truth be told

i wanna  give yall some information about myself  so yall can get to know me ok ..ok here goes im 16 years old i live in fayetteville   north carolina i was born in san atonio texas im a bey stan i stand up for her no matter what if a nigga gotta problem with the queen bitch you gotta problem with me  um i love the color purple my favorite number is 4 (like bey ) i plan on being a model,actress and singer,dancer,song writer some day  um  add me  on facebook my name is alexis so offical 

------------><-------thats me this is not one of the best pics but its not ugly 

oh yeah my name is alexis  king i was born on march 12 im a Pisces and im in this story as julez wifey or better known as lex or lexi because that is what my fam and friends call me   

so  anyways back to the story

   

bey-yes officer can we help you
officer-*to jay*are you shawn carter
jay-yes what the problem
officer-you are going to jail for neglating brianna carter
now..

bey-*to herself*no this bitch didnt *to officers*im sorry but yall can leave
officers-were not going anywhere unless he is coming
bey-look imma give you 4 seconds to go or im going off *counties to 4 and the officers are still standing there* ok so i guess yall want me to get ugly huh? ok here goes that bitch ciara is a fucking lying bitch my husband take care of his kids including that lil girl ok even tho that lil girl is very disrespectful i still look at her as one of mine and so does jay so if yall dont get the fuck off of my property i promise you i will beat yall asses my damn self *showes them pictures of jay and bri playing together* now does this look like a father that is neglating his child huh?...um no i didnt think so goodbye
officer-ma'am we can take you to jail for threatening us
bey-but you aint now goodbye
officer-ma'am we have a statement from ciara sayi-*bey interrupts him*
bey-i could really give 2 fucks about her dumbass statement ok because the shit aint true she is jealous of me and she wants my husband to be in jail for no apparent reason
officers-well i guess we will drop it then sorry for wasting your time you teo have a nice night
bey-yea whatever*slams the door*

bey went into the living room and was pacing back and forth thinking to herself jay just went and sat on the couch

(bey)
i swear this bitch wanna get that ass whoop got damn why do always have to beat one of jay's hoes ass i get tried of this shit this damn marriage is like a reality tv show. imma be a lady and dont do anything because mama and raise me to fight all my problems but if that bitch come over here again with that bull shit im going off she know we do the best for brianna lil ass even know i dont really like the fact they got a baby i cant change it so i have to live with it  . why in the hell did jay have to fuck that bitch any way and get her pregnant im his wife was i not good enough i sat on the couch and i just started at the tv that was off and started crying  jay came over and wrapped his arm around me

jay-bey why you crying you handled that shit well
bey-jay you dont get it do you 
jay-get what
bey-its not that i handled that i really dont care its the fact that i still cant get over that you cheated on me with her ass and had a baby if you would have just keep yourself in your pants we wouldnt be having this conversation now *looks him in the eye* am i not good enough for you shawn that you had to do that to me i know it was 3 years ago but jay i was pregnant as well with jj so that makes it worst you cheated on your pregnant wife and had a baby you saw how the media reacted they made me look like a complete fool for sticking around with you 
jay-bey im-
bey-shhh im not finished i couldnt leave even though  i really wanted to because i love you jay but i would never be able to leave you jay you are the love of my life and it hurts me that you have a child that isnt mine you are my rock my. my. my love your my everything jay and i just want to be happy jay thats all i want i want you to love me the same way i love you and i dont think its possible because i love you to the extreme i would go all the way to the edge of the earth and back to be with you jay you just dont understand its alot of emotions built up inside of me i just want to leave and go away jay i need to relax i need a break and the only way that could happened is if you are here for me like i am for you or if im in the studio ok sometimes i just cant *jay interrupts her with a kiss*
jay-*breaks the kiss*bey shut the hell up
bey-but.
jay-shut the fuck up and let me talk

(bey)
oh shit that just turned me on all that base in his voice got damn

jay-ok now bey you know i love yo ass i told you millions of times that i love you and i would do any and everything for yo ass you are just sitting here saying some crazy shit if i could take it back trust me i would i regret sleeping with ciara man looking ass i dont know what got into me bey i love you so much that i gave you my last name not any other hoes just you ok i made you miss shawn cory carter do you know anyone eles running around with that title?
bey-*silent*
jay-i asked you a question you better answer me
bey-no baby
jay-nope im not baby im daddy right now...anyways like i was saying i would give you my last dime i would give you anything you know that i love you the same way you love me but prolly even more
bey-then why-
jay-*smack her butt*i told you to shut the fuck up didnt i?
bey-*nods*
jay-ok then dont talk unless i ask you a question got it 
bey-*nods*
jay-use your words
bey-yes 
jay-yes what?
bey-yes daddy
jay-like i was say i love you more and more every second of the damn day so why would you say you want me to love you the same way you love me because you know i do i messed up i admit it and im sorry i cant take it back but bey you cant keep reliving the past you have to move forward in order for this marriage to work ok?
bey-yes daddy
jay-ok now get cho ass up stairs and you better have nothing on by the time i get up there because you done made me made ass hell and daddy bout to punish yo ass imma show you how much i love yo ass now go
bey-ok daddy *runs upstairs*

(jay)
oh shit i can get used to this im bout to have her ass hurting in the morning . but watever i went to the fridge and  got some of the kids chocolate syrup they use for chocolate milk then i went upstairs and saw be covered with a blanket 

jay-did i tell you to cover up
bey-no daddy
jay-then why did you do it
bey-im sorry *takes the blanket off*

jay smiled then he walked over to bey and he kissed her body ever so sweetly bey had no idea that jay was planning on going hard on her tonight he put the syrup on bey's thighs then he licked it off then he put it on her puss puss and let it fall between her clit then he licked it and when bey felt it she came instantly (only my freaky ass smh lol) he ate her slowly and softly for about 30 minutes then he got up and took all his clothes off and told her

jay-im bout to tear that ass up 
bey-i thought we was going slow 
jay-thats what i wanted you to think i dont want to hear no complaining because its only going to make me more mad 
bey-*nods*

jay handcuff bey to the bed and went in hard he kept going harder and harder  while bey was screaming in pain and pleasure he kept at it for a good 30 minutes then he un cuffed her and flipped her over and started to go hard again he came and bey came also bey was begging for mercy but he wasnt having it they went hard for about 2 hours then jay fell to the bed

jay-thats better...now do you think i love you
bey-i . i. i. love. damn im sorry babe
jay-mmhhmm get some sleep babe 

so i wanna change something i dont want solange to be pregnant so she is not in this story anyways back to the story the next morning jay got up and ran bey a bath she was still sleep so he went to make her some food as well then when he finished he woke bey up and helped her to the bath tub.

bey-damn jay im hurting 
jay-i know im sorry
bey-no your not
jay-ha your right you deserved everything you got 
bey-jay did you cum last night
jay-yea but you are on the pill so it shouldnt be a problem right
bey-*nervously giggles*ha ha yea i was just wondering 

(bey)
shit i havent took that damn pill in a few months got damn jay need to control his damn sperm i better not be pregnant 

a few months past and bey released her new album in under 2 months it sold out in 15 seconds it also was the number won album every single on the album was number one bey won so many awards for that album that she didnt know what to do with all of them . ciara moved away some where and took brianna but jay still talk to brianna evey night because thats still his child . one day bey and jay was in pairs just them two they took jj and blue to lex and julez house in LA before they went to pairs but anyways bey and jay wasnt really on bad terms but things could of been better it was around 7pm and bey and jay went out to dinner

bey-jay we need to re new our wedding vows and start over because all this drama has messed the whole marriage up
jay-i thing you right
bey-and also jay i never been completely honest with you so imma tell you all about my past before we do this
jay-well i guess i will do the same 
bey-ok well jay before i got with you you know that i was with kevin or whatever (yall remember kevin? if you dont he is somewhere in the story) and he used to sell my body jay he used to bring his friends over just to fuck me and i couldnt do anything about it jay he used to let them go in me with no protection or nothing my life was a living hell jay and *tears up* i hate to thing about it but one time this dude i dont know what his name was i forgot he fucked me and gave me a STD and kevin used to call me a STD infested whore and jay that hurt me because it wasnt my fault that he gave it to me it was kevin fault for letting him do it to me but im cleaned now they found a cure and it worked so if you think that you have then you dont because i dont have it but anyways so um i stop loving kevin one time he had sex with me and i got pregnant but i got a abortion because i didnt want to have a baby with a man i didnt love and that night when i was crying at the club was the night he told me that i could die and he wouldnt care he told me he never loved me he said he loved the money i got and i felt like a complete full i thought that i could never love again i thought lyndell was bad but kevin was worse and that night when you i first meet me at the club and you wipped my tears away and called me beautiful was the day i founed my true love and i knew things were different and i would finally have a man that would love and treat me like a queen and jay thats why i love you so much because of all the things i went through in my pass nobody know but you 
jay-wow bey i never knew that i would never think anything like that would of happened to you your to good for that bey i love you so much and i would never do anything like that i wouldnt even think about it . but bey mine is worst and when i think about my past i hate thinking about it in my past i used to fuck girls and leave and never call them back i didnt love them hoes i used to play them and thing nothing of it i disrespected them like the hoes they were i used to lead them on so they will think i loved them until i met aaliyah . aaliyah was very special it was something about her that didnt allow me to do the things i do to the other hoes to her i really loved aaliyah she was my first love and when she died i lost all hope for love or anything and i did the unthinkable...


TO BE CONTINUED

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OK THIS WAS VERY SENSITIVE TO ME I ALMOST CRIED :"( LOL