for love or anything and i did the unthinkable...
TO BE CONTINUED
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OK THIS WAS VERY SENSITIVE TO ME I ALMOST CRIED :"( LOL
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