IS IT TIME ?!

(bey)
i sat up in the bed with my arms crossed and waited to see how long it would take jay to get her to stop crying.she ran in my room about 10 minutes later still crying

bey-come here baby whats wrong 

blue-me and . and daddy *sniffs* and jj was jumping on the the couch and i fell 

bey-awww its ok come lay down 

blue-ok

blue got in the bed with me and im mad as hell what the fuck is jay old ass doing jumping on my couch is her out of his every lasting mind ch...i decided to text him because i didnt feel like hearing his mouth or anything and i didnt want to argue because im still sleepy

(sender)what the hell you doing jumping on my couch are you crazy 

(receiver)we were playing

(sender)i dont care jay you too old for that i hope you planned on buying me a new one

(receiver)bey its not that serious

(sender)it is she could have gotten hurt jay and she is only 5 1/2 and jj is only 3 they are not teenagers calm down 

(receiver)fine i was wrong your right

(sender)i know now tell my son to come up here

(receiver)we bout to have father and son time

(sender)you know he is a mama boy

(receiver)and im about to end that shit 

(sender)lol whatever

(jay)
me and jj was going to go out to kanye house and chill so he can be around so dudes and not stuck up under bey all the time. and besides blue needs to be around bey more because she turning into a little thug at only 5 years old.so i got jj dressed and he looked nice if i say so myself my son is going to have the hoes calling him 24/7 . bey anit gone let that happene lol . before we went to kanye house i took him to get a hair cut i didnt care whether he liked it or not . when he was getting it he was calm . when we got to kanye house jj was acting like he was a thug or something i took a picture of him with his haircut and sent it to bey . 

she called me right after she got the picture

bey-omg jay you took him to get a haircut?

jay-yup

bey-did he cry

jay-naw he was calm

bey-what really

jay-yea he was pretty cool he actually like it he acting like he a thug or something

bey-jay you know i dont like him acting like that you already got blue like that i dont need him like that either

jay-lol i know he keep looking in the mirror at his self

bey-because he is fine he get it from his mama

jay-whatever but i gotta go 

bey-ok bye 

jay-i love you

bey-i love you too

(bey)

i was happy that me and blue had the chance to hang together i decided to go somewhere with her . i got up and i got and took a shower then got dressed . after that i went downstairs and made me and blue some lunch well a sandwich and some chips . after that i went to go wake her up because she fell asleep .she dont like being woken up from her sleep im the same way but she got up anyways then i gave her a bath and did her hair and got her dressed. then we ate some lunch and we walked instead of driving we both head on some white shades  and she thought she was cute i thought it was funny and cute the way she was acting was to funny . she think she a superstar lol

she looked so cute though with her mean self and i told yall she had that creole good good type hair thank god. we went to the store and i bought her some clothes she tried on this one outfit so i could make sure it fit

she is so silly i tried to get her to stop being silly but she wouldnt. i got her the outfit with the shoe and everything then we went to the toy store and we played around it felt good to be able to spend mother and daughter time with blue i mean i like hanging around my son but this is my little girl and we have this connection that me and my mom have when we are together anyways . me and blue played with the toys inside the toy store then i bought her a few barbie dolls and some other toys she wanted. then we went to get our nails done we were talking while they were doing are nails.

bey-are you having fun baby?

blue-yes mommy this tickles *laughs*

bey-*giggles*i know what color do you want

blue-blue of course

bey-what color should i get 

blue-blue

bey-ok.this is only our thing ok we cant tell daddy or jj about this you wanna know why

blue-yes why?

bey-they will get jealous *laughs*

blue-oh ok my lips or zipped i think thats how you say it

bey-*laughs*no its my lips are sealed 

blue-oh well that too

nail lady-beyonce your daughter is very beautiful

bey-thank you

nail lady-she get it from you huh?

bey-of course

nail lady-*giggles* you seem like a wonderful mother if you ever need a babysitter ill hook you up*hands her a card*

bey-ok ill have that in mind

blue-mommy what are we doing next

bey-what do you wanna do

blue-i dont know. um we can play in my room with the barbie dolls 

bey-ok baby

(bey)

the whole time me and blue was spending time together the paparazzi was taking pictures but me and blue just ignored then and acted like they didnt exist . 10 minutes past and they were finally done blue had blue nails with designs  

mine was plan blue 









me and blue went to get something eles to eat because i was hungry again . after we ate we went home and jay and jj was their .blue grabbed my hand and we went to her room .i sat on the bed while she got everything to play she pulled put her barbie house . she wanted me to get on the floor but i told her i couldnt. so we played on the bed . i was blue's barbie doll friend and she was telling me everything that was gonna happen.

blue-ok mommy so me and you are firends like how you and aunty kelly are and we are about lexi age and we dont have a boyfriend because ummmm. we just dont right now we have to get dressed so we can act like we are going to the club

bey-what whoa whoa whoa we are not going to a club

blue-fine we will go to the mall and you dont have a car i do 

bey-why dont i have one

blue-because you are broke

bey-wow ok so if im broke how am i going to get somethin (knock knock knock jj walked in )

jj-mommy i missed you

blue-jj get out im playing with mommy

bey-yea baby im spending time with blue ok so you have to go

jj-i dont want to 

blue-jj get out now!

jj-leave me alone

bey-go play with daddy ok

jj-ok *leaves*

bey-now like i was saying how am i going to get something from the mall then 

blue-imma pay for you

bey-aw thanks baby

(blue)

mommy is really fun i think i like her more then daddy now my mommy is the best and im happy she spent time together . me and mommy played barbies for a long time then we went into the livingroom and daddy and my stupid brother was playing their x-box so me and mommy went into the kitchen and got some snacks  then went in her and daddy room and watched movies and ate the snacks . later mommy gave me a bath then me and her layed in the bed and i fell asleep

(bey)

blue fell asleep on me so i decided to go downstairs with jay and jj was sleep on the couch and jay was sitting watching a tv show i went over and sat on his lap and kissed him 

bey- i missed you

jay- i missed you too 

bey-oh really *sexy voice*

jay-yes 

bey-aww papi i missed you more

jay-your Spanish now

bey-you like when i say papi so hush

jay-yes i do *kisses her*

bey-*kisses him longer the breaks the kiss* baby im so horny i want you know

jay - not in here jj is right here on the couch lets go in the room

blue-*whines* blue is in there

jay-guestroom

bey-yessss!

(jay)

i carried bey into the guestroom and i was surprise i could left her up because she was preagnant anyways i layed her on the bed and kissed and sucked her neck. then i took her clothes of and didnt waste no time i went in but not too hard because she is 7 months she wanted more but i couldnt give her more because of her belly we went ate it for maybe a hour then we washed up and i layed blue in her room then me and bey got in bed and went to sleep.

\(bey)

blue goes to a different school now that we live in Brooklyn then alarm went off at 7 am and i got up and woke blue up she started whining because she didnt want to get up let alone got to school . i gave her a bath and did our morning routine then i woke jj up he was in his pajamas i put him in the car because he was going to my mom house for today she was gonna drop him off in the morning . blue ate some breakfast then we    left and dropped jj of first . then when we got to her school i could tell something was wrong

bey.*bending down to blue size*whats wrong baby

blue- i dont wanna go

bey-but you have to 

blue- i wanna stay with you *hugs bey*

bey-*hugging her back*i know baby but you have to look i promise when you get home we will get ice cream ok

blue-*rubbing her eyes*you promise?

bey-yes now lets go

(bey)

i walked blue to her class room and i hugged and kissed her then i went home when i got home i layed in the bed with jay jj was still sleep . i was really bored because i wasnt sleepy anymore i decided to text kelly and we talked about nothing like always then tyty texted me about his trip to vegas and i could care less because he went with Michelle he said it was horrible and he almost committed suicide that made me laugh . but after i got dont texting it was only about 9 and i knew jay wasnt waking up anytime soon so i got up and i watched something then i went downstairs  and made me some cereal in a bigggggggg bowl.i went to get back in the bed and my phone started going off it was a text from gwen telling me she had a gift for me because she couldnt make it to the baby shower i replied with a smiley face.jay turned over my way and wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me closer in by him and i almost dropped my cereal . i said goodmorning baby he just smiled and closed his eyes for about a minute then he opened them again 

jay-good morning beautiful

bey-good morning

jay-*talking to her stomach* good morning Brooklyn

bey-*smiles*

jay-*to bey* how she been this morning 

bey-well when i went to take blue to school she was going at it a little but she is calm right now

jay-oh ok well imma take a shower

bey-ok imma take this into the kitchen and feed the dog 

jay-ok

(jay)

bey got up out of the bed and i searched for me something to wear then i turned the shower on so it could warm up after about 10 minutes i got in . i was just standing there for a while then i heard bey yell jay i turned the water off so i can hear what she was saying. i said "yea" "i think its time"she yelled back. i quickly got out the shower and dried off and out my clothes on then i grabbed the bag bey packed for the hospital and i helped her to the car . even though this is the 3rd time im still scared and nervous and bey seemed calm.

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