the man you promised to be

(bey) the next morning i woke up And still no jay im getting very worried and pissed off he just up Android left with no warning or nothin. i got out of the bed and. went to get blue dressed for school my mom was coming over to watch jj for me because i was planning to do some shopping because we need some food so i can fed my baby. brook brook has been good this morning thank good. anyways i got blue dressed And ready for school theb i had to wait for my mother to come. while i was waiting i looked in the fridge for something to eat but there was nothin how in the hell Am i beyonce but i dont have food in my fride. crazy rigt yea i know Anyways my mom arrived and. i dropped blue off at school. then i went to the store i bought alot the total was near 8 thousand dollers good thing i keep jay's black card handy haha. when i gt home i put all the food away and. my back was killing me and. to top it all of brooklyn started kicking And everything. i just let out a huge sigh And walked i to the livinroom rubbing my belly "your getting big" my mom said "why thank. you mother that really make me feel better"i said sarcasriclly. "i didnt mean it like that" "whatever"i wasnt in the mood for my mom i asked her to leave please and. she left right hugging and. kissing me i just sat on the couch and. played with jj hair he needs to get a haircut but he too scared he went wth jay to the barber shop a few times. but he is just too scared i mean he can get braids but that is going to be worse i know he is not going to want to sit there And get t combed out or braided so oh well i dont know what im going to do to his hair he has his daddy hair good think blue have cerole. hair i hope brook brook does to. to. a fews days ago i got a call from miguel he wants to do a ong together so me and. him has been spending time together in the studio sometimes he would keep me company since jay is M.I.A. now dont think i like him because i dont even think he cute he just a nice guy.i went to call jay but of course he didnt answer. what the hell is goin on aint that the whole point o getting re married so me can keep the old bullshit in the past. ouch!! shit this little girl kick me so hard jj nor blue was like this well they also had. there daddy around too well i see who is going to be the bad on of he bunch no wait sratch that blue. took that spot.she is just alike solagne when she was that age i couldnt stand her ass anything she did i got in trouble for it. anyways i fell sleep and. then i woke up to a kiss on my neck and. when i saw it was jay i jumped up and. hugged him and. i screamed jay then reality set in And i asked him where have he been he told me just to get in the car i was confused on our way to where ever it was we were going we picked blue up im so happy jay is back so h can interact with brooklyn and. now she might stop kicking ..about 1hour later he told everyone to close their eyes And we did 3 minutes later we oppened them and when we did we were parked infron of this big beautiful house "what are we doing here"i asked "this is our knew home i been working on it to make it perfect for all 5 of us " he said while putting his hand on my belly i smilled and. kissed him he helped me out the car And into the house and. the first place the kids ran to was their rooms i looked around the livingroom Android it was beautiful i was so proud of my husband fo this kitchen had a table that had a highchair connected to it i personally thought it was pretty cool i looked around more And the house had a sudio,in door pool, movie room, game room i even had my own office and. i had a closet that waw big that i put all my shoes in and this was only downstaris ao i couldnt wait to see upstaris. i looked at blue room And of course it was blue and. pink those are her favorte colors i aint gone lie it was real cute then i saw jj room and. i guess it. was pretty cool for a boy i looked at me and. jay room it was huge an beautiful after that we went to brook brook's nersuary on the door it said BROOKLYN GISELLE when i walked in my mouth dropped the room was perfect for baby girl on the wall it was pictures of me jay jj and. blue in frames there were picture of all the ulra-sounds it was flowers on the wall and on the ceiling was a drawing of the brooklyn bridge and. on top of it read princess of brooklyn i loved it jay got on his knees and. talked to her he told her all i bout her room and. how excited he was to me his "baby girl" he. kissed my stomach then went downstairs and sarted cooking dinner jj and. blue was in thier rooms doind whtever but atleast they not getting on my nevers i went in our room and. layed in the bed it was so soft i loved it. i gusses brook brook knowes that daddy is back because she havent kicked not once ever scine jay got back..i dosed off and. jay came and woke me up so we could eat. .after we all ate blue and. jj went back in there rooms me and jay went in our room then he said he had something eles for me then he brung out this little puppy hw was so cute i played with him then jay put him in his own little room i love him so much. me and. jay went back in the room and. started watching sparkle and. then brooklyn went in again with that kicking jay layed behind me and. put his hands on my belly Android felt brooklyn kick he kissed me And told me he loved me i said i love you to then i realize jay is really changing nto the man he promised he would be i knew jay was beyond happy that i was havin another baby by him just by the way he kissed me let me now that. a few seconds later she calmed down and. me And jay finish watching the movie until we fell asleep. .....,,,,,...TO BE CONTINUED